CRUISING for SEX - want to be gang banged

TUCSON,ARIZONA----Hey i'm 23 white Male new to this... I have for as long as i remember have had sum Crazy Weird Wild Taboo and even Raunchy fantasy s and the keep getting stronger to were i just need to get the, out. I have tried at other sits Craigslist ect but no luck. So here goes this time. I was hoping someone could help me get Gang Banged buy a bunch of men.I Would like to be I would like to come to this gang bank knowing that there is no safe word thee is no Turing back once there pretty much fantasy is a forced fucked fantasy used hard called nasty names so i would be willing to sign a waiver type paper saying i do want all this don't and i'm aware what i'm asking . When there i get tied up tight up to table or bed anything blind folded i don't want to see anything gagged if you like i will be in panties or can dress up fully if you like buy no talking to me unless calling me nasty names degrade me i'm just a piece of meat to drop and shoot cum in side me and force me to swallow so much cum in my ass its leaking out and i can feel all of it and forced to swallow so much my stomach cant take much more but still forced to take it make me beg you to stop but you don't i want this real gag me if you like stuff cock in mouth to shut me up keep using me . Get woman if you like to strap-on me rough as well but would like to be forced to swallow filled and facial.. If i had my true fantasy that i don't know if this could happen and if one of you or a couple of you make this happen you have no idea how happy ill be ill pay you back.. but 10 plus guys more then that would be nice i'm telling you do me so hard rough and long hours i regret ever wanting this fantasy make me wish i never showed up I want to be cum drenched and made Into a cum slut cum dump sex slave whore would like to be made into a whore for an entire wee a sex slave but that's another fantasy.. would like to be a sub be dominated used by everyone called names dressed up if y'all into that i would like to be blind folded i live east Tucson i have umber a little cash to throw sown hope to hear back i'm tight as hell i want to be stuffed with cum wilder rougher the better. Tell me when we can set this up and were ill pitch in for whatever we need or if its a cheap ass motel wish i could be tied up and yused in a adult shop but i will owe you so much if you do this in Tucson,Arizona