Thanks to the miracles of modern technology I am still in touch with a few of my old teenage playmates - and most all of them are not gay or living the gay lifestyle - they are married with kids and seem very happy.

I have no idea what could have happened if we had been caught or outed - but to them it was not love - it was not a lifestyle - it was SEX. We were teenage boys and our cocks needed more than just our hands - and as they say "any port in a storm". Some of the guys were clearly more into it that others and I suspect could still be bi (if they act on it I have no way of knowing) but others I knew we fooled around but as more and more girls started to put out they were less and less into it - and it was clear - they were far from gay - they had just been horny.

What might have happened if they had felt pressure to come out at that age I don't know - but I do know we would not have hung out like we did as at that age I would have been to afraid to spend all my time hanging out with a publicly known gay guy....

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