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Originally Posted by KewlDewd66
I am also wondering about the tales or urban legends of a star athlete having a FB who happens to be your usual HS kid - neither a real jock nor a real geek nor a real nerd, but more like a mix of them all.
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I suspect it is more urban legend than reality - but it sure made for great fantasy and an even better plot for gay porn films!
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Originally Posted by KewlDewd66
Yup. I agree, only one dude, I knew admitted it was a desire, too. To me, the element of desire was simply too obvious, and it may have been obvious to the others, too. But talking about it, was just not in the cards.
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There were so many cases where one or the other of us "just happened" to have a new porn mag when we saw each other - and so often comments like "damn I wish there was a chick here" or "I wish my girlfriend would put out like that" would be responded with "well there aren't any girls here" ... the excitement, the enthusiasm and the frequency it happened made it very clear - we both loved cock - but would never admit it out loud.
I often wonder which I was more afraid of - admitting to him that I liked it or admitting it to myself.
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Originally Posted by KewlDewd66
I also believe that a big majority of the dudes we used to mess around with chose to live st8 lives. There is no way for anyone to know if some of them chose to have other relationships on the side. At least a couple of my now married-with-kids apparently str8 guys jumped on the opportunity to have sex with me again, away from their families at your typical convention hotels. Again, this was invariably one of those, one-thing-led-to-another, and for the sake of good ole' times thing. We never spoke about it. But we did joke about the old times, and the dudes we used to know, and the things that were going on behind the locked doors.
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"chose to live st8 lives" is a good way to put it.
The idea of being gay was not an easy option when we were kids. Although everyone knew about it they still mostly considered it a "sickness" and in MANY states right until the 80's it was technically illegal.
There were some guys that you knew were just doing it because they were horny and it was the only option - a one time or maybe a summer thing.
Others that were clearly bi - they fooled around a lot with guys but once the girls started putting out they lost interest or only did it when drinking....
And I know one guy I played around with who is now married with children who has told me if he grew up today he would probably be gay.
A lot of these guys live their "str8" lives - many of them even being completely faithful - but then they get online and spend the late night alone jacking off to gay porn.
And others when they are away on a business trip where no one knows them figure they can have a one night fling without being worried about getting caught....