What if I was a sexy woman instead of a guy?
 

I don't know if this belongs here, but this doesn't fit anywhere else, so here I go.

Ever since I got dumped in April (really painful due to us almost getting married) (kinda my fault for not taking care of my mental health), I've been having trouble talking to women again, even though I'm doing a little bit better again (talked with this cute blonde chick at a FYE. Maybe it goes somewhere. Maybe it doesn't mean shit.)
Anyway, I still have one of my ex's shirts and her panties (tan ;) ), and I just had this random thought one day.

"What if I was a sexy woman instead of a guy?" was the thought. Idk why. I never felt uncomfortable being a man (well... maybe not, but that's other stuff.) I guess I was ok looking in high school, with a 6-7/10 on a good day, decent shape, average package, so I know I can be good enough.

However... I kind of always had this thought about being a woman. Not enough to actually attempt to become one. That will never happen. Its just the idea sounds nice. I get to have titties without being fat, maybe a nice ass (my ex actually said I have a good ass for a dude), nice hair, etc.
I also have a dildo I sometimes use to practice sucking cock (wasn't always that way. It kinda just happen kinda out of the blue) and to fuck myself in the shower. With that... I had a lot of fantasies about that.

So... to the question "What if I was a sexy woman instead of a guy?" Well...

I actually would like to be a busty redhead.
- Shortish yet full head or hair.
- Nice eyelashes.
- Maybe a couple of freckles or a cute beauty mark.
- Big Titties, at least DDD, maybe bigger.
- Big and sensitive nipples!
-Maybe a bit of a chubby belly (not a fan of sticks, like my ex's sister, whose a fucking bitch)
- Big ass! A MUST!
- Thick ass legs and thighs! Also A MUST!
- Big fucking pussy lips and SUPER SENSITIVE CLIT! I would like to be a squirter as well.

So that would describe me physically. I would be a tomboy, so I'd still like my sports and video games and stupid shit. However, I would be a total fucking slut and get gang-banded whenever possible. Hell, maybe I'll even be a stripper or prostitute because sex is fun. If I have a kid, then I would try to be a good parent too.

I know I rambled a bit here, but I thought I would at least feel better by letting this out. That really does help.

Questions to finish this post: How fun is CDing or just being a tranny? Does anyone else feel the same way? And... for anyone that does like women at all here, does that sound hot? Hell, same question even for gay people reading this.

Thank you for reading or commenting. It means more than you could possibly understand.

I have been a cd for over 40 years. You meet the most intense sexual men as a cd. Just be prepared to do your duty. Guys figure if we go to all the trouble to be smooth, made up fairy queens we are doing so in order to suck dick and get fucked. Know your role and be ready to put out for real.

If i'd been a sexy woman instead of male, at one point i'd probably want to try out being a callgirl in Vegas! hehehe

I don't want to do anything like that and I'm fine with being a guy. It was honestly just a random thought from having my ex's stuff. Maybe all I want is a girlfriend... or maybe all the dick in the world. I don't fucking know.
However, if I was born as a chick, that's my ideal scenario.

But you're hot as fuck as it is! ;)

One question: Whose the woman closest to this idea? Probably a biker/pin-up model.
If anyone has an answer, let me know.