While my tales will have a bit of the “If you don’t get fucked for 5 years, can I claim to be an ass virgin all over again and count that load as a first?” ring to it, I am old enough to have lived through the pre-condom AND condom eras. So I’ll be sharing about taking loads in the days of innocence, and then much later when I was thinking with my cock (and trying not to be too judgmental about it).

FIRST TIME – PRE-CONDOM 1980
Although I’d been shoving fingers, candles, assorted vegetables, and my own cum up my hole all through my adolescence and into early 20s, it wasn’t until 1980 and my 26th year that any of my sex mates expressed an interest in my butt. (Ironically, at 21 with my first boyfriend, I was the top.) And so it was that my second boyfriend (pure top, tall, nice body, clone mustache) had me moved in within a matter of weeks, and I was getting nailed and bred daily by his solid 8-inch straight-as-a-ruler cock. This went on for about six months before we became Just Roommates for another four years, and my hole-feedings grew more infrequent. Sadly, I don’t recall much about the first load he gave me, other than it was on our first date, and I do remember being very happy and very impressed with the size of his cock, along with the fact that he loved to fuck and fuck and fuck...

FIRST TIME – BAREBACK 2005 Incident No. 1
From 1985 up to 2005, I dated just a few guys who had no interest in assplay, and then I had just a few casual encounters, always with condoms on those rare times when a guy wanted to fuck me. Then in January 2005, I paid a visit to the local Baths (now gone). It was a chilly night outside and inside the baths, so I kept on my white T-shirt and white sport boxer-briefs. The military-themed Barracks basement was nearly empty, so I went all the way to the back dark corner, and took the lower of the two padded bunks, on hands and knees, sprinkling condoms around me, and hoping someone would take the bait. Eventually a pair of burly, beefy guys in their 50s came on back, and the first one had a really nice and chunky 7-inch dick. He pulled my briefs down to my knees and stroked my ass for a minute, and then with no other foreplay, that man plowed me good and hard with just precum for lube. (I was sore for days, but that taught me to carry lube at all future outings.) That dude slammed and battered my hole, huffing and puffing, and then he pushed me flat on the bunk with his full weight on me (my favorite position), blowing his load with deep loud breaths. After he came, he leaned in and asked if I was OK, and I breathlessly thanked him for the great fuck. He groaned as he rose and slid out of me, and I instantly missed his weight, his heat, and mostly his cock up my ass.

The second guy had a cropped beard and furry chest, and a nice hard dick. He jumped right on my vacated hole and jackhammer fucked me, fast and furious, and I was bloody fucking loving it. Then he flipped me onto my back, slammed back into me, and kept eye contact with me as he fucked the wind out of me. Finally he came with a roar, only pulling out after he caught his breath and then giving my rigid cock a friendly slap before he and his buddy took off. After my two fuckers left, I finger checked my hole and realized how wet and sloppy it was. I looked around and realized that none of the condom wrappers had been opened. Oddly enough, I wasn’t panicked by the situation, but kind of turned on as I staggered to the showers with my rigid dick leading the way. Luckily I tested negative at my next STD screening.

FIRST TIME – BAREBACK 2005 Incident No. 2
August 2:00 AM at a downtown ABS. I had a really hot time with a slim, fit guy in his late 30s with a beautiful cucumber shaped 8.5-inch cock, who joined me in my booth to kiss, suck and rim with our jeans pushed down below our knees. And then with a bit of lube he carried with him that smelled of coconut, and keeping eye contact the entire time, he had me lean back against the Buddy Glass and spread my legs as much as I could, while he reached around and spread my butt and pushed his cock between my legs. With his fingers, he pressed his cock into my asscrack, riding the length of his lightly lubed meat up and down across my hair-free bud, pushing his cockhead harder and harder against my ever-relaxing hole. My stiff cock was mashed and sliding against his abdomen, and with synchronized breathing, we were both moaning at the intense sensations we were experiencing – he with his highly sensitive cock, and me with my hole as the then, at that moment, Center Of My Universe. After a good 5-10 minutes of that intense bit of exercise, we were physically about to collapse from the awkward position, and he proposed that we go somewhere, as his favorite thing is to 69.

So we ended up at my non-air-conditioned apartment, stripping each other immediately and after plenty of mutual sucking and rimming and fingering on my sweat-soaked bed, he knelt between my legs, pushed my knees to my chest, and started to push his saliva and precum drenched cock into my smooth, spit-slick hole. I asked: “Can you stay hard with a condom?” He grinned and I scampered off the bed to get the condoms and lube that I didn’t get a chance to pull out when we arrived. Rubbered up and well-lubed, his meat sank right into me, and he fucked me in every position under the sun. It was a long, hard, fun, fantastic fuck, and when he came, his face scrunched up and he threw his head back in a silent yowl, with his body shuddering on top of me. However, when he pulled out, the condom had come off inside me. Curiously I was not alarmed, and we were both laughing as he and I slipped in fingers to fish the useless thing out of my very wet and sloppy hole. (I believe that the condom came off during the fuck and that he came in my ass, as the condom was empty and merely sticky and wet on the outside when we fished it out.)

He then wanted me to fuck him, and as he began to sit on me, I asked “Do you want a condom?” and he replied “No.” But we soon gave up because I am professional bottom, and even for his superb hairy ass, I couldn’t stay hard enough to do the job. So instead, he fucked me again, condom-free, and it was another hot ride all over my bed. I did, however, ask him to pull out so I could eat his load, but when he came, it was just barely in time for him to yank free of my hole and blow his hot cum all over my chest and abdomen. (I believe he blasted at least once or twice before pulling out.) After that, we showered and dozed for a couple of hours, and then he had to leave to join his mother for Sunday brunch. He said he wanted to see me again, and two weeks later he came by at mid-day for another round of sweat-drenched suck/rim/finger play and bare fucking, this time with him pulsing at least once inside me before pulling out to shoot over my head and onto the wall behind my bed. This guy was great sex, and the only guy since Boyfriend No. 2 I intentionally allowed to fuck me bare. Although, truth be told, I was thinking with my cock both times we got together, and I was very lucky to test negative at my next and subsequent STD screenings.

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I haven't yet had someone cum in my ass without a condom, and I'm not sure I will. All I know is ever since I was 9 or 10, I loved having stuff in my ass. It started with an enema bag/hose I found in out bathroom, and went on to stealing my mom's tampons (with the cardboard tubes, and stuffing them in while I jerked off. Im in my 50s, and married now, but I am quite bi, and love getting fucked in the ass. The local gay gym/sauna has a sling, and the first time I was in it I almost came from the excitement of laying naked in public with my legs spread and my ass out for anyone that wanted to put on a condom and stick it in. I'm going there tomorrow, and am hard as a rock just thinking about my ass getting pounded. Sorry if this is off topic!

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I recently shared my First Loads tales on another site as well, and some dude posted (in part) “3 strikes and you’re out!” as a negative comment, inferring the certain probability of my contracting HIV as a just reward for my irresponsible behavior. I am sharing my response to that guy with my fellow CFS buddies, because I can’t keep quiet while self-righteous, judgmental finger-pointers feel entitled to lecture anyone on their sexual activities, and in particular, those of us who have taken bare cock unknowingly, by accident or with impaired judgment, or with purpose and intent. (I have omitted his Profile Name.) See my original tale on 07/04/11 Posting #29.

Oh, boy, [Profile Name]! A baseball analogy! Which brings up visions of bubble butts and bulging crotches wrapped in skin-tight baseball uniform pants. Not to mention all those things we can do with a baseball bat. But(t) getting back to your comments...

I am the first to admit to have put myself at risk by thinking with my cock at the time of the 2005 bareback sexcapades noted in my Cocktale. (The earlier 1980 segment was the pre-condom era.) I'm also keenly aware of how lucky I was to emerge from those very hot but very risky experiences unscathed, HIV-wise. However, if you bear in mind that I have been sexually active for over 35 years, pre-HIV to now, then the number of times I've slipped-up is quite small, relative to all of those condom and water-based lube manufacturers I've helped keep in business since the mid-80s. (I've been a very busy bottom.)

So, yes, I have made mistakes, and I learned, and I forgave myself, while acknowledging my good luck, all of which is ever so human. I've also, on many, way too many occasions, had the cum fucked right out of me by cocks of all sizes attached to men of all (legal) ages, which is extraordinarily divine.

While I appreciate your thoughtful (if blunt) observation, [Profile Name], I ask that you (and everyone else) respect that only I have the right to play the part of Commissar of Sexual Behavior in regards to me, and only me. Although this idea may not appear within the U.S. Constitution and/or Bill of Rights, for me the sexual activities of any other human is none of my business, unless, of course, we are “bumping parts” and/or otherwise getting to know one another intimately (i.e., me face down and Him climbing on board to fuck me senseless).

And on that note, this frisky fellow needs to scoot along and clean up for a hot date with a dude who swears he’s got 9 inches and a dozen pre-lubed condoms waiting for me. (I offered to bring along a bottle of wine, juice or soda, and he replied: “Just bring an extra bottle of lube.” 9 inches and extra lube = A Win-Win situation.) So see you around, fellas. – HH.

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It was in 1982. I remember going to an adult bookstore. I met a guy there, and he took me home with him. We watched porn, and sucked each other for a long time. Then he lubed his cock, and slid it into my ass. I was shocked that it went in easy. I guess my ass was horny. He started slow, then got to a pounding speed. I was on all fours, stroking my cock. His cock was literally milking my prostate, and I was leaking big globs of thick, white cum. He was fucking me pretty hard, then all of a sudden, he tensed up and I could feel the big wad of seed flowing through his long, thick cock as it entered me. I could feel the warm wetness, and about then, I blew my own mega-load. I think I have a better understanding of a female orgasm now. He pulled out slowly, and the warm load ran out of my stretched, used ass. I felt like such a slut, and it felt good! I put my booty gym shorts on (remember it was the 80s), and I went home. I had a huge wet spot in my shorts when I walked through my apartment complex, and cum was running down my leg. I felt like such a whore! lol.

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Damn buttpiratesc!

Great first time - to have taken it that easy - I am impressed!

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I have since had the opportunity to have guys fuck me in a cruising area in the woods on the way to work, and they came in my ass. I love a hard, deep, fuck! As soon as I get horned up, my ass dilates for the pole that will be pounding me. Usually, the guy can pretty much shove it in hard as long as he has good lube. I don't get fucked very often, as I am with my wife all the time, so I want a good ass fucking when the chance occurs.

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When I go bareback with a guy I let him know right from the start that I want every drop as deep in my ass as he can shoot it. If I'm not going to get his load he might as well be wearing a condom.

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I have only had one opportunity to take it bareback in many years. I met a couple who were both tops that were on PreP and recently tested for STIs. They fucked me on the bed, on the floor, in their sling. After the first one came, the other one slipped in and it was amazing. I agree with all the posts about the psychological sense of connection as a guy shoots inside, maybe even more important than the physical sensation. Man, I wish I could play safely like that all the time. Maybe one day....

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