I have been a cocksucker and a suckee since I was 15 (Im now 32).
I've always gotten really intense when I can fuck a guy's mouth/throat slowly and play with my dick in his mouth.
I've occassionally taken those HIV home tests (which are just as reliable as the one clinics use--so Home Access claims) and have always come up negative. Nonetheless, if a guy wants me to cum in their mouth, they have to say so...otherwise I'll withdrawl and shoot--which I enjoy...I am 7"cut and I tend to shoot big globby loads, so its an ego trip for me
I've been sucked off occassionally wearing a condom at the sucker's request. I have no problem with it....in fact, I find the 'different' (I would not say Im really much more desensitized by them...I think its a mental thing) feel of it can get me off just as easy. I prefer no condom for oral sex, both as a sucker and a suckee. But I also like a guy to shoot their load all over me or my face, more than to swallow the load. I don't mind doing that, but only if I have some idea about the man's behavior, which can be hard to gage.