My god as a kid I used to jerk off to any thing. But I can say that the progression of what I jerk off to kind of shows my progression from thinking I was a straight men ot where I am now.
I can say I started out with the basics, I was checking out Penthouse and Playboy magazine. Loved it, hot beautiful women. I like many of you guys here and guys across the world I had my stash of books.
But then I found Hustler magazine. Now I found this to be a whole different thing to me. Now there were naked men with hard cocks posing with the women in supposed acts of sex. Now this was a whole new turn on to me. To see pics of men and women in the act of sex. But....there is always a but...I was finding at the time I was strangely excited over seeing a mans hard cock and knowing they all come in different sizes. I wanted to see more.
So a friend told me about Puritan magazine. Keep in mind I am still only in my teens so the only place I could even purchase magazines were from newsstands that did not care about my age. PLUS I did have a nice beard going so I appeared a little bit older then I was. And at that time a friend told me that Puritan magazine was hot. So I found a copy at a newsstand I went to to get some of my porn magazines. Now I checked this mag out and i enjoyed it thoroughly. Now in this mag was pictures of hot women having sex with men, but they shown cum shots. I was hooked I loved looking at the cum shots. I enjoyed seeing the women with cum on them. And by now I was getting curious to know what cum tasted like. So at around this time I can recall one night jerking off and when I came. I shot all over my stomach. And I can remember running my finger though my cum and taking my finger in my mouth tasting my cum. I swirled it around my mouth and enjoyed the taste and feel of it my mouth.
Ok so now I am seeking out cum shot porno. I am older now and I can find it more readily available at a local adult book store. So now I found tons of magazines with what I was looking for. This goes on for quite some time. Untill I bravely venture in one day to a vidoe booth to check out what else is around.
Now once in a booth I finally come across gay porn. I was set I enjoyed it. I was fascinated by it and wanted to try it my self. Now for another story but I think I mentioned it before about my first time I visited a glory hole booth.
From checking out the videos available I saw alot of gay porno. But to me it got kind of boring. At this time I had no idea why but it just wasn't doing any thing for me. Then I found tranny porn once on oone of the videos.
Ok now if you saw me it was like I saw the face of god. Now keep in min the tranny I saw looked facially, body, every thing looked like an absolutely passable woman. So I was turned on big time. The best of both worlds. A hot female body, nice tits, round bubbly ass, then a nice huge cock. WOW I wanted more. Now I sought out tranny porn where ever I went. But of course now I found that not all trannies look alike. But I was turned on big time by the ones that looked like passable women. To this day I still fanasize about being topped by a hot tranny. I know it will never happen, but I can dream. Maybe even at least be topped by a passable crossdresser.
So now years later here I am. But now I guess from being so jaded by all that I have seen it takes a alot to get me excited. My dreams are more vivid and imaginative then what I have seen in any video. I have seen straight, bi, gay, lesbian, tranny porn and any sort of variations you can fit in those categories. I have been aorund a number of glory hole booths and sucked many guys through them. Luckily and happily engaged in some sex with both men and women, but more men then women.
Now for me to this day now what gets me excited now. I can still say just about any porn will do, but. I like porno that shows some one really enjoying what they are doing. For gay porn there just seems to be no emotional content. I know emotion in porno..never going to happen. See for me with what gets me excited is sound and body language. Once again I can watch just about any thing.
But for me when I see porno I enjoy seeing some one who really gets into it. For example watch some early Jenna Jameson porn. She was the whole package back then. She had a very innnocent look to her, a hot body and an eagerness to have sex. And when you saw her she acted like every guy was her first, she moaned out loud as if every cock hurt her and she moved her body like no one else could. She moved her body to accent the sex she was having and made the entire whole visual that more stimulating. The porno now that get me excited is porno that shows some one who really gets into the act. From body language and the sounds they make you can tell if they are really into what they are doing. That is why gay porn doesn't really get it for me. I have not really seen to many gay porns where the guys performing in it just seem like they are going through the motions. I like my porn now where some slight emotion is shown. Everything from stright, bi, tranny, young porn all of it as long through body language and sounds they show that they are really into the act they are performing then it get me excited. And that is what I jerk off to now.
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