really needing it
 

I wish I could commit to a tryst with a hot, sexy male. I suppose that, at some point in my life this is going to happen, but right now, I am beholden to other priorities, particularly in regard to my wife.

She knows that I have, in the past, been fucked by men, and that I love it. She even uses a strap-on to fuck me every so often because she knows I love it that way. What she doesn't know, and would never condone, is that i wish I could find myself in a situation with a hot top male, where I was free to have a man make love to me without her knowing. I love to have my wife fuck me, but it sin't quite the same as having a real man top me and drive it into me. OMG

She is OK with my past dalliances with men...it even turns her on, but she is ferociously jealous of me...man or woman.

I would just love to spend a single night with a hot top male who would take me down and screw me until I come all over us both. It's been a really long time since I did that, and I'm really missing it. My God it was so HOT.