My need for sucking cock is two fold:

1. Its the pacifyer thing. I remember still being on the bottle when I was 4, pathetic I know, but I find something strangely familar and satisifying about having a man's cock in my mouth. Sometimes I can just lay there between his legs with it in my mouth and go to sleep.

2. Cum is what the man contributes to passing on life to the next generation, so for me on a spiritual level, when a man pumps his seed into me, regardless of which end he is using, it is like he is giving me life. This could turn out to be a crewl paradox, so I do make every effort to be safe.

Lately I find I love being choked by deep throating a big cock, the o2 deprivation thing makes me crazy(er).

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