No it wasn't!!! Trust me I'm really hurt and shocked. He admits to have loved stroking each other and ourselves, but he wants nothing more.

Also, he admitted to becoming a bit of an exhibitionist over the years and wants to post pics of his cock all over the web to hear thoughts about it. I think he is into stroking his own ego, shame, humiliation, and playing with other's minds. He also loves the power control; he may use kindness so it's covert.

He has always been a little selfish, but this proves what I always thought that he is totally into him and now realize that he will use kindness to force his agenda and wants on you.

sorry for wasting all of our times. I told him I have no desire to see his cock or watch each other. He was mad and disappointed.

Well, when all this started, I did contribute this thought: "Seems pretty clear that if you end up servicing this friend, you'll end up without a friendship." Hopefully that isn't going to be the outcome, but I find the friendship and then sex don't usually mix. Sex and then friendship are the better way to go.

There have been a few times over the years when I skipped a possible encounter because I was afraid if I got had my signals wrong I would loose a friend (or even if I had my signals right but it was just because he was drunk or horny) it would end our friendship.

Looking back at this I think I made the right decision. Had your friend really been into it he probably would have cum faster - it sounds like he is into the attention but not really into gay sex.

Good luck - it is going to be weird for awhile...

- John

You've got my sympathies on the situation, man. I know I was one of the people saying 'he's jerking you around,' but I was still hoping you'd be able to make it work. Sorry it's gone the way it has.

THanks everyone for the kind words and support. The odd thing is my best friend keeps bringing up us jerkin off and really thought it was hot feeling me get hard in his hand. I'm visiting him in NOV for the weekend. He said that he wants us to jerk each other off until we cum! So maybe he is just really in denial and just very slow in bed? Who knows...I'll keep you posted.

But not getting hopes up.

He has a big ego and definitely in denial about being bi but sounds like he is coming around. You may have loosened things up or broke the ice. If he is willing to jerk you off then you are minutes away from sucking him off. He is now learning and on the road to becoming a bonafide cocksucker soon

You really think HE would want to suck me? Now that would be wild.

oh yea . He is just getting over his homo fear and once he starts jerking off with guys and feeling the pleasure he like all others will move on to bigger things. You may end up sucking him off first but after two or three times then step back and let him take off. Have seen it before with straight guys after getting over the initial fear. Stay with it now

I pray you are right. I'm going to save a huge load for him in my balls and also trim them so he can really see how big my sack is, especially compared to him. His cock is a little longer, but my balls seem to be much bigger and low hanging than his. I have only had 1 guy suck me and i think he hated it because he blew me like a prude bitch. It was my first time suckin, i blew him and then he leaned over to suck me too. he barely got more than my head in, so i basically had to fuck his mouth. maybe i scared that guy?

i think it would be hot if we sucked each other and perhaps tried 69?

Yea Luv I might suggest you shave your pubic hair and all around your balls. He probably hasnt seen a shaved adult before so this may really add to the excitement for him.

I trim my entire sack all the time. Feels great!

Just dont understand how guys just want to jerk off and nothing more. I do love stroking a man while kissing but not so long as the forearms get sore. Sounds like your friend needs to be pushed when he is really peaking and horny. Offer him so poppers next time and while he is in the fog go down on him. Also tell him how sexy he is and offer him a cockring to show off the goods. Also try to dress sexy by wearing your cockring under some sexy thong when you take your pants down. good luck with him