I never expected to grow out of it. I tried to stop playing with guys. I swore I would never do it again.The urge just got stronger. Finally, I started having sex with women. Loved it!!! Thought that would change me. Nope. Still wanted guys, but I definitely was horny for women. Finally resigned myself to accept that I am bi and I need man sex as much as female sex. I could never live with just one or the other. I need both to maintain my sexual mental health.
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