Gloryhole near Stateline...help please
 

Yesterday I went there because I saw a listing on here. I am a married man and in the military and recently became curious about glory holes. I went yesterday to just get sucked and maybe one day do the sucking. I was so nervous. I just walked around looking at videos trying to figure out what to do. I felt like I was getting stared at like a piece of meat. Made me real nervous. I never made it to the booths. I was excited the whole way over to the video store but ended up walking out without going into a booth.

Please, offer me some advice to help get over the nervousness.