I knew I wanted it - craved it -

But the fear of being labeled a "fag" and the fear of AIDS made me spend way too long not making a move and a few times being scared to react even when thinking back I am pretty sure the other guy was hinting at it. But back then it was assumed that all gays were like Liberace - and that did not fit my image at all!

They can call me whatever they want. I love sucking cock!!! I love getting sucked. Fucking? Love giving and receiving. I just want to be able to have man sex when I want it without having to go into the woods, or in some stall in a public restroom. This is why I look for guys who want to hook up at their homes or in my hotel room when I travel.

I more than agree - now.

Although I am not "out" I am also not so nervous and embarrassed - what I was talking about in my last post was back as a teen and into college - when something like that could really haunt you.

I know what you mean. Right now I long for a hot cock, a nice ass, an a hard body to play with