Back in the 80's, I considered myself a straight guy, and really never had any inclination that I would enjoy sex with a guy.
My day of realization came when a girlfriend of mine and I were in a video store and wandered into "the back" (separated by strings of beads). She picked up a gay video and literally begged me to rent it, as she was very curious to see it. I was hesitant, but she assured me that nobody would think anything of it since "I'm with you and holding your hand", so I gave in. We also rented some straight porn, and a regular movie.
When we got back home, she immediately put in the gay video. I had NEVER seen anything like it in my life. As she sat there making facial grimaces and saying "ewww... gross", I found myself getting rock hard at what I was viewing. One guy in the video was giving the other guy a blowjob like I had never seen before... VERY hungry cocksucker. It was a huge turn on, although I didn't let her know.
After that, I began making trips to the ABS where I could view the gay videos in a private booth. I was too scared to buy or rent again, and that was a place that I could view it in private. It took over a YEAR of torturing myself watching the videos before i finally gave in to my urges and hooked up with another guy (in a booth in that very bookstore!).
Nowadays - my "Favorite JO Material" (as this thread suggests) is the internet!! So glad that we're living in an age where there's tons of FREE porn available with a simple click of the mouse. "Love The Cock" is a favorite site of mine, and I've probably JO'd to every video on there.
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