Mr BiCurious
 

It's Saturday evening. It's been a tough week for me. Gotta need some good hard stuff to let me relax and unwind. I don't feel like having the usual company of my drinking pals so I went to an unfamiliar bar. I wanted to enjoy drinking close to being dead drunk without anybody trying to tell me to watch myself.

After downing just 2 stiff ones, I was feeling mighty great and glowing when the drinks hit my senses. Nothing like a good pick-me-ups. Then I saw Mr Bi Curious walked in. I call him BC then.

I've met him a couple of weeks ago and we chatted briefly. The usual bullshit stuff of men, sex and trying to figure out if we were right for each other. The usual maximizing your sexual assets to make one seem like a great sexual catch. He said he's not regular around there which I would agree so because I had seen him only rarely. He's basically straight and had only been sucked a few times which he enjoyed. Yeah the straight but curious angle which some guys find irresistible.

I told him that so many guys say that too. There's no way we would know right? I told him that I used to be straight and curious too. But now I've crossed the line and would consider myself versatile. I did not mean to be sarcastic but maybe I don't talk well so he sounded offended. He did look very straight and masculine with those beefy arms. I was beginning to have thoughts of having sex with him but I blew it because of my clumsy mouth. I tried to imagine myself with my legs on his shoulders and being fucked by him. That's not what I wanted to do, so maybe it was better that I didn't get him. Or maybe that was just sour grapes?

Tonight BC was not alone. With him was a very beautiful woman who I won't mind getting into bed with myself. Then he saw me all alone and recognised me with a smile. I grinned back. With a woman like that who wouldn't be straight. They certainly seem very intimate. Shouldn't he be embarrassed to see me here? What's that smile all about? Unless they were swingers? I got dirty thoughts that a threesome with these two would be fantastic. Pure fantasy from drinking too much.

Back to another drink, at least that was real and enjoyable. They had a quick drink and he kissed and send her off. Then he came over to join me for another drink and chatted.

He told me that the beautiful woman was his wife. He wanted me to know that he was truely straight like he said before. I said ok but he would really be Bi not straight. Again I annoyed him unintentionally. We got into another minor argument about what's straight or Bi.

I said when men sucked his cock and he cummed then that was sex and he had sex with men. That I remembered reading somewhere on this site.

He said sex was only when he penetrated somebody like the way he penetrated his wife. Oral stimulations by men were just foreplay. Since I was also married, I should know that ending sex after oral foreplay without penetration and I'll get a quick divorce in no time.

He's another of those smart guys who always have to win and show off. I was not good in these things. I told him he won. He had that victorious smile. We drank to that and he generously paid for my drinks.

I thanked him for the drinks. He said I should watch myself. Another one of those do-gooders again. If I get too drunk then he could become Bi. I was not drunk enough to miss that sexual hint. I thought if he wanted me then I'll play along and get another 2 free drinks on him. I ordered the best. Paying for drinks had always been a drain on my wallet especially the good French stuff.

Though I was not really drunk but my very red face made him thought so. He paid the bills and he held me up to get to his car. I acted drunk while he brought us to a nice motel.

Once in the room, he dumped me on the bed and stripped us both naked. Then he kissed me hard. I kept my eyes closed. Then he licked my nipples and nibbled. Soon I felt a cold wet finger applying lub on my ass. He grabbed and held up my ankles and his condomed cock was pushing at my hole.
With a hard push it was in and I gasped and moved for the piercing pain. Now he knew I must be conscious. He slapped my face to apply a little cold water on my face to wake me up. I opened my eyes and looked at him.

He had an evil grin and he said I was right that he was Bi. I was the 5th man that he had fucked. Gay men like to think that straight guys are more desirable so he only played along. He went on to give me a good fuck that I did not have for 2 months.

Was It Good For You ?
 

Last Saturday as I was just looking around the park and there he was Mr Bicurious BC. It must be a month ago since he fucked me good. I had to admit, I don't mind getting fucked again by him.

But of course one must not act cheap or desperate. So I pretended not seeing him. But he saw me soon enough. A man who had fucked you before, automatically behaved cocky around you. He was no different. Without even a hello, he sat at my bench.

" Was it good for you ?" he cockily demanded me to acknowledge that he had fucked me before.

" Fucking great mate," I had to admit.

" So how was your sex life lately ?", he started the idle chat.

We talked about my score - fucked one man and get sucked by 3 since that time.

" Wow busy huh," he grinned evil. " I haven't fucked any so far you know."

" Yeah like you always being telling the truth," I remembered his lies. Anyway, most men here tell all kinds of lies. It's expected.

" Haha, you got me there. I remember somebody pretending to be drunk as well to pretend to be straight," he shot back.

" Well I was till that pain of your cock penetrating into me woke me up," I needed to keep up my pretending.

"Gee, I hoped that all those moanings and you taking up all those positions to be fucked are not just pretending as well, hahahah !!" he laughed loud in my face.

Okay, I could not help myself. He fucked me well but he really was not experienced with the varieties of positions. I had to show him how then.

"Yeah that's because you were inexperienced," I told him.

" Does that mean WE need more practice ?" he teased back.

" You've got a pretty wife. Why do you need anyone else to practicse with?" I still remembered his gorgeous wife.

" She's a dead fish in bed. Fucking hell, I never know if it was ever good enough for her. You on the other hand, I know for sure. Haha!"

He gave me the "come on" look as he got up to get to his car. Sheepishly, I followed. Needless to say, sex was great.

3rd Time Is Serious
 

** Do Not Read These Self Mumbling Nonsense **

Got a call last night from BC. I think most people know if they clicked somehow. When he asked to exchange phone numbers last week after fuckiing me silly, we did. The only question was who will call first or what kind of relationship will we have?

To me, I now know he was inexperienced like he said before and I was sarcastic in reply. It's a good feeling to know that he did not fool around and fucked everything he can get.

A long while ago, I had sex with a very experienced guy who also wanted to develop a kind of relationship with me before. The first time he fucked me was very good. He knew all the moves and was dominating in bed. The 2nd time, the feeling was not the same. I was uncomfortable when he fucked me in some positions and my saying "arrrgg, take it easy mate" should have told him something was wrong. He never asked why and he kept pounding away. Can you believe that guy ? Down there our lower ends were pounding into each other for sex and up here our faces were inches away yet he ignored my groans of discomfort. At this stage, I began to feel like a fuck toy to him. He was too rough and uncaring. When he wanted a relationship, I was afraid he was only looking for a sex slave or something. I purposely gave him a slightly changed number. I avoided him totally after that.

BC wanted to meet for a drink. Of course after that will be sex. But the strange thing is how do we get down to talk about a relationship? My first relationship was easy to get started because my ex-bf planned everything and I just followed. He was a natural leader kind of guy. BC is different. He probably did not even think of a relationship with me. He is inexperienced to know that you don't fuck the same guy so many times unless you like more than just sex with him.

He is caring during sex. If I groaned of any discomfort, he would ask where and how he should be fucking me. The foreplay and caressings were tender. He kissed good and I can feel the heat of his passion. When having sex as strangers, this kind of mutual respects makes one feel good.

I want a relationship with him but I don't know how to say it. I don't know how to take the lead. But if there is no relationship, then there are so many things we will not be able to talk about. Our families, our younger days, girls in school, planning weekends together... These things are fun to talk about with a bf and not feel like one is expecting too much.

Best of all, I really hate having to keep on looking for a good top after another for sex. It's so troublesome that I prefer to get oral sex or just be the top instead. We can plan on regular sex.

Unlike with girls where one can use engagement rings or some ceremony or introductions to close friends to declare a relationship, how do 2 big men have a relationship?

With my first bf, we did the conventional thing. I offered him my virgin ass and we discussed and planned the consummation with a dinner and a hotel suite. The bond after that was special because of it.

Of course my ass is no more virgin now and he had already pounded me twice. Maybe this time I should not expect too much. Just let him fuck when and how he likes it and enjoy it while I can?

Sorry to bore you guys. I have no one to tell these things to and I am only mumbling in my mind.

Men Are Easy To Get
 

To :GuyTopeka, well he called to cancel the hookup. I guess I was relieved too because I don"t really know what I want. Guess I am the strong silent type who don't know how to take the lead.

Anyway, I was sexed up since I was expecting to get fucked by him and I was well cleaned down there with lub already applied. Might as well not waste all my efforts. Men are easy to get at the sauna. I've seen guys there waiting in rooms and on their tummy with ass sticking out waiting to get fucked.

I got there and went looking for a good room to display my well lub ass. But when I saw all those men waiting with asses facing the doors, I chickened out. They looked so terribly cheap. Don't they care who fucked them ?

Instead I went to my favorite place at the video room. Went to the back bench and kept my legs wide open inviting for a good cock sucker. Most men are good cock suckers. Rarely have I met a lousy one. Exceptionally good ones like SnakeBoy can give orgasms almost as good as being fucked.

Got a few lookers waiting to make a move for my cock. Then this muscular big guy came in and looked. Rarely seen him around since he would always stand out from any crowd. Thought he would be a top and I would love to get fucked by him tonight.

I was in my "Suck-me" pose where my legs were open and I laid back a little with my semi hard cock making a small tent in my towel. One flip of the towel and any sucker will easily swallow my cock.

Problem was how to switch into the "Fuck Me" pose? Turn over and bare my ass like those in the rooms do?
Or the submission pose that my ex-bf liked most : raise my legs higher up and expose my asshole?

Decided the raising my legs higher was the easist to do from existing pose. So up my legs went but then the towel lifted off my cock and my cock was exposed too. He went for my cock and the others would not dare to compete with him.

Umm wrong move. He was sucking my cock! Hey if he would stick a finger up my raised ass, he would find a clean smooth warm hole ready for his fucking.

Before I could say anything to correct him, he grabbed me to go with him to look for a room. Good, I have never being fucked in public yet and would hate to be watched by so many while submitting myself to be fucked.

Good, he was going to throw me over the bed and fuck my sorry ass. We got a room and he locked the door. We kissed and carressed. So far not a word said. I reached for the condom to find that he snatched it from me. Good, he was impatient to fuck me. I felt that my ass got so horny by now that I could be producing wetness like women do in preparing to receive a cock.

Umm wrong again. He was rolling the condom over my cock and he bend himself over the bedside. He was submitting to me! Wow, his ass was truely magnificently bubble butt. The milky white butt cheeks were as beautiful as any woman's.

My finger slid in and he moaned. He was sooo hot inside, smooth and tight too. I must be dreaming. The pink hole was so like a virgin's.

Fearing he may change his mind, I forced my cock into him. I want to have the chance to say I made him my bitch before. He groaned in pain and told me to take it easy. OOps sorry. How thoughtless of me. Now I understand why some guys did that to me before. The excitement to take a good ass made us forget.

I took it slow and easy listening to his moans. He's all mine now. I want to enjoy him all I can. I pulled out my cock and pulled his ass cheeks apart to admire his now wet and smooth pink hole.

He knew it and used his hands to do it. What a beautiful sight! A masculine big man pulling apart his ass cheeks to submit himself to you. Wanting you to be happy to fuck him.

I was so turned on and gave his butt a few good slaps just to feel it's muscular texture. I must have done it hard and loud because I heard whispered comments from the next room.

" He's taming his bitch..."

OOps, I told him sorry. Got carried away. From his reactions, I was confident he was mine to play with anyway I wanted. I went for all the best ways I know how to fuck a man and he enjoyed it as much as I did. Finally, I had to do the finale. I needed to see him cum while I fucked him silly.

I grabbed his legs up while he's on his back. I watched his face as I pounded his ass. He was gasping from delights that I knew too well. I was doing him more than good. I was constantly hitting his G-spot. I felt his ass tightening. I gave his big pecs a few hard squeeze. When he breathed harder, I pounded harder and faster.

Soon he was groaning that he was cumming. I gave a few hard push and his cock gushed with cum that shot to his face. I fucked him till his cum stopped gushing. Then I pulled out and remove the condom. I pushed his sweaty meaty thighs together to grip my cock and I fucked between them till I cummed. I too shot my cum onto his face and chest.

I collapsed over him and kissed his cum covered face. Before I could recover, he said he needed to hurry home and left for showers. When I followed, I found he's already gone.

What a butt to remember. I was now glad BC cancelled. This sex was much better than being fucked by BC.

versatile
 

I was rechecking what I wrote just now. Man, my front end was satisfied and almost aching from the hard fucking I gave that guy.

Then it struck me that my backend which was at that time felt like it was wet from wanting a good fuck. That same feeling was coming back to me now. Weird. Only the feeling now was more intense that I had to finger fuck myself. That made me feel worse because it hardly scratched the itch. It only made it worse.

I guess some bottoms ever had that feeling too. Maybe that's what some called the backside itch. Even my nipples started to get sensitive.

It ever happened before when I was with my ex-bf. When I could not hold it anymore, I just called him up. It's an emergency.

Without fail, he turned up at the motel within half hour. I was cleaned, lubbed and my legs already up in bed for him. I was in slut mode and he loved that. A man in heat is so sexy to him. So he fucked me silly.

This time I called up BC and wondered if he wanted to meet soon. He said he was busy these days. We are not in any relationship so I can't demand that he make the time. His cock was not mine to use as I need. That's the advantage of having a bf. You know sex is usually a call away. No matter how busy he was, he can always find half hour for you. He can wham bam fuck you quick and leave immediately without feeling politically incorrect. I always do the same for him when he called me up.

Too bad, I had to do a quick and unsatisfactory jerk off.

Politeness Is No Good
 

Well, just when I thought I was going out to look for some piece of ass to fuck, BC called. He apologised for calling off the last meet up.
He was polite in asking how I was the last time. He probably would be free in 2 hours and would I like to meet up for a drink. That's just like the last time, he was too polite to say he wanted to fuck me. We are not in a relationship so he probably should socialize with me before sex. Otherwise he would just order me to wash up down there and he would fuck my lights out.
The truth was I thought I would go looking for the last guy that I fucked at the sauna. So I told BC that I was engaged and would call him back in an hour. He sounded disappointed. He probably had a list of others he can call. Or he could probably go out looking for action himself.

I have never seen BC at the sauna so I was probably safe there. The place was crowded. He was nowhere to be seen. So I wondered around hoping he would turn up later. There were a few looking at me and me looking at them kind of cruising but I was not in the mood. Oh boy, the ass fucking sounds coming from those rooms were loud Those men groaning behind closed doors, nobody knew who they were. Being anonymous they can groan as slutty as they liked. With nothing to do, I stood at a dark corner to listen and wait for any couple who finished to come out. One pair came out and it was obvious who was the guy who was groaning before. He was thanking the top for a great fuck.

Then another door opened but nobody came out. They were either exhibitionists or inviting another to join them. Soon a small crowd gathered to watch but nobody went in. I went to take a look. The couple inside were not attractive so no wonder nobody joined in.

All were standard happenings tonight. Looked like getting fucked by BC was more exciting than any action here.

I called BC when the one hour was up. He said he was also engaged and can we meet another day?

Now I was disappointed. My fault for not confirming earlier. He probably got someone else.

I went back to the video room. At least I will get a quick blow job before I go. Then I saw Snakeboy went by the room. He gave the best rim job ever. I put on my friendliest smile at him. He just went by.

He just got here so he was looking around for the best he can find. Having been around for an hour, I was quite sure he won't find any better than me. I'll just wait and see. Keeping my towel closed tight and avoiding other eye contacts, I tried not to attract attention from those who were eyeing to suck my dick.

When one moved closer, I got off and left. After a quick shower, I returned quickly in case Snakeboy went by.

Another guy approached and I quickly left for the steam room. What do you know, Snakeboy was in there chatting with his friend. No wonder I could not find him. The steam room seems less crowded since most were gathered at the more sexually active dark areas.

I don't know if his friend was his sexual target. They don't talk much anyway. I sat just above Snakeboy. It was obvious to everybody there that I was eyeing Snakeboy as were a few others. He was that popular. Being young and boyish cute though slightly chubby helped his popularity too especially with the older guys.

The guy nest to him removed his towel and raised one leg up exposing his man cunt. But Snakeboy didn't look. I spread my legs apart and my towel was high enough that if Snakeboy slump back lower, he could see my ass too. So were many others who wanted to catch his attention.

Then that muscular guy who I had previously fucked walked in. Let us call him Bill. Immediately, Snakeboy took notice. Bill saw me and smiled at me. My cock jumped. When Bill sat down near me, Snakeboy moved over to him and tried to get his attention. Bill ignored Snakeboy and continued to look at me. He don't know what he was missing

Since I was not getting the attention from Snakeboy, I thought fucking Bill would be the best for me. I smiled back at him. Everybody in the room knew Bill and I connected. Snakeboy knew too. Suddenly he was smiling and friendly towards me too. His hand reached under my towel and he fingered my ass. It felt great. Bill looked dismayed at my submission to Snakeboy.

No time to be shy and be misunderstood by Bill. I whispered into his ears that Snakeboy gave fantastic blowjobs and rimjobs. I was not about to let myself being fucked by Snakeboy. Relieved, Bill took my hand to signal that we should move to a private room.

Unfortunately all the rooms were full with guys even waiting before us. We cuddled and kissed while waiting. I fingered his hot ass under the towel. Someone fingered my ass from behind. It was Snakeboy.

" Hey stud, you owe me some favors," he said.

Since the last time, I knew his rimjobs were considered favors. He wanted to rim Bill. Bill said not interested and I was stuck in the middle.

Just then a door opened and Snakeboy jumped ahead to take the room from the waiting pair. They let him. He pulled us both into the room.

I knew Bill was shy like most men, to be fucked and be seen by another 3rd party. So he wanted to leave. He said he was not a piece of meat for me to give to a chubby boy as favors. Just because I fucked him before does not mean I can disrespect him. I grabbed him and told him he will love what Snakeboy can do.

Snakeboy and I had to hold him down on his back. Snakeboy quickly licked his man cunt while I raised his legs and held his butt cheeks wide open. Bill shuddered and gasped. He was still tight and Snakeboy could not get his tongue in yet. I had to play with Bill's hard pecs to make him relax.

Then Snakeboy pushed hard with his tongue. Bill resisted. He said he was not about to be fucked by this kid. Please let him go. It's too embarrassing for him.

I had to assure him that it was Snakeboy's tongue that's at his ass. Realising I was blocking his view, I stooped higher so he can see it was Snakeboy's head that's at his ass. When he saw that he relaxed and Snakeboy got in.
When Bill moaned, I knew Snakeboy had found his G-spot. Bill was now humping his ass while Snakeboy slammed his tongue into him.

I was not getting any sex myself. I let go of Bill's legs and he opened them wide himself. When Snakeboy turned him over on doggie, he complied. I took the opportunity to slam my cock into his ass while Snakeboy was licking his balls from below. His precum was all over Snakeboy's face. He was moaning like a bitch in heat.

Then Snakeboy pushed me aside and turned Bill over on his back. He said he was going to fuck Bill for being nasty to him just now. He asked Bill if he wanted to be fucked by a young boy like him? Bill said no. But Bill's legs were wide open and his ass was for easy taking.

I knew Bill was in a submissive state now. Though he would not like to be fucked by Snakeboy, his mind cannot overcome the pleasures of his man cunt aching to be fucked. But he will regret and be bitter about it later when he was more sober.

I had to stop Snakeboy by blocking Bill's asshole with my hand. Snakeboy pushed my hand aside but I was stronger. I told Snakeboy to be reasonable. Bill had explicitly said no. But Snakeboy argued that he did not force Bill to open his legs for him. Opening his legs meant he wanted to get fuck but too shy to say yes.

Snakeboy said, "Ok we turn Bill over on all fours and he would not know who fucked him."

When he turned Bill over, Bill complied.

"See, he'll do anything I want," he boasted.

My hand slipped off when Bill turned over. Then Snakeboy climbed on Bill's back to mount him. He slapped Bill's asscheeks to feel the tight muscles. I pushed Snakeboy off and quickly mounted Billl's ass. Having lost his position to me, Snakeboy had to watch me fucking Bill hard and fast.

Bill was moaning and thanking me for fucking him He wanted to be a man's bitch not a young boy's play toy.

After we both cummed, we thought Snakeboy would be furious. But he was okay because he said the fucking was so hot that he jo and shot a load himself.

Luck Out
 

BC called during the week, I cooked up an excuse that I'll be busy for the weekend. Part of it was true because my old lady had some relatives over. But mostly because I wanted to find Bill at the sauna.

Damn, those old bags took too much time to send off. Soon as I could, I slipped off as usual to drinking with my pals. But I went straight to the sauna. Went around but could not find Bill. Found Snakeboy relaxing at the jacuzzi. He seemed worn out.

He waved at me. Maybe he knew something. I sat beside him and he gave me an evil grin.

" Hey stud, you are so very late. Your boy was looking for you."

" Boy? You mean like last week's that guy?" I guess he meant my bottom.

" Yeah, he was asking me to look for you. I can tell he wanted more fucks from you, you stud", he complimented me.But that wink and crooked smile was strange.

"So where was he?" I was anxious.

"Too late. He's gone. Yummm"

"Yumm? Oh fuck, you don't mean..." I was too late.

"Hehe," Snakeboy gave me a kiss that smell of cum. "Yeah, that's him I am giving to you."

"Oh fuck, did you ..." I hate to imagine my Bill being mounted by Snakeboy.

"Did I what?" he was smug like a cat's stolen a big fish.

"Did you fuck him?"

"Hey, I don't kiss and tell. Unlike some stud I know who would fuck his boy for showing off"

"Did you?" I had to know. I was getting jealous somehow.

"You mean what a whore he was? I can see inside his hole and see your cock? Hehe that's for me to know and for you to find out." Shit, he knew I was anxious and enjoyed playing with me like the way he played with my ass.

"I had bad news for you, stud"

Shit, I knew it. Bill probably thought it was alright to offer his ass to Snakeboy because of last week. He thought we were very close buddy since I let Snakeboy watched him get fucked. But tonight was the first time I ever had a long chat with Snakeboy.

"Well, your boy's going home tomorrow."

Oh? No wonder he was new around here. That's the bad news. Worse than I can imagine. I missed the goodbye fuck he wanted.

"Did he leave any phone number?"

"Nope, he don't talk much after sex you know"

"Did he say anything else?"

"Yeah, like ohhhh ooohhh ohhhh", Snakeboy was getting very cheeky like the young man he was.

"Fuck, be serious mate."

"Fuck, I am telling you the truth. That boy was a complete whore. If he open his legs any wider, I could stick my whole head inside. Oh by the way, Steward said hi"

"Steward? I thought he's Bill?"

"No, you dummy. My good friend Steward. The one who had you as his boy last year. From what he told me about your ass, you were as big a whore as Bill. Hahaha"

Oh, that Steward. That fuckhead. Yeah he fucked me twice and never ever let me forget it. Not surprised he told Snakeboy like he told everybodyelse.

"Oh that shithead Steward. Haven't seen him such a long time."

"Yeah, he's got a new man in his life. Tell you a secret. He's the bitch in that relationship." Snakeboy could not resist gossiping like most gays.

"Well, some of us are flexi you know" I offer to explain why some of us changed roles including me.

" I know. I know your ass like being played with like your boy. He wears me out with his ass."

"What did you do to him, you little devil?"

"What can I do when a big man hold up his legs to show me his bubble butt? That hole where many men had found pleasures is all mine. Anyway, I owe you 2 favors. Anytime you want that butt of yours serviced, just drop that towel. Heheh" He stuck a finger up my ass.

" How about now?" I needed some relieve.

"Oops sorry. Not tonight honey. Your boy really worn me out. I gotta go. Next time okay? Or would you like me to get you a top?"

" No thanks."

He was gone. It's really late and the place was emptying out. I went to look around. Few men around. Two bottoms in the rooms with opposite lucks. One's was all wet and sloppy from too many fucks. One man went inside to feel up his butt and told me "too loose and sloppy". On the way out, he brushed my ass to check my availability since I was not checking out asses, I must be putting out my ass myself. I brushed his ass and he backed off.

The other one was not even used once and for obvious reason- his look.

Too late for any action. I was horny but suddenly exhausted for no reason. So I showered and left too.

Hot Bodied
 

Last weekend was a total disaster. I got nothing. This weekend I was feeling really horny. Can't really figure out where but my whole body was aching to be touched. I was feeling hot and I knew it was not a good sign. I knew I was going past my sex tolerance and into "bitch in heat" kind of out of control. There's no chance that
I will ever meet Bill again so I don't mind playing bottom this weekend.

I needed a good hard drink but I had to watch myself to not go crazy. It can be dangerous if I got into sex with someone while half drunk where I just don't have the controls.

Anyway a good drink was all I cared about and where I met BC was a good bar to start. Before I even sat down, I spotted BC alone drinking. He spotted me and grinned like a cat saw a fish. To a man who had already fucked me twice, I already knew what he wanted.

He knew what I wanted too. Was I that obvious? Yeah, I should be obvious when I sat next to him without being asked. We may tease each other a little but no need for cruising games. My ass was his to pound for tonight if those funny misses of the past three weeks don't happen tonight. I mean, sex when arranged always went wrong. Bumping into him would be more of a sure thing.

Thinking of our last time when he fucked me for more than 2 hours was making me feeling wet down there. This was not a gay bar otherwise he could just take me immediately over the bar counter. wow this was weird, I felt the need for sex more than the need for a good drink.

" Shall we make a move?" I offered myself.

" Have a drink first. I know you always needed plenty."

"There are things better than a drink. Get it while it's hot."

"Wow, I knew my hard work should pay off. You made me wait 3 weeks for the payback. Now you can't wait?"

We didn't really notice it but the pretty lady beside him was interested in him. I don't know if she knew what was going on but she was listening in on us.

"Like you said, it was good enough to make me panting like a bitch in heat."

"Yeah, you sure were hot as hell inside. Drink up and make it even hotter."

His order of double scotch arrived. I took a quick shot. It felt good and smooth. I felt the heat of the shot flowing around my body. Another few shots, I was feeling swell.

I was about to say the sluttiest things but remembered we were still in a public place. And the lady there was looking suspiciously at us but she couldn't quite understand 2 big guys could be talking about men fucking. I was about to say those f words that left it no doubt that he had fucked me. But I stopped short.

We left her wondering. When we arrived at the motel, he took out a bottle of his good stuff. Expensive as usual. Tonight I was going to get plenty of mansex and drinks, both hard stuff and fantastic.

We made quick cleaning up at the showers. I was already clean and lubed up down there. I told him so and bend over in submission to him. He stuck 2 fingers in for inspection. 2 slaps on the butt and a laugh meant he approved.

Once in bed, I laid on my back with my legs up. I was ready for my fuck and hoped that he won't forget the condom then we need not waste time arguing about safe sex.

He took the bottle and gave me a drink. I took all I could in one big mouthful. Told him I was ready for him.

"No, have some more. I like it better when you are hot as a volcano down there."

"What do you mean hot as a volcano? You mean drinks do that to me?" I thought I was "hot" as in being slutty, not hot as in really temperature hot.

" No serious. Your whole body heats up when you drink. Your ass is even hotter inside where the heat comes from. I've never fucked a pussy as hot as your ass. Your heat goes right through the condom. I can feel your ass right through the condom."

No shit. I never realised that those guys who fingered my ass got excited because of my heat. They said I was hot and now I knew what they really meant. No wonder I tend to get fucked when I was half drunk.

And that explained why he was always buying me drinks ever since we met. Now I was curious. I stuck a finger up my own ass and it sure felt hot. I laughed at my dumbness of not knowing till now.

Well he pulled out my finger and replaced it with his hot cock. Wait a minute, his cock was hot because it was bare!

I pushed him off.

"Hold it, safe sex only remember?"

"Sorry. I was carried away. Oh christsake, it felt too damn good. Can we just do it and I pull out before shooting?"

"No mate, sorry. Do you think you can trust me if I agree?" I was trying to scare him for thinking I was being dirty.

"Sure. I trust you baby. I want to fuck your hot ass with my hot cock."

"No, no way"

He was pushing my legs down my ears and I was too drunk to fight back.

" Come on baby, I wasted a whole bottle on you. Now your ass is mine."

I knew I was dead meat. Long ago, even a little guy could rape me when I was this drunk.

What can I do? Nothing. Might as well enjoy the fuck. Ah, his cock rammed in and I gasped in pain and pleaures. He started his fuck patterns of quick short thrusts followed by deep slow push to the end. After a few moments of the painful thrusts, the pleasures slowly swelled in me, I was totally his to fuck as he please.

He eased his hard hold on me and I still eagerly kept pace with his cock.....

Still Safe Sex
 

Though I enjoyed letting him pound my ass while I laid on my back, I knew I had to be more active. When he pulled out for a short breather, I turned over for the doggie fuck. I know most men like to mount other men like most farm animals do. Having a strong back, I can really let them ride onto my back as they rammed me like animals. I also could push back hard and we'll see who's stronger.

Sometimes I would relax too much and got rammed forward. This time while I was on all fours, right in front of me were the 2 condoms on the bedside table, shiny new and unopened. His raw cock was so hot inside me. He drank enough to make his body felt very hot too. I enjoyed his raw cock too much to want to use those condoms.

As I looked at the big side miror, there I was with my ass up like a bitch in heat. This stranger that I only knew recently was fucking me. I can see his cock getting in and out of my butt while he was grunting some obscenities at me. I was too high too remember all he said. Mostly man cunt, fuck, pussy things kind of a typical straight guy would talk dirty to a female. I was used to that by now. I said the same things to Bill myself and he loved it.

I wanted to be playful so I took a condom and threw it on my back. Let him decide whether he wanted safe sex. I was feelling too great to want him to stop.

He laughed and slapped my ass. Gave me a few hard ram till the condom fell off my back. I put my hand where his cock was pounding my ass and felt his slippery cock and swinging balls. Knowing him so far, he had a long way to go and the pleasures were only beginning. He grabbed my swing balls and squeezed in reply.

My hand slipped off his balls in pleasurable pain. Then it touched the condom laying on the bed. I threw and hit him with it. It landed back on my back.

" Don't you like being fucked by my raw cock? From your moanings, you must be enjoying it. What a bitch you are in bed. That hot tight hole is so fuckable I am willing to trust that you are clean."

I groaned a little louder in agreement. My mind was totally wanting pleasures from his cock hitting my sweet spot and I cannot think of anythingelse.

"Yeah, fuck me hard. Use me as your bitch."

"I bet you say that to all the men who fucked you, huh?"

I moaned. Just fuck me good, I thought to myself. I don't feel comfortable talking about this kind of things.

Grabbing my ass, he flipped me over. Pushed up my legs and apart, his cock re-entered me. Slooww and then fast and hard as he pounded my sweet spot. He leaned forward to kiss me. We sucked
face. He looked into my eyes and I smiled back. Very important feedback to tell him he's the lord and master over me.

" How many men had fucked your ass? I bet there's plenty."

Sometimes guys ask that without expecting serious reply. It's only idle sex talk like talking about the weather. For the 2 hours together, we had to talk about something at least.

I moaned in reply.

Then he stopped to rip open a condom and rolled it on while I looked surprised.

"I meant what I said about trying it raw. Thanks for the raw fuck but we better play it safe," he said with a wide smile.

Now that I was all worked up, his condom covered cock still felt great. It was 2 hours of fun again as before.

Embarassing Moments On Mobile phone camera
 

After last week's sex, BC and I passed the 3 times "relationship" mark. It's all unspoken, his call this weekend was kind of expected. I already cleaned my behind and when his call came, I was there within 1/2 hour.

He was there long before me. All showered and naked in bed with a proud hard on sticking up. I stripped naked. He waved his finger and I bend over to present my ass for his inspection. The usual submission routine. While he fingered it, I took a quick drink from the bottle on the table. Good stuff and great sex later was my idea of heaven.

I got on the bed on all fours for the doggie mount. Ahhh... the pain of his forced entry, I took a big gulp to ease the pain. He pounded hard right away. Soon it felt very good both from my front and back ends.

I looked back to see him when I noticed he was holding his mobile phone as far away as he can. It looked new to me. Then I realised it could be one of those new camera phones advertised everywhere nowadays.

I asked him what he was doing. He said he was taking a pic of himself fucking a big guy. I was not pleased but made no fuss since I was feeling too good.

He slapped my ass and made me turn over to lie on my back. I rested my legs on his shoulders and he rammed his cock back into me. He took his phone and held it far away and took another pic.

This time I was worried because my full face can be seen. I asked him to stop and show me what he was doing. He showed me the pic of me with the slutty look while I was being fucked. It was embarrassing. I knew I would look like that but the pic was too pornographic.

I told him to erase it. He said I have no rights to tell him what to do. I said he had no right to take my naked pic. It's too pornographic. He gave me a few hard pounding in my ass and I moaned. He asked me which was more pornographic? a few small pics or his cock pounding me like a bitch. Yet I was not shy about being pounded by him. Now I was shy about being naked in some pics? Which part of me had he not fucked?

Anyway, he assured me it's for his own private use. It's not easy to keep up an argument with a man while he's fucking you. If I disagree, he'll pound harder till I submit. So I thought I better enjoy the sex for now and think about things later.

Sex Or Rugby?
 

I was hoping and praying that BC would not call this week. These few weeks are worldcup rugby week. The whole place is going crazy. I've got bets going and so far won a few hundreds $. Saturday evening is the big game and I've got a thousand on bet. The pub will be full and my buddies will expect me to yell for my bets.

But BC called last night. He wanted to fuck me on Saturday night. I told him I'll be at the pub watching the rugby game. He said he'll prefer to fuck one ( We were both players during schooldays). He getting very explicit with his words. That can only mean we are in a kind of relationship though we never discussed it.

I asked if he'lll be watching.. He said that's what the TV in the hotel room is for. He's avoiding to say direct to me that he'll like to watch it with me. I was happy to hear that and agreed to meet him.

Sweet Victory
 

This Saturday was the big day. I had to sneak out through the backway to avoid bumping into some neighborhood pals and getting dragged to our usual gathering drinking hole. For me to refuse was to be unheard of and sure to be questions.

We planned to meet early to get warmed up for the game. Got to the hotel and he answered the door in a sexy rugby uniform! In our country's colors too and his stiff cock sticking out from a hole in the front. I was pleasantly surprised. He's as kinky as usual.

I asked him where's mine. I was shocked when he showed me the Scottish uniform. I am no traitor. I even had a thousand dollars bet on. Why was he asking me to wear that? I'll rather be naked than wear that.

"We gotta whup those skirt wearing sissies asses. Do the honour and play your part matey."

So he's going to whup my "Scottish ass". What can I say, I didn't come up with the idea so he's the boss.

The cheap uniform that you'll find being sold everywhere these days seemed of very thin cloth. Mine had a big hole too so I stucked my stiff cock through. But it was really tight at the groins because I was wider than BC down there.

Time to submit my ass for inspection. So I bent over and pulled down the shorts for BC to claim my ass. One finger, then 2 fingers he stucked into me. Oooh felt great as hell. Suddenly he slapped my ass and laughed. I asked him what's wrong?

"You dumb ass. Don't you know?"

Another slap, ouchhh. Then he asked me to put on my shorts. Turn around, bend over and look at us in the mirror, he said. I got the picture. Sheepishly I dropped my shorts and turned it around so that the big hole was round my asshole.

Bent over for his inspection again. He said I was smart. Then he offered me a drink as we got to bed and we talked about the games and our bets. He's got thousands on bet too and we bet almost on the same teams and won money.

Then the game started. I was comfortable in bed watching and forgot about sex. When the first scrum came and he said to play the game with him. We got in the scrum positions. Well my tight shorts splitted because it was weakened by the hole. He laughed and called me a scottish whore. Then he rammed his condomed cock into my well lub hole.

Ouch. During school days the girls told me that we looked like we were having sex during the scrum. Now I knew why. It only took a split shorts for one man to ram into another. Actually we never had any hardons or think of sex during a game because there's no time for thinking that.

He scrum fucked me slow and quick while we still watched the game in that position.
Wow, enjoying 3 of my best things at the same time was unbelievably hot. Everytime the scots get close to scoring, he screamed "fuck!" at them and I got whuped harder. Everytime we came close to scoring, he also fucked me harder. Either way I got good sex and can scream and yell from the excitement of the game mixed with intense pleasure. I told him I'll cum soon. He's fucking me to heaven. Looked like hes going to score the first point against the scots.

He flipped over on my back and pulled out my cock. While insulting the scots, he fucked me hard and quick. We were both sweating like we were playing sports. Soon my white cum of surrender came flying out, landing on the scots uniform.

Soon he too was shooting his load. Yet none of the teams scored. We settled back onto the bed to watch the game.

When the 2nd half started we were rested and all ready for more action. When we won the game, I was happy to be defeated by him a 2nd time. We were both richer. What a game and what a night of sex and booze.

Partying Over
 

I thought we'll be partying on non-stop since last 2 weeks ago when we kept on winning at the RWC. Too happy partying to come back to write about it here for a long while. Well it all stopped with a weird quietness when We lost at the final.

Last 2 weeks was sex, booze, party, money rolling in. I can hardly keep my head straight. We beat the Scots, I got fucked good. We beat the Kiwis, I got fucked even harder. I was so happy getting pounded by BC. Like hot blooded sportsmen, he sure get excited over a good game and when he fucked like he plays game, wow my ass felt like burnt rubber. I was sore and happy.

Other nights when we don't meet for sex, I return to my regular places and enjoyed the booze and game talks with my pals. Everywhere there seemed to be parties going on. I got stoned and ended up at the sauna where everybody was starting up orgies. Even at the video room, the guys who were usually doing it secretive, now there were guys having orgies and fucking each other. Though I was sore, I had to let them pull off my towel and joined in the fun. Cocks, hands, asses were everywhere. I fucked a few. A few mounted me but I pushed them off because I was sore and it was painful when their cocks entered me.

I've never seen the saunas so happening before. The older and out-of-shaped-gents were having the best times of their lives. After having to guard my sore ass from being penetrated, I asked an old gent to rim me so as to keep it away from cocks. I needed the warm tongue massaging to relieve the pain. Of course he took my cock too like everybodyelse did.

We were so sure of winning the final, BC even agreed to meet only after the game. Our pals were really asking too many qestions about our disappearing acts. They know I would never miss watching it with them for anythingelse in the world. It's nice to hug and punch around when we roared at good and bad plays. If only they knew watching it and getting pounded was even more enjoyable. Golly, why do I have this strange erotic vision of me being naked and holding up my legs on the bar counter where where my pals were scoring and pounding my ass. This felt horrible like incest?

The final was so exciting till the very end that we were like a bunch of crazy monkeys yelling all the time. Then when the sudden lost at the final seconds, there was silence. Nobody could believe it. I was stunned too.
BC called to cancel the sex.

We were so sure. BC even said he would do the craziest sex with me when we won tons of money. I was even prepared to get fucked barebacked.

Boring Times
 

This is killing me. After 2 weeks of sex, booze and party, how can I accept all this quietness? BC called last night to say he'll be out for business for 3 weeks! What a fucking bad timing. Yeah right, pound me silly for 2 weeks and get me addicted then leave my ass high and dry.

I don't think I can wait 3 weeks. The sore had gone and there's a soft ring of puffed-up flesh left. This ring of flesh was really sensitive to touch. I was hoping to show BC this. It's his mark of having fucked me so hard.

Having fingered myself and getting the urge, I had to get fucked real bad. But I had to not get drunk and lose control like I did before. The cruising places seemd quite empty these few days. So I went to the sauna and it's also quite empty. Those orgies of last weeks seemed like they never happened. I half wished that there'll be an orgy and I could get fucked without acting submissive to hook a top.

Now that the crowd was so thin I can guess that maybe there's 3 tops out of about 13 guys here. 3 bottoms were already at the cubicles with their asses facing the door. One lucky bottom just got lucky but the top closed the door and we only hear the pounding sounds and the heavy breathing.

I must be feeling desperate because I was actually making eye contacts with the 2 tops as they passed the video room. But then I tried hard to stare at the porn so they did not make any moves. The closeups of the bossy coach getting fucked by a college kid made me felt wet down there. I tried to catch the story to distract myself. The earlier scene showed the principal being fucked by this coach? I liked the coach because he was versatile like me and the same hair style too. When they closed up on his ass, I saw a fleshy ring also around his ass after the student pulled out.

Next video was boring so I went to look around. Seemed like the 2 tops had taken their bottoms because 3 rooms were closed and the rest don't seem to be interested in each other. I got a few eye contacts but tonight I was looking for a top. One nice looking older gent came to chat. Though we beat around the bush, he knew I was looking for a top when I hinted that the groaning noise from the bottom in one cubicle sounded like he's having more fun than the rest of us.

Slow night seemed to get even slower. Might as well carry on the chat. It's like common misery that made us want to share our experiences. Then he got bolder and since I'll be getting nothing, why don't I let him rim my ass. He was the same gent who rimmed me last week. I was too drunk to remember but now I thought I remembered a little. He did a good job then. Since we were at the back raised platform, I only needed to remove my towel and he sat lower down. I put my legs on his shoulders and he licked my ass. It felt good.

He said he was glad to see my bloody looking sore had healed and he had helped. This new ring of flesh was soft and sensitive. Whoever fucked me must be like a tiger. It must be worth it like I said just now.

Oh shit, he's getting to know more about me than I thought possible. This old guy was wise indeed. He seemed to read my thoughts also. He smiled and said my secrets were safe with him. I can trust him. He's like a gay agony uncle to many guys.

Well, he looked like some kind grandpa in his 60's with very well groomed silver hair and toothy smile. I was only curious when I asked to look at his cock. Well, it looked small at 4-5in and not totally hard. He said that's the result of medication he took. With viagra, he can be a top too. I told him that's not why I looked at his cock.

Like any gay, he too boasted that when younger he used to fuck many men brutally too. Big masculine guys like me were the best fuck because we will only submit to good tops otherwise we would be tops ourselves. He knew we don't want others to know we get fucked.

Well, he guessed my top must be out of town otherwise who could resist fucking a hot tight hole like mine. It's scary how he could get most things right. He tried to get his tongue into my hole but he's not as strong as Snakeboy. He tried to use 2 fingers instead but I stopped him. He said I could imagine I was being fucked by my top. I thought if I did that then I could be aroused so badly that I will do anything to find a top. I hated doing that.

I told him to keep rimming and stop poking. I was not interested in sex with him or anyone. Then he started to lick my balls and moved up to my cock. His sucking skills was only average. I pushed into his throat and he gagged. Well most tops were lousy suckers but good rimmers.

Since he gagged so hard I suggested we stop for him to catch his breath. He agreed gladly. I asked him if he had been fucked before. He laughed and turned around to show me his ass. I asked him why. He said if I can't tell then I don't deserve to be a top. Obviously he was fucked all the time and liked it too. Of course if he can fuck a guy like me would bring back his younger days where he could seduce sexy men and fucked them crazy.

If I liked I could fuck him too. He would loved that. I told him I was not in that mood tonight. It was getting late and I had to get going soon. All this time my cock stayed hard and he licked off my precum. He looked determined to swallow me whole. He tried again and still gagged hard and almost threw up.

I almost pitied him and told him to stop but rimmed me instead. Sheepishly he told me the lotion that I used to lub my ass was leaking out and they tasted bad to him. He would prefer the sweet manly smell of the last time. Ahh, I forgot about that. He certainly knew I lub because I was prepared to get fucked and hated the pain of the initial penetration. He sounded sheepish because he was afraid I would be embarrassed.

Well, I was really embarrassed and speechless. The pain of penetration seemed so personal how could I even talk about it. But most tops would want me to show the pain explicitly by my facial agony and groaning so I lub very lightly. But tonight I lubbed very heavy dose because I don't want to show the pain to a stranger and let him enjoy my submission.

He advised me to lub lightly because most tops like to feel the initial resistance and watch the bottom pay the price for their stud services. Too much lub makes an ass sloppy and feel used. I already knew that.

He saw the embarrassment on my face and laughed. He said my expressions reminded him of a married man he fucked long ago. That man was a virgin and old guy seduced him. The first time old guy deflowered him, the man was screaming of pain. He had to stop to calm him down. He had to show him in the mirror that he was already all the way in and the embarrassment on that man's face was priceless. They used to fuck raw in the past. He pumped that man with so much cum, when he walked, the cum dripped down his legs mixed with some faint trace of blood. That guy was his 3rd lover from then on.

This was getting too much. My embarrassment seemed to be exciting him. I tried to break the ice by asking him what lub tasted good. He laughed again. There's plenty of flavors if I looked in abs. For him the best would be light lub to retain the clean soapy musky scent of a man. It took him weeks to teach his 3rd lover to enjoy getting fuck but he sure enjoyed breaking in a new bottom. Again he went back to that embarrassing topic.

I excused myself and went to shower. He followed. I still had my hard on when I showered. He told me to clean off the lub thoroughly because if it leaked to my underwear, my wife would be asking questions. The best way was to take a dump. I tried but nothing came out. I tried washing it off. He was watching me. He told me to bend over so he can wash me deeper. I held onto the pipe and bend down. He fingered me with soap and lots of water.

Just then someone walked in and just stared. I straightened up quickly. Old guy stuck a finger into me and smelled. He said I was cleaned. I gave him the look to say he better keep his mouth shut. He did and we parted.

Money
 

Almost everybody I know lost money. I lost quite a sum so this Christmas will be tough. But 2 of my pals went in deeper than any of us. It's way past pay up time and they were desperate. Last night I was early at the bar to lend them some "borrowed" from the family account. It's not enough but they knew I don't have much anyway. My old lady will be mad when she finds out.

I don't mind them taking the money and run. They looked pale and frightened. Just last week we were singing and partying all night. Now there are people after them.

Being so early, the bar was almost empty. Then that old guy from the sauna walked in. I knew it cannot be coincidental. He's not local. He from another city and here for the RWC games and business? Plenty of those guys last week. I had accidentally mentioned watching the games from this bar. I downed my drink and hoped to avoid been seen by him as I leave. With an empty bar, he saw me immediately. I walked out and he followed.

We turned the corner and I walked on to a nearby park. I sat down and he followed. I asked him what he wanted. He said seeing me made him dream of his younger days last night. And how was I feeling?

I said fine. He said he meant down there. Did anybody satisfy me last night? I said none of his business. He said he can tell that I was still frustrated? I said I don't know him so buzz off old man. I walked off and he still followed. I showed him the knuckles, he smiled.

I can't get home with him following me like that. I sat down, he sat down. He said he liked talking to me. Yeah I know, he liked talking about his ex-lovers. If we were at his city, I bet he would not talk so freely. Out of town, he felt safe to as naughty as he liked.

I told him the street where he can find young hustlers he can fuck all he want. He said he knew that and he had done that already. He prefered some company now.

I said what made him think I was free company? He said name a price. I said $5000. Ridiculous amount to make him shut up. He laughed. That's the going rate for fresh meat. He said, no offense but my merchandise looked badly bruised to him. I know I was supposed to be angry for that put down. But then, he did see it closeup. No point being coy like a pansy.

So if he's not buying, don't bother me, alright matey? He raised 3 fingers. I said 3 thousands? No, he said $300. That's another put down. I said, look you don't have to be insulting. He said pay him $300 and I can fuck him as insultingly as I want. I ignored him.

He said my cock was tenting my trousers. Was I aroused ? I ignored him. He said a few sorries. But he had taken viagra tonight. He said his doctor told him to watch the viagra because of his mild heart condition. I thought he looked quite trim and fit. Must be another sympathy story of his. Sure enough, he said I should not make him waste what he had risked for.

I was not buying that cock and bull story. But I was curious how effective this viagra thing was. I said don't have any funny ideas but I am curious about viagra. He pulled me to a thick bushy place and let me looked. Wow, that smallish cock must have gown to almost 7in and thicker too. Not as hard as mine or BC's though.

He said he can satisfy me. I laughed at his face, that's my put down. He said he knew a hustler who's very good fucking skills. He said he could pay that hustler to fuck me. I'll get paid too. There must be something about this guy that he just don't give up. He looked too slick like some CEO to be such a DOM. I said $5000 then. He laughed again. I guessed he's saying he's no sucker. Of course I knew there were some "straight" or bi guys who would put out for a couple of hundreds. $5000 was unheard of. This old guy certainly wasn't born yesterday. Heck, he probably knew the market rates better than I do.

I asked him why the hell he wanted me for. Is it the excitement of the chase? I was no fresh meat for golly sake. Certainly no match for those cheap young hustlers.

He said the way I looked embarrassed last night was so alike his 3rd lover.

Let me guess, he died of Aids?

No, he died of a car accident. The sports car that he bought for him.

Even if that's true, I won't believe him. So much cock and bulls I had heard before too.

Either he's a good actor or what but he seemed all teary eyed. Why should I care? He's talking about fucking me, for christsake. This was no love story. I could never stand those soppy sissy tales. Too mushy for me.

I told him to cut it out. I'm not buying any of that. $5000 would solve his problem nicely, I said. Well he can afford it, right matey?

He just said he could but he would rather not. I said $5 or $5000, what's the diff? It's just money and sex. Just imagine it's pocket change for his ex-lover.

He said I certainly did bargain better than a pro. Oh fuck, what was I doing? I was suddenly embarrassed. He suddenly cried, that look, that look!

He rushed to hug me tight. I was stunned speechless. Before I knew it, his hands were unbuckling my trousers and pulled them down. Then he had one finger in me.

It slipped in easily because I had lubed myself just in case. Alright, I was still horny after last night of non-action.

He pulled out his finger and sexily licked it. Mmm, a man's taste. He whispered in my ears, I knew you would be lubed a ready for a man to take you to heaven. You got it big boy, bend over and let daddy give you that $5000 fuck. You deserve it. My face was beet red and speechless.

Something made me snap out of it. Maybe the sound from somewhere nearby I seemed to hear. I pushed him away.

I awkwardly said, sorry, never mind what I said just now. I gotta go. I pulled up my pants and hurriedly walked off. He was too naked to follow.

Sex
 

This is the dry spell season. I got no sex at all for 2 whole weeks. The sexual tension was building up inside and I could explode any moment. Thought I'll try the sauna. The same people and boring.

I thought that's the end of it. Then the same Snakeboy came by and he was all excited to see me? I thought it's my lucky night. He sure can suck and rim like a pro. I smiled back and waited. He came by and I spread opened my legs to half open my towel. He pushed a finger into my lub ass. That was so unusual of him. He usually checked if I was hard enough for a good licking. I was unprepared and it hurt a little. I grunted and he gave me a few more strokes. I was all worked up for a good fuck.

He said to wait for him because he had something to show me. He sounded kinky and mysterious. After being bored for with no sex for so long, I loved any excitement. Is it my sex starved mind playing tricks on my mind? Snakeboy's short stocky body suddenly made him look as cute as Russell Crowe when he was younger? In fact I wonder if he knew that I was lub and available to let him fuck?

He came back with some newspaper cutting. He showed me and asked if I recognise anyone? I immediately recognised the guy who I fucked while Snakeboy watched. He's the assistant coach of another country's rugby team ( let's call him RA). He looked so serious and official in those photos. I looked at Snakeboy and we laughed thinking the same thing of that night. Same guy can be such a slut in bed. Well, aren't we all sluts behind closed doors.

Snakeboy said RA came back last week. He called RA's hotel and got him. RA told him when he'll be coming to the sauna last week. Both times that RA came to the sauna, he asked about me while Snakeboy fucked him. I thought I was too busy being fucked by BC myself.

Snakeboy was like a kid describing his new sportscar and how he loved driving that machine. Did I notice that RA meaty thighs make wonderful slapping sounds? Those muscular buns can grip like iron? He fucked RA till he was close to cumming and rimmed fucked him till he cummed. He had fucked RA better than me because he was all top and never was fucked like me.

He had asked RA then and RA had agreed. Yeah sure, I said ask anything and RA will agree to it when he's getting fucked. I know I did too. Snakeboy said yeah, I would too if he fucked me.

Such arrogance. He had tasted blood and now loved hunting down men for sports. I know it's very ego boosting to fuck a sports hunk like RA. Those thick thighs and muscular buns leading to that hole tight mancunt. And that look of happiness when he had his legs on your shoulders. Snakeboy may not be a good fucker like BC but those tongue and cock combo must be deadly to RA.

Oh no, did Snakeboy let somebody witness his man-eating skills? No, Snakeboy wanted him all for himself. But his friends sure heard all those thumping and grunting noises. They all envied him.

Like leading an old goat to slaughter, Snakeboy pulled my arm and we went to an empty room. Plenty of empty ones this time. Passed one room with a bottom and he quickly followed us. Hoping to join in?

Snakeboy closed the door without inviting him in. I know I gotta get fucked so I better enjoy myself first with Snakeboy's fantastic tongue service. Sure enough, his kiss was hot and full of tongue on my face and body. I dropped the towel and laid passively on the bed like most bottoms. His tongue was everywhere.

I liked it best in my ass. So I opened my legs wide. That's the typical submission posture of a bottom wanting to be mounted and fucked. He put on a rubber and was expecting to mount me. I told him to take it easy and use his tongue to loosen me up first.

Ahhh, a warm and moist muscle part inside me. I wanted that for 2 weeks. It felt so good I was leaking precum like crazy. He hit my sweet spot and it felt like electric shock. He sensed it and gave me a few more hard push there. Then the unexpected happened. I shot a good load of cum up to my chest.

Snakeboy looked surprised. Me too. I groaned like crazy. By the time I recovered, I was all spend. He was furious. He felt cheated. I was like a dead fish in bed now because now that the sexual tension was gone, I don't really want to get fucked by him anymore. He could tell somehow and he picked up his towel and left.

Both Wrong ( No sex and boring)
 

Cruising for sex seemed just like fishing. Sometimes you get boatload of fishes, sometimes you get nothing for days or sometimes you only get stingrays. Nowadays I seem to get either nothing or stingrays.

Last week with Snakeboy was quite good for me though not for him. But after that I felt like sex was unfinished. Ever get the feeling that the orgasm was unfullfilling or not as powerful as it should be? After the 2 weeks of previously fantastic orgasms being fucked by BC, sex with Snakeboy seemed so unfullfilling like you were still hungry after lunch?

So last night I tried my luck at the cruisy park. Not that busy there. There were maybe 20 to 30 guys moving around. I got bored and started guessing who's top, who's bottom or vers. I know my guesses were never good. Only some bottoms were obvious, most others were too straight acting to tell.

Those wanting quick action would be hunting around the dark bushy areas. Those taking a breather or doing game watching would be sitting at those benches nearby watching men go by. Those with friends and want to chat would be at the brighter spots away from the action.

I did a quick check around the dim bushes. Nothing interesting. Sat nearby and still saw nothing happening.

Like somebody said, only you would make it happen. Find something interesting. So after an hour or so, I decided that one guy looked the most interesting of all. He looked most likely to be top and don't seem to be regular around there.

But best of all. he's returning my quick gaze. Thought he'll be following me to the bushes but he never did. He liked to hang around nearby. He seemed to be looking for somebody but yet nobody interest him.

So maybe he's not finding who he's looking for and I was 2nd choice. No harm trying my luck. He walked by, I followed. He went to the bright area and sat down. This don't seem like a good sign that he wanted sex. I sat down too. We smiled and got a little chat going about the RWC.

I then asked the stupid question that was he looking for someone? He said no. But did I find what I was looking for?

I said it depends on what he's looking for. I was versatile. Yeah, he was too. I rubbed my hand up his thighs. He rubbed up mine too. I was more aggressive than he was. Not a good sign.

I cupped his bulging crotch and he did mine. The place was too bright for further action. Then he said looks like it's not gonna work. I knew what he meant but wonder what signs gave me away? So I asked him why not?

He said he just knew from the way I kept checking out his package. Too eager to see if it will do what I wanted. Yeah, I knew too when he was not too aggressive. He said that meant I was a pushy bottom and he was a passive bottom. We grinned that we knew what we knew.

He said he was from out of town but frequent visitor for business. Oh, I bet married too. He smiled. Since I was local, he asked me if I had seen a certain guy who he went on to describe. Haha, I know he's looking for that unforgettable holiday fuck. From his description, that's one hot guy if I ever saw him.

Unfortunately, I don't seem to know who he was looking for. But I would not bother to write about all these if he had not said something very interesting. He said if only he had a camera phone one year ago then he could show me.

Does that mean he has one now? He said yes. I begged him to show me that. Unfortunately it was not the same model as what BC had. I cheekily suggested he was trying to capture sex on that camera. He said he heard it from a friend that's why he bought the phone. I said I tried that before. He wanted me to show it to him. I said it was not my camera.

He said it must be exciting. I said not at all. He wondered why. I said wait till he's seen his own pics. Did he ever wonder how he would look with his feet up in the air? Or being mounted from the rearend by a top.

He smirked. Did I really allow some guy to take videos of me like that? He said he was talking about nude pics not sex videos. I was wondering what he meant by videos. He said these cameras can take videos too. Oh damn, video too? Shouldn't those video camera be too big for a phone? I was embarrassed to be so ignorant.

Yeah, he would be damn worried to know pics of himself being fucked being shown to others. I said my friend would not do that, it's all for his personal keeping. He said we never know. Like what we were doing here- we could be talking about camera phones and doing" I'll show you mine if you show me yours". Fucking a big guy like me on video would be quite a sight on video. Though that would be disappointing too.

Disappointing? What can I say? I don't even want to ask him why. I guess he was not as interesting to me as a bottom as RA was. Too bad. We lost interest and chatted a little more then went our seperate ways.

Drought then Flood
 

Sometimes nothing happened for weeks. Then suddenly many things happened without warning.

Everybody was so busy during this holiday season. I almost forgot about sex. I guess BC must be back by now but too busy with his family just like me.

Now that the season was over, the rest of the family went north to visit the in-laws for a few days. While I was home alone last night, BC called. As usual he just wished us happy new year and told me where to meet on Saturday night. I told him I was free last night but he was not.

I was so restless the whole day thinking about getting fucked. So tonight, I cleaned up good and ready. Gosh, I must have put on a few pounds from the good foods and no work. I hope he didn't notice.

When I got there, he was already naked. He looked great. I was quick too and shed my clothes immediately. He pinched my tummy and thighs, said I grown a few pounds. I said it will disappear soon enough.

I bend over at the bed and spread my legs. He stuck a finger in me and said at least it was still clean, hot and tight. I gasped. It felt sooo good. I wanted to suck his finger in. He laughed and called me a sex pig. Had I been a naughty boy for the whole month? I said he should be able to tell. This ass only like to be fucked by him ( so I lied but that's true so far )

He positioned behind me and rubbed his bare cock round my ass. I handed him a condom. He took it but still he entered me raw. I gasped but not protested. He said to give him a minute or two to fuck me raw. We both wanted it raw yet we both were careful. I wonder if submitting to him include my life too? Before I knew it, he already pulled out and put on the condom.

He was slow and tender without the condom. But with the condom on, he fucked faster and harder. I was pushing back and rotating my hips to get more of him.

He said my ass sounded different tonight. Instead of more dull thud sounds. it was louder clapping type of sound from my softer ass. He stopped to slap my ass and tummy and laughed and called me little piggy. The sounds were loud but not painful. There were pink finger marks.

I promised him I'll get those fats off. He said I better or he'll whack them out of me. He pushed me on the bed and turned me over to face him. He re-entered me. As he fucked his straining muscles were tight and nice. I asked him how he got rid of those goodies calories? He laughed and said sex and more sex. He's sweating more than me. I only need to put up my legs and he did the tunnel digging.

I said to thank him for digging my love tunnel. He bend down to kiss me. I said he can fuck me till I'm sore. His fucking was driving me nuts.

After almost 30 minutes of fucking in different positions and telling each other how great the fucking was, I told him I was ready to cum. He put his hands on his head and I did the same thing while facing him. We both watched while my cum came shooting out. " Look, no hands!" we both said and laughed together.

Then he came with a lion roar. He just had to be more macho. We collapsed together. The sweat, cum and man smell seemed so sweet.

His half erect cock slipped out and I removed his condom. We dozed off lightly. When we woke, the cum almost stuck us together.

I was ready for more. He said I won't be satisfied till I was sore and raw red down there? I said if he had the skills then I can take it all. I said if he's tired, he can ride me and fuck me in the piggie position. He rode on my back and gave me good fucks. I bucked and groaned like an animal. I was getting so high from sex. This man was a better fucker than when we first met.

The 2nd climax was just as great for us. But he was exhausted. I had to help him to wash up at the showers. Unfortunately, he had to get home though I said I was free for overnight stay.

Anyway, I was really exhausted too and he was satisfied when he inspected my ass to find it red and raw. Was it good for me? I said so good that he could give me a third fuck. He said I was a greedy sex pig. Then I realised that we had not had any drinks. He told me to take the bottle home as his Christmas gift.

When I reached home, I was barely able to walk to the door. While I was unlocking the door, someone sprang up behind me and childishly covered my eyes for surprise. I could not figure out who he was as I closed the door. He smelled of alcohol.

When his hand went inside my trousers and brushed my ass, I was shocked. It was the army kid who went to the Middle East. The one I wrote about who fucked me before he left almost a year ago. I'll call him MK.

He said he knew I was home alone. He just came back after Christmas. Was I happy to see him? I said I was very happy.

We sat down at the sofa and I put aside the bottle. He grabbed me and tried to undress me. I said it's not convenient tonight. He said no one's home so what's inconvenient? Unless I was menstrating like girls do for standard excuse? I said the neighbors may look in through the windows. He told me to close them all. It was almost an order. I quickly ran around closing all the curtains and turned on the TV for sound disguise.

Before I could sit down, he was stripping his clothes off. Oh boy, he had grown beefier than before. He called me CL instead of the usual uncle CL. I reminded him that I was his childhood friend's dad. He said it was not disrespect but it would be awkwards to call me uncle CL while fucking me.

I said we only had sex once. Why he still want an older guy? I was taking advantage of him the last time, don't he know?

He said in the Middle East he was damn horny all the time. Pros and sex were hard to get. Though he thought about girls most of the time, sometimes he thought about the time he was fucking me.

Don't I like his cock? I said I do but not tonight. ( I was afraid he would see my red and raw ass. Anyway, I had enough sex from BC tonight and I want to keep MK for next night.) But I knew a half drunk and horny guy will not take no for answer. What can I do now?

As if knowing me well, he laughed and asked if I had a boyfriend? I lied and said no ( yeah I lied, don't we all? ).

While I was still thinking of a way out, he grabbed me and made me strip. Then he pushed me over the sofa back rest and spread my legs. With one hand pressing me down, he used the other hand to spread open my ass.

As I was afraid of, he was surprised to see my red ass. He said he can even smell the man who just fucked me. I was such a whore. That man left his marks all over me and my ass. Shit, he felt just like the times when he and his army buddies had to share pros. Everybody wanted to be the first.

Anyway, he thought he would want to fuck me raw like the last time. But since I was such a slut, he better use a condom. Damned, he was totally corrupted by the army. Rude and selfish.

He took a condom from his trousers and put it on. Then while pressing me down, he skillfully slide it into me. I groaned from the soreness. He pushed forwards and when his head was above mine, he asked me how I liked to be fucked?

I said gently please. I was still sore. He said he'll try but not when he's crazy to cum. I should bear it like what my bf did to me.

He was talking dirty while enjoying my ass. He said it would be scandalous if my family walked in and saw him using me like a whore. So weird. He and my kid used to be able to crawl under my legs but now my legs were wide open for him to fuck my ass. When he was young, though he had seen me half naked before, he never thought about sex.

The dirty talks and fucking somehow felt great. I was not totally satisfied by BC. Now MK was adding more sex. Soon I was moaning and pushing my ass back. He was glad to see my response. We also cum almost together and went to clean up. Since no one was home, he stayed for the night

I just had to write this down because it was so weird.

Happiest sex till Sore
 

Well, when he wanted to stay over we both knew what he wanted. I cleaned up thoroughly before bed. I put on my boxer shorts only. It's warm and a short pull and I will be available for him to fuck.

I was asleep just long enough to recover from so much sex and then awoke with his cock already working inside me. No pain of penetration to wake me up, just some soreness. A sex starved young man. His steady gf was home with her family. I was the water in his sex desert.

I told him to take it easy, we got all night and day. I promised he can take me anytime and anyplace and anyway he wanted. I was not a fragile virgin girl so I can take all the fucking he needed. ( well I lied because I was getting quite sore. But good sex was worth it.) He said he was not making up for what he missed. He was making up for what he will not get when he's gone back. He wished he don't have to go. Anyway, he need to fuck till he's so sore that he will not miss sex for a long time. Over there they had to work on exercising to wear out themselves so that they will not think of sex. No wonder he's so beefy from eating and exercising all the time.

One thing for sure, he don't need kinky sex. He's too horny and he held my feet up till I was numb. I had to make him change positions with me.

This was the first time I had sex with a man in my own home. I ever thought about this before but this neighborhood was so close that surely people will know. But MK grown up here so nobody would suspect anything. I don't think MK would dare tell anyone he's been rogering uncle CL. The whole thing seem so ordinary and not as kinky as I had thought.

After so much sex and dirtty talks, we got back to talking about ordinary things. Like most tops, he had to ask if he was as good as any men who had taken me. My mistake was to say he was ONE of the best. Then he wanted to know who was the best and why he was the best. Was he the one who fucked me before him this night? I thought they both were a little less than my ex-bf. Something about the first being always the most memorable. It's not just sex, we were so close too. MK and BC were almost all about sex. Not that I thought that was not fun.

The best thing I thought was not to answer that question but to moan and show he's fucking me good. One good thing about being fucked by an army boy, he never thought of sex as being dirty or kinky like BC sometimes did. It's all natural even if I was his uncle CL or almost as old as his dad. That's because they may die anytime so sex is sex for fun. They get it anyway they can.

Strangers and sex
 

I've done sex with strangers and the conversation was minimum during sex. Like one of them said, if he's looking for convesation we would be in a bar and not be in bed like this. I should shutup and fuck him. It's alright by me because I don't know what to say to a stranger anyway. Or maybe he was offended when I called him a mancunt.

I think with someone you know, conversation was expected. Because without sex we would be friendly enough to need to chat while we shoot some pools or throw some darts. Sex to MK was just like pools or darts only we don't need any equipment and just use our bodies. It's still two men having fun together. Why not? If you can last through hours of rough sports like rugby, fucking hard was light exercises and you can last a long long time too.

Actually MK was not considered the smart one around here. That's why he had not much qualifications and had to join the army. It's not a bad thing in this poor neighborhood since most were the same.

If he could last so could I. But the rubbing of the condom was rougher on me. I had to keep adding more lub like doing backyard BBQ. You gotta keep adding oil else the meat will dry up.

For more than 2 hours we'll be socialising and fucking. When it got too warm and I had to open a window slightly to let in more fresh air. Then we continued. He needed a beer and I got him one then he spilled some on my back when opening the can while still mounting me on my fours. It's all so casual. He asked if I can take more pounding and I said yeah, sure like agreeing to another new game of pools. He asked if I need more variations of sex I said no. Anyway, what did he mean by that? Oh maybe some role playing stuff like what kids used to play or some army roles? Or some more difficult positions like cartwheels? I said no thanks. Was he bored? He said no but wondered if I was. I wasn't. We could turn on the TV while we fuck. Nope too boring. Have I got any girlie mags? Well I did. I took out some from the locked drawer. Kinda of worried he would see those bosomy gals and lost interest in me.

He saw the mags and laughed hysterically. Weird reactions, I thought. When he calmed down he told me as kids they already knew where I kept those mags and they had picked that simple lock. They had seen all those before. I had a lousy few compared to most other dads.

He fucked girls like he had seen from the mags. He just never thought he would fuck one of the dads around here. His mum caught him once reading these mags and called these girls dirty whores. If his mum knew he's fucking me wonder what she would call me? I told him straight off that it would be dirty old uncle CL. That's what we called an old neighbor who molested one of the girls and kicked his ass out of here. Not lterally but the kids and adults kept calling him dirty old man till he quit from here. Some guys threatening to rape him back did the trick best. The police could not find any strong evidence to put him in jail.

That was why I reminded him to keep everything secret. His family would not be too pleased to know even if he's a big man now. He's always a kid to them and I am old uncle CL.

There's as much socialising as sex. He even took the lub tube and squirted some into me while holding up my ass to watch it run down. That way it will last longer. Squirting on his cock will just let them run off and wet my groins to make me sticky. He towelled dry my wet groin. We were actually more sticky from the sweat and the cold beer helped.

2 hours and 2 cums later, we collapsed and went to sleep again.

Hours later, I awoke again with his cock up my ass again. His morning hardon needed servicing. But I had this urge to pee. Everytime he hit my sweet spot, I felt it more. It reminded me of my ex-bf. So I told MK to fuck the pee out of me if he can. I bend over at the toilet bowl with my legs spread open. He pounded me hard from behind. The very strange feeling of wanting to pee and cum at the same time was feeling extremely good. Yet nothing much came out. Just some precum or pee mixed. I had asked guys on this board if this was dangerous. The answers were that it should not be. So I can relax to enjoy this feeling of better than just fucking. My head was spinning from some orgasm that cannot be released. It was so good I almost passed out.

After he tired and slow down to rest, I breathed hard and slowly my cock relaxed a little and the pee just flowed slowly out. The pee felt very hot and stinged the inside of my almost hard cock. MK wanted to fuck out the pee but I held his cock. The feeling suddenly became painful.

Finally the pee flowed out and I felt relieved of the pain. I let off the last pee and felt great. MK already peed before fucking me so he was not affected.

Once the pee was over, I felt the cum building up. Back to bed and my favorite shooting position. Legs on his shoulders and pillows under my butts to raise my asshole high for better entry. With my hands behind my head, I told him to pound me hard and fast. He pounded with hard breathing. When I was ready to cum I told him to watch me cum.

"Look ma, no hands", as my cum shot out each time he pounded in. Never failed to delight the top to watch himself fucking the cum out of a man.

Tempting Virgin
 

We hugged and went to sleep for a short while. I got up to clean up and get shaved. I smelled like cum. He woke and joined me in the toilet. I was showered and bending over at the sink to shave totally naked.
Though I as quite sore by now, something inside me made me spread my legs wider and hoped he'll notice my "ready for you to fuck pose".

No luck, he went straight for the showers. He looked damn sexy showering. I was looking more than shaving. When he towelled himself and bend over to wipe his legs, I almost got a good glimpse of his ass. Nice. He saw what I was looking. Called me a dirty old man. Stop staring at his hairy ass. He came over and jammed a finger up my butts. Wow, soreness was getting painful.

He asked why my ass was almost hairless? I said I used the pair of small scissors to trim it. He said why not shave it then? I said I can't see down there and may cut myself.

He wanted to shave for me. He took my razor and shaving cream. I bend over at the side of the tub, he did a slow nice shave that felt silky smooth after.

He said I should shave for him too. A smooth ass should be more hygenic in the desert. I could hardly wait. This stud muffin bend over at the side of the tub was for me to play with. That ass was tight and covered with much fine baby hair. But the pinkness was like a cherry peeking through. I applied the cream and imagined it was lub. I rubbed his asshole and was tempted to dig my finger inside. It felt very hot. My heartbeat increased rapidly.

But I steadied myself and gave him a nice smooth shave. His ass looked as smooth as a baby's butts. His pink hole was virgin and tightly closed. Have I ever fucked a virgin ass before? I think maybe one or two but not too sure and maybe too long stories to tell. But I was 100% sure this one was virgin. It doesn't have that puffy look of mine.

I rinsed his butt and some fine hair flowed around his hole. I told him I was going to pick out some hair and NOT going to finger fuck him. Funny I should be so careful to warn him first. Then I realised my damn cock was all hard. I was warning myself to be careful.

I mean if a naked man was bend over and you had a hard cock, a good fuck was waiting to happen, right? Was he or was he not? Can I or can I not? If I can be bi and like to get fucked, maybe he's the same too? Hell, I deserved to take his cherry since we were so close.

Timing was everything and I may have lost it from looking and waiting for a little too long. Before I knew it, he was up and I was pushed down. His bare cock drove into me dominantly. He was silent and the atmosphere was tense. We both knew why. That thinking crossed his mind only for a very brief moment and I failed to seized it. He wanted to assure himself that I was the dirty old man thinking on bending him.

He needed assurance and I better act the part. I needed to act as feminine as I can. Moaned and groaned and calling him to screw my mancunt. Telling him to impregnate me with his baby maker.

He slapped my ass and I said oh yeah. I was only his fuck toy. Ride me and use me hard. He let loose his emotions by giving me a few good spanking till my butts were a little sore yet not painful. Then he pulled out and shot his load on my face. It was a small and thick load.

After that he recovered his senses. He gave me a sorry look but never did say it out. I was quite dazed myself. Breakfast at the table was quite strained. We both don't know what to say. We tried to keep out of mentioning what he was afraid to think.

I tried to say something like it was normal or alright but maybe I don't know how to express myself. It must have came out wrong because he grabbed me immediately and threw me over the sofa, pulled off my shorts and gave me another good pounding. This time I bleed a little and he stopped. He put back on his clothes and left.

STD?
 

When he's gone, I took a closer look at my butts and ass. Those smacks he gave me were making some bruise marks. Funny thing was if he did it without sex that kind of bruises should be painful but with sex, it felt like a kind of painful massage?

And my ass was angry red and raw. Now the pain also started to swell. I cleaned myself and applied some medication. I had too much sex so I should rest today. But if BC call? Truth was this kind of sore don't feel like much and I can easily have more rough sex. But I was sure BC would want to know who fucked me up so bad. We fuck with all the lights on and he liked to watch us naked so I cannot hide it. Too bad, I had to switch off my mobile so that I can lie that the battery died when he called.

3 days later, MK called me on the phone. He sounded very angry. He said I gave him something. Maybe STD! His ass was itching bad. Oh my god, I was feeling itchy too but I thought it was nothing but my sore ass recovering. But when he said it, I felt the itch got worse. He said he had not fucked a whore for months. He thought I was safe. But now he said I was worse than a whore. Did I put up my legs for any men I get?

I was almost speechless. I said sorry over and over again. Must be my fault because I had too much sex. But the recent ones were only BC and Snakeboy and Snakeboy never really fucked me. Oh my god, wonder where BC been to when he was overseas?

I looked at my butts from a small hand mirror. It looked like some rashes were there. Oh fucking hell, I got something nasty. From who? I can't really figure out.

The next day, I went to the doctor who examined my prostate the last time. I told him everything about getting fucked up the ass and he had no comments.

It took a long while to get the appointment. Though I was feeling shy about it but since he had examined me before and knew about my sex life, I find it easier this time. When he asked what's my problem, I told him I felt itchy down there and it could be STD. He told me to drop my pants and bend over by the bed. Putting a glove on and with a torchlight, he looked closer at my butts.

He said it looked bad. He told me to strip naked because he wanted to check my whole body for other signs of STD. He checked and said I looked as healthy as a horse. I also laid on the bed while he used the big examination light and big magnifying glass to examine my ass closely.

He said he can never be 100% sure but I don't seem to have STD. It looked like my overshaved ass had some fine hairs growing and these sometimes can cause irritation from infection of exposed hair follicles(?) and also the short hairs can be stiff and pricky. When I walked around, the 2 parts of my ass rubbed together and caused more itching. My sore looking ass hole also caused irritation.

But he also saw some faint bruise marks on my butts. Did I fall on my butts? Well, thanks for giving a good excuse. So I said I fell on some wood pile. Sheesh, I thought those smacks marks from MK were all gone by now.

Anyway, he asked why I thought I had STD? For him to do his job well, he needed me to tell him everything. I was wondering if I can find a good excuse like the one he gave about falling on my butts. He saw my hesistation and smiled.

"Look, you told me before that you had been anally penetrated before. There's nothing to be shy about. Many men did that. It's only sex. I just need to know the truth so that I can narrow down all the other possibilities and make my analysis easier. Like that soreness was from using a large dildo or ..."

So I told him all from the time when BC fucked me good. Then MK fucked me all night and all morning so the soreness was from the fuck burn. MK shaved my ass and I did his. Then MK called me to complain about itch. That's why I said STD.

He tried to look detached but his eyes moved a little and his jaws drooped a little. Damned hell, I said too much. He asked if MK ever said about confirmed STD from a doctor? I said probably not because he's scared too.

He said he had to take a blood sample and an ass swipe for tests. But from my examination so far, I don't have signs of STD. Just take care of the itch with some medication. Also encourage MK to see a doctor to be sure. Meanwhile, my other buddy need only be told if I had the STD. In the meantime, I must stay away from sex. For a big guy like me, I should be able to tell the other men no.

Bad Timings
 

What a relief when I called MK to tell him the good news. He apologised for calling me names. His medical checkup was all ok too and he'll be very careful with the prostitutes.

Only problem was I had to tell BC no. I don't think I know how, when I get weak thinking about our last sex. I better turn off my phone. I'll probably have to tell him my phone died and went for repairs. Even had to keep away from the pubs that we knew in case he come looking for me.

Well the backdoor may be closed, I thought a good blowjob would be safe. I was a little drunk and went to the park and had a quick one in the bushes. Went home and fell into bed immediately. Woke up feeling sore in ass! Panicked! What did I do the night before? Was that a blowjob or something more I did while drunk? I was having a headache trying to recall. I was sure it was just a blowjob unless I passed out and was fucked ? My ass sure felt like it was used.

Went to the toilet to check. The sores had worsen. But no sticky stuff like cum or lub there unless that bastard fucked me raw. It's not easy to check myself with the hand mirror. I hated to go back to the doctor again. Only thing left was to get cleaned up and shower then apply medication. When the headache cleared after the shower and good coffee, I started to think.

Now I was sure I never passed out or got fucked. Then I remembered the blowjob was going too slow so I allowed him to rub my butts while he pushed me forwards. I slapped his hands when he tried to finger my sore ass. That must be it. His hands had been everywhere even on the dirty soil. I must be infected by the dirt.

Anyway, 2 days later, the sores went away. Still it was messy down there. By the time I felt safe to have sex with BC, my phone never ring. I called him and he said he's busy. Sounded annoyed too. Oops, I better leave him alone for awhile. After so much happened, I began to think sex was jinx for me.

College boy
 

From nothing to lots of sex during RWC to nothing, then to continuous sex with BC and MK ( woah the feeling was explosive and unbelievable ) and now back to nothing? I had to admit this nothing was driving me nuts, I was in withdrawal ! I need a man real bad. My body was expecting that "nothing to plenty explosion" to happen as before.

Called BC twice and got the brushoff "busy". Better leave him alone for a while. MK was at camp hundreds of miles away and soon to get to the Middle East again. I've got nobodyelse. This time oral was not enough. Finding a stranger who's be a good top was really difficult. I tried that one year ago and found mostly jerks or lousy fucks.

I can't help it. Come last weekend, I cleaned up my ass good and lubbed up. Didn't get drunk, just a small perk-me up. Went to the cruisiest park and looked. Mostly nothing but a few guys looked interesting. Not sure. Everything back to normal and the park was busier than usual. From high school kids to 70s gents.

Of course with my big built and marine haircut, I either scare people off or attract the wrong guys. That's fine with me because I looked the masculine top so don't mess with me.I prefer the cocky tops like BC or MK who thought they can fuck a masculine top.

Of course I was putting a false front there. And talk about the devil, I bumped into the jerk who knew that. ( I wrote before about this jerk who after fucking me, called his friend over and I had to service his friend too. The worse insult was his friend complaining about my ass being sloppy second and this jerk was gloating about his fucking skills.) Usually I would avoid him. He tried to recruit me for his sex parties before. Of course he'll flatter by saying only the best were invited.

He's a smooth talker and I guess must be a very popular host too. A little smaller than me but smartly dressed, smiled a lot too. When I first met him, I was taken in by his friendliness. We chatted and I told him almost everything about my ex-bf and me. He told me about his ex-bf too. I never ever seen him with any bf. He seemed so popular that anybody could be his bf.

One thing led to another, I thought he could be potential bf. He sensed it too ( me dumb ). He proposed sex at a motel and we went. I submitted my ass to him and though his skills were not as good, he gave me a good fuck. I fell asleep feeling ready to develop things further after that good start.

When I heard the knock on the door and he let his friend in, I was still drowsy. When his friend stripped and lifted my legs up, I woked up fully surprised. Then came that insult when his cock sank into my ass " his ass is so sloppy. I am having your sloppy seconds." The way they laughed and talked about my ass was insulting.

I don't know why but I always remembered that insult. Maybe because I seemed to bump into him when I tried to avoid him. That's when he tried to recruit me for his sex parties and I heard about his popularity. I guess he thought nothing about sharing a good piece of new meat like me with a friend, just to be popular.

Some people may think I was not truely versatile but a pure bottom because of the way I submit myself to a top. Maybe I can't express myself well but that is different from those S&M sorts of submission. I did not submit myself to be abused. My submission was a relationship submission to be the bottom and the top will fuck me anyway he wanted. Because of my beefy size and I don't looked like a bottom, I thought this would assure the top that I was willing to be fucked. I did not want any wishy washy fuck because of my look.

Hence, I was furious with those tops who mistook my submission to be S&M. Whatever dirty ways he dominate me must remain within those 4 walls. I had that with my ex-bf. But I was dumb to expect others to behave likewise. This jerk who called his friend to share my ass and discussing my submission while I was being fucked was totally insulting. Expecting me to join his stupid sex parties and be insulted in front of so many men would be double insult.

If I was not so horny, I would have left. I stayed hoping he'll leave me alone. No such luck, his smiling face approached and it would seem rude to pick a fight. He's talkative as usual, talking about things I have few replies and again inviting me to his sex parties. I rudely told him outright that I don't do stupid sex parties and to fucking leave me alone. Oh boy, was he pissed. That smile dropped off his face.

If he wanted a fight, I'll gladly rearrange his fucking face. Unfortunately, his stinging words were worse than his punches. A young kid ( I think about 18 yo?) passed us and said hello to him. He pulled that kid over to join us. He introduce me as Jack ( ok I never gave my real name) and this kid was Eric ( that jerk was WS). He asked the kid if he's looking for a bottom. The kid said yeah.

"Hey, do you like uncle Jack? " he asked.

"Sure, but...," the kid was wondering what he meant.

"Sure, sure, uncle Jack is a big bottom. Aren't you Jack? " he smiled at me.

"Fuck you WS, I am not bottom, just versatile," I know he knew but I was not going to chicken out in front of this kid and leave.

"Yeah, Jack's too straight looking," the kid trying to be polite?

"Don't belive me huh, Eric? Well you can ask K*** too. He had him too. Of course after I had Jack first." That evil grin.

"Stop talking behind my back will you," I was pissed off.

"Hey Jack, I was only teaching the kid that bottoms come in all shapes and sizes," he pushed his upper hands.

"Oops, excuse me I see a friend over," the kid knew to keep out of a fight and excused himself.

I glared at WS. Must have frightened him off because he left too.

Peace at last. I got up to walk around. Saw bloodly WS trying to pickup that kid Eric again. Avoided them.

Saw a likely target. He looked interested. I looked back. But realized his eyes following something behind me. It was Eric posing being available under the tree nearby. Sure enough, that guy approached Eric and curious me watched discreetly the catch that got away.

The deal must have failed because he soon walked away. I followed discreetly. Too bad, he went to the carpark and drove off.

I turned around, again Eric was nearby. I got the hint and was not too glad to see WS's friend. Too late, he came by. We sat down nearby. He's from outback and attending the local Uni here. Must be so because he's too polite. Cute and atheletic, he must be quite popular with both sexes. Wanting to be a doctor since the outback lack medical people. He's not a friend of WS. WS kept pestering him to join his sex parties.

I said yeah, he tried that with me too. He confessed that he did go once on condition that he can put on a mask and keep his clothes on while peeping from the vents of another room. So WS and his friend K*** set it up for him to observe. Basically it was no different from any orgy. The tops were given red bands to wear on their hands and the bottom wear white bands. The versatile wears both. Unless you were taken otherwise you cannot refuse sex from another member. There must be at least 20 guys there that night. Of course WS got the first pick. The tops can trade their bottoms after use but the bottoms cannot do that. Fresh meat was always popular and was passed around so much, they just served him bend over the dinner table. But they all wore condoms. All the fuckings were done in the big hall. The fun part was when a top clicked with a bottom and they fucked with so much noisy passion, everybody gathered round to watch and gave pointers. Hence there was a sort of competition for the tops to find a bottom who will make all the noises to make him the star top.

Being a top, Eric was afraid that he will be served on the dinner table with bottoms sitting on his cock all night. That's why he did not join the parties ans WS was still wanting him. Anyway, WS told him I would make WS a star top. I guess that's why he's always after me.

I reminded Eric I was versatile. He said that only meant I'll bend over for the right guy. Just because he was young and cute, many thought he was a bottom. Just because I was big and beefy, many thought I was top. That guy who just left in his car? He was looking for a bottom when he approached Eric. That's why he was rejected.

Because WS said I was such a good fuck, Eric was interested in me. I said I was not interested ( actually I was sort of interested but I learnt to be not too hasty to put out. That way the chances actually increased plenty. )

He confessed that he had not much experiences. He does mostly handjobs and blowjobs with others. This kid gotta learn that being honest don't get you sex here. He should be telling me he got bottoms panting and begging for more.

Being honest makes him a good kid but not good sex. I said sorry, he's not really my type. I actually felt cocky to reject him. This kid would hardly ever get rejected.

Having said that, I regretted it almost immediately. I must be nuts. This was not the time to act like big daddy to this kid.
I must be nuts. My well lubed ass was feeling hot down there.

His room mate was still not back from the holiday break, would I like to come to his dorm? Well, sometimes I wonder it would be nice if I had been to college. I never thought of it but now I would like to see a dorm for myself. I said sure if he's driving. He drove us to his dorm and we sneaked in through the back stairs. The dorm sounded noisy at night. His room was neat and tidy. He only switched on a small light so that others would think he's out and not bother us. The stereo and TV sound from his neigbors were loud. I felt like we were not alone at all.

He got me a beer and we sat at his bed. The awkward silence. I rejected him but now I was on his bed, that's why it's awkwards. Worse yet. I don't know if I should act like big daddy or act like a submissive bottom. Weird feelings. He's inexperienced so he's waiting and watching me too. We drank the beer but beer don't do a thing for me. But he did get a little bolder. Slowly he leaned over and kissed me. We locked lips and looked into each other's eyes. Breathing heavily.

Then the clothes came off. We kissed some more wondering what next? He grabbed my pole I grabbed his. He was hard and all wet with precum. I jerked his cock and he bucked. We breathed hard. He looked at me deeply like asking me something. I knew what he's asking. I couldn't say yes. I closed my eyes to avoid answering. But involuntarily, I drooped my head. Something inside me was saying yes.

He had his hands behind my legs. I fell back slowly and voluntarily to let him raise them up. This slow surrender was feeling so unreal because it never happened before. He placed my legs on his shoulders and looked at my dazed eyes. He smiled. His finger slowly inserted and dug for my sweet spot. Whoops, he found it quickly. I gasped.

( Sorry, too tired to contiue. Later..)

College Boy -continue
 

Must be his medical training. He removed his finger and looked closely for stains. My well cleaned and pre-lubbed ass was clean as a whistle. He smiled and said either I was well prepared or I would be the few guys who can get wet naturally down there. No answer.

Back he went for my sweet spot and hit it easily. His massaging my sweet spot got me hard as nail and leaking. Suddenly there was a knock on his door. We froze and waited. Someone said he needed to borrow his notes. Seeing no response, the guy left. Meanwhile I was sweating yet he was giggling. He said there's an unwritten rule that if no response or sounds of sexual activities in the room, then any guy must be left alone.So don't worry.

Yeah, tell that to my frightened and soften cock. I needed to explain why I wasn't hard to him just in case. Unlike a woman, a man have a visible sex meter where his cock's hardness is proportional to his pleasures. Women can fake it but men can't. A top wants to see bottom's cock hard to confirm that he is a good top. I never have problem staying hard while getting fucked. All it takes was for his magic finger in me and I was hard and leaking.

Though he don't talk much but he's very polite even during sex. A fine educated gentleman. I began to think he's treating me like a lady. That's giving me the creeps. He's so young, even younger than MK. But MK was no gentleman with that beefy size, he can knock any man down with a hard fuck. And can he fuck hard. My ass was sore for days. But I liked it because it drove me nuts.

This gentleman treatment was too weird. Must be his good bedside manners. I mean he even placed a pillow under my ass to make me comfortable. Having eased my hole open with his fingers, he piled on more pillows under me! I thought he's going too far with this caring thing.

He brought his cock near and very slowly inserted it into me, with condom already on. Funny feeling that I felt no pain at all. Was my ass getting loose? I started to worry about how WS told him my ass being loose, sloppy seconds. I tightened my ass muscles a little and instinctively I breathed hard and moaned the imagined pain as usual. He looked concerned and told me to relax.

I looked at him wondering what he thought of my ass. He stroked my hair and smiled. His cock was a good size but he was fucking me too slow to get me hot. Bsides my hard cock, I had to moan low and soft though I was not feeling much at all. We were not clicking at all. No medical training or bedside manners can make up for his inexperience. He was oohh and ahhh more than me.

No obscenities, no bitch, no fuck you, no nothing. No rough treatment. Too polite like proper married couples doing sex duties for making babies sake, not for fun. Being as old as his dad, I wanted to act proper too. Silly but I sort of followed his lead. Stop being sex crazy and enjoy something slow and different for a change, I told myself.

But his hands massaging my nipples were good. I have big pecs from years of manual work but they got a little softer and rounder from the holiday goodies and age. My guess was that he's a boobs kind of guy, those going for big boobs chicks or guys. He's definitely doing his boobs play on me. That stroking my hair was chicks play too. Oh brother, he's transferring everything he's done with his proper girlfriend to me.

This was not going anywhere and had to stop. I took his hand and formed his fist and punch it to my chest. I took it to punch my thighs. He looked puzzled.

"Eric, you noticed my muscles are much harder than a girl's. I can take hard knocks and rougher sex than this," I told him. "Stop treating me like your girlfriend!"

"Oh? Jack, I thought you said you hated how WS fucked you? I've seen how WS abused his bottoms at his sex party. So I thought to be gentler with you," he certainly thought too much and too caring.

"Well I certainly don't do S&M but man-to-man sex had to be a little rough like the way we play men's games like rugby. I am a rough sod, not a gentleman like you. I take my sex rough. I hate to tell you this since I am almost as old as your dad but once I submit myself to you for fucking then age makes no difference. I am all yours to fuck anyway you like. Don't be gentle, be dominating. Yeah, I was worried about our age difference too and appreciate your gentleness but the sex was not going anywhere."

"Wow, erm I'll try Jack"

"Yeah start by removing so many pillows under me like I was a fucking gay princess. You want me? grab my ankles and slam me harder. Here, feel my buttocks, it's not watery soft like a girl's. I like feeling your thighs slamming onto them." Oh man, this was the closest I felt to being a butch bottom.

"And one more thing, there's more than just the missionary position for sex. Here try the doggie too."

I turned around and swept all the pillows down the floor. Got on my all fours. "Outback boy, you seen the dogs, the goats, the horsie done it, right? Well, now you do it the animal way. Mount me."

Of course he knew the doggie style, I was just being mean. With his hands on my shoulder, he slammed that dick in. Ouch, I was too busy talking and that slam was too sudden and it hurt. He slammed somemore and it got feeling good.

I took his hand and led them to my chest. He got the signal and grabbed my pecs hard. I gasped. I took his other hand and slammed my butt. "Here, try a little horsie play too, cowboy."

He don't need to be taught but once I agreed to be fucked rough, his maleness automatically took over. I just enjoyed being butch and bully this kid before he got as experienced as MK and put me in my place.

"Hey cowboy, you know how to holler don't you?"

"Eeehaaa," he whopped my ass. Pak, pak, pak. Hope I didn't turn him into a monster.

He's getting into it. Grabbed me and turned me over. Grabbed my ankles and slammed into me. He watched me gasp and groan.

"How was it, bitch?" his first obscenity. " You like being fucked by a kid don't you?"

"Yeah, fuck me, fuck me kid"

He laughed. Then he stopped. Made me stand up and inspected me naked. I felt like he was checking for signs of diseases or something. Made me bend over and say ah. when he inserted his finger into me. Grabbed my balls with the other hand and squeezed. Took the precum from my leaking
cock and inspected. Smelled it too. Pulled apart my butt cheeks and peered at my hole.

"Well Jack, you just got a free medical look over. And the verdict is you are all clear. But..."

"Huh, but what?"

"You are no virgin. Hahahaha..." Naughty boy making fun of uncle.

"Hey kid, you are a quack. You sure you got the licence yet? I want a second opinion. I gotta sue you for malpractice."

"Go ahead so sue me. I've got WS, K*** and my cock as witness. Bend over you slut. Gotta sue you for cradle snatching too. Hahaha.."

Slammm. His cock entry nearly knocked me over. His hand reached under my nose to hold me steady. There's urgency in his butt slamming. He's getting closer. His breathing and ahhh got faster. After about 5 minutes of ohhh and ahh while I moaned in enjoyment, he pulled out and pulled off the condom. Turned me over on my back. Took my hands, one on his balls and one on his cock. While I stroked him hard, he shot plenty of cum up my face and chest.

He collapsed on me breathing hard and held me tight. What about me? I haven't cum yet. He looked at me knowing what I wanted. I was working his cock hoping he could get hard quick. Looked like I won't get to cum while being fucked. He was still sensitive and pushed my hand away.

He pulled up my ankles and stuck two fingers up my ass. I don't know how he did it but the prostate massage was so good. I had to push away or I would shoot cum right away. It felt too mechanical and impersonal a way to make me cum. I want to get fucked not get milked like a cow. His way was too intense and uncontrollable.

"Take it easy kid. I want to cum but this is supposed to be sex not a medical procedure," I was feeling pissed.

"Errm sorry Jack. What's wrong?"

"Make me cum from sex, touch my body. Squeeze my pecs, squeeze my balls, whop my butts, punch my shoulders, hell do anything to stimulate me to cum but don't make me cum so directly by pressing the instant cum button on my prostate. Get that fucking baby maker hard and shove it into me if you can. Stick a finger up your own ass to get yourself hard if you have to or else I'll do it for you kid"

Well it pays to be beefy and bigger than this kid so I can bully him. I waved a middle finger at him and we watched as his cock slowly rose up. The wonder of being young. I know he would be able to do it, just be a little sore in the groins later.

"So you want it hard, then you lick it up," he jammed it into my mouth. I smelled his sweat, his male smell and his funky cum. I don't suck well but he's hard just being in my wet warm mouth.

He pulled out and looked at me for service. I unrolled a condom on his cock. He cocked his head a little, I turned on my elbow ( wrestling move from high school) and braced myself on my fours.

Whop, whop, whop.. my butts for him to whop, he's claiming back his dominance.I had pushed him to this. Grabbed my mouth to make me raise my head up. He slammed his cock into me and his hand caught my gasp of painful entry again. He pulled harder and I raised my head higher while he slammed in more and harder. I was gasping for breath and had to breathe through his cupped fingers. I was getting dizzy from all that but it made me more aware of his cock slamming hard into me. His other hands was whopping my butts but the stings was feeling good.

I was feeling like cumming soon and groaned through his fingers that I was. Suddenly he clamped down hard on my nose and mouth. I felt giddy and struggled to breathe. I felt my cum about to shoot out while my body felt like floating from some high. The cum felt like being stuck inside me. Something in me panicked and my hands grabbed him and threw him onto the bed.

"What the fucking hell are you trying to do to me? Strangle me?" I was coughing hard and shuddered giddily. He threw me on my back and held me down. He slammed his cock back in hard and fast. Feeling released from the painful restraint, I cummed and cummed. Then I felt him shudder and cum as well. I locked my legs around him and felt like pushing him into my body as I locked them hard. We embraced and kissed. and stayed locked together for a long time.

When we recovered enough, we looked at each other in disbelief. What the hell did we do together just now? I felt deliciously sore everywhere. My whole body was sensitive to his touch. I felt very strange as I curled up into a ball into his warm embrace. I felt sticky warm liquid oozing out my ass (either the lub he used or my body secretion. ) I felt truely well fucked. I need to be embraced.

We stayed in embrace for a long time enjoying the sexual afterglow. I felt like I was the kid and he was my man. He kissed me and asked if I wanted to stay the night. I nodded my head. I was afraid to speak and hear my masculine voice spoil the moment.

We dozed off and when I woke again, the dorm felt so quiet. The clock was past 1am. He was sleeping like a baby. We were sweaty and sticky. Damnned. These hostels don't have private bathrooms. We smelled like sex pig by now.

I looked down. his cock was already erect. I touched it. He opened his eyes. That smile, that naughty look. Sigh, who am I to protest huh? I fucking want it.

With a sigh and a smile, I grabbed my ankles. "Come on kid, take me again."

Cockily, he tweaked my nose, squeezed my pecs and gave me a loud whop on my butts. Stretched himself lazily and yawned. The cockiness like he already owned my ass. He picked another condom and rolled it on his dick. The slow deliberate actions just to make me wait for it with my butts up in the air. Earlier on I would have chewed him out for the attitude. Now.... when our eyes met, he was daring me to. I backed down.

He stuck a finger up my ass and was about to say something but stopped short. I was all wet down there. No lub needed. He carressed my thighs and my groins. With one hand on my jaws, he slammed his cock into me suddenly.

( Just thinking about it makes me horny again. I just fingered myself and cummed. Lost the momentum to carry on. So later...)

Fucked by a kid less than half my age
 

Needless to say, he gave me a good fuck. Wish I was not afraid of gay sex when I was his age. Chasing after pussies then was so difficult, scoring was rare. So rare that we inflated the scores. But even when we scored, the sex was quick and she was giving it like charities. The only sure thing was to go for a pros. 3 good fucks in one night? Not even a pros allowed that.

So sex at that age was frustrating. Basically we'll get it how we can. Girls or boys or men. With men, you won't even talk about it. Of course there were those men who offered their asses but no way could we think about that. Ok, that's a lie. I was curious enough to tried that on one part time coach. ( That's another story) The fear was that if we were ever found out, we'll both be dead.

But sex nowadays seemed so casual. Even gay sex was not a big deal. I remembered when our mega butch rugby star Ian Roberts came out in mid 90's, the guys at the pub were more amused than shocked. Nothing much were said except maybe wondering if he's top or btm. It showed that butch masculine guys can be gays too and we cracked gay jokes at each other. At that time, I had not tried being fucked yet so I enjoyed making those crude jokes too.

So sex with Eric was relaxed and all fun. To him, I was nothing more than just a man who offered him my ass. He can still crack those crude jokes but I was the butt of some of these jokes. However these are now considered harmless jokes.

A good fuck was so strange, it took more than half hour yet I can hardly describe it in a few lines. There were many things said yet I only vaguely remember them now. Repeating them would be boring?

Eric must be having a sort of face fetish? He grabbed my face while fucking me doggie. When grabbing my legs up for frontal fuck, he would tweak my nose or my cheeks or slapped my face playfully. When he's about to cum, he would rub his hot cock all over my face while he sat on me. When he cum, he shot all over my face and rubbed it all over. Which was bad because I smelled of cum and there's no toilet to cleanup. He loved the smell and kissed me all over the face yet he won't lick me clean.

After the exhausting sex, we chat about our performances in bed. I was a good fuck, his balls were drained servicing me. I was surprisingly very active as a btm, unlike most men and women he fucked. And that remark as expected, " you must be very experienced". I mean if I was passive and shy in bed then I was freshmeat, if I was pushing with him and putting up my ass in all sorts of positions willingly for him to be fucked, then I was used meat. Whatever the fuck was no pleasing any top.

He still insisted on sitting on me while we chatted with his semi-hard cock dangling over my face. I asked him if he liked cock whipping a man's face. He said yes and he also liked sitting on my chest and feel my hard breathing under him like a subdued gladiator.

Alright, it's a humilaiting thing to ask but I had to. How old was he? He's 19. And how old was I? more than double his age. Married with kids? Yes. Bf? No

We laughed and he gripped my face with his big thighs. Well I started it. How did it feel to be taken by a kid? I said if it's not fucking great, I won't let him sit on me like now. Was it embarrassing? Used to be but now I don't fucking get bothered. I accepted his cock inside me whatelse could be more intimate.

Being an intelligent medical student, his view was different. We just had a mating intercourse. The male will seek to stick his organ into the female to inject his seeds into the female. In his farm, sex between animals happened all the time.This primitive mating drive was what made us have sex. But not all farm animals are allowed to have sex. Only quality males are allowed to breed. The rest were castrated.

Anyway, I told him I need to wash up. He said there's a communal toilet down the hallway. I said is it safe for me? He said probably not because other students may be using it and I was obviously not a student.

In that case I better get home otherwise it will be awkwards in the morning to be seen sneaking out. We said goodbye and I sneaked out at 3am in the morning and took a cab home.

No exchange of phone number. I was not going to ask him though I wanted to a few times. I don't know how to without seeming cheap. I don't think he needed to worry about getting men or women for sex. I was just a good fuck. Keeping it this way, I'll still have good chance of more fucks later.

Ex-GF
 

That one great fuck was good to last a whole week. But by Wednesday, I was already feeling the urge. By Thursday I was writing it all down. By Friday, I had to jo myself. By Saturday, I was dying to meet him again. I thought maybe I'll sneak into his hostel after midnight or something.

Truth was, I haven't got the guts to do that. Best to drown myself in some hard stuff at the pub. Maybe I'll get the guts by then. Sat down with friends and just had a good one when I saw JY walked in. My ex-gf from high school and so long ago. Ok, I exaggerated again, should be almost ex-gf. There's this bunch of girls who would hang out with us jocks. People thought we scored easily with these girls but the truth was, I only scored some with the plain Janes or the easy Suzies.

JY was one of the prettiest and like most boys, I was hot for her. We went for 2 dates but never scored or got steady with her. After school's over, never met her since. There she was now, older and not attractive as I thought. Fat too. Yucks.

She said hello to the guys that she knew and soon was with me. Told me she got married to a doctor and was here to visit her kid who's studying medicine. How old was her kid? 19years old.

Oh my god, cannot be. This kind of co-incidence can only happened in soap operas. I felt sweaty. What's his name? Patrick W***. Not Eric but we don't use our real names for ONS so it's still possible. Wasn't W*** the nerdy guy we all whacked around with? Yes it was.

I felt chilly. The more I looked at her, the more I thought Eric looked like her. Oh fucking hell, there I was trying to stick my cock into his mummy and now her son was sticking his cock into me. I had to know if that was true but I can't face that truth.

She only had a photo of his at 12. He looked sort of like Eric but I was not sure. Anyway, she was already wondering why I was nervous and so interested in her kid so I stopped. She left soon enough.

I don't know why I was shook up about that. So what if he was Eric? If I bumped into her these few days with him, I wonder if I should hide? I bet he wouldn't tell her about me. But I was sure that she'll tell him about me and how she rejected my advances. I never thought she'll be dating that W*** nerd.

That's bad but silly me. After what Eric had done to me, what's all this shyness for? When I saw my friend and his 20 yo kid, I realised if I had married JY and our kid looked like her then he'll certainly looked like Eric.

The drinks were making my mind go crazy. A small thing and I blew it up into incest. Suddenly the idea of sneaking into Eric's hostel seemed very disgusting. I felt disgusted with myself and went home early for bed. The old lady was surprised.

Depression
 

Well, it 's been so long since I last posted. Reason being I was too piss drunk for the month to bother about anything. Hope that writing this down will help to resist the urge to get drunk again.

I was trying to lie to myself when I said that I was unsure if Eric was actually JY's son Patrick. Then I contradicted myself later on. I knew deep inside that he's got to be Patrick. The denial was so depressing that I numbed myself with booze. I really had the hots for JY and I tried to get her during those 2 dates. Then something changed and she kept a cool distance away. Maybe she thought I was treating her like those easy Suzie. I was hurt but too dumb to show it. Maybe she thought I won't provide well for her and she chose that smart nerd instead. It hurts more to know that she was right since he was a doctor and I was barely able to pay for my drinks. I am nothing and now this ...with her kid? How low can I go if she knew about it...?

Hard stuff are always good for whatever the damned reason. I drank and drank each night and can barely make it home, sometimes with the help of friends. Friends atarted asking questions and telling my old lady. I ran up a big tab at the bar and not feeling too welcomed. So I had to switch bars sometimes to avoid being seen.

Sometimes at other bars,strangers are more friendly for a chat. Other times, they ignored you. After a few weeks of no sex, some of the strangers/men began to look more and more sexy. Of course these are not gay bars so it's all in the mind.

One of those nights, I was looking more than interested in one nice looking guy and was wondering if it's possible to make a move. Or maybe he would make that move first like BC did. BC never called for so long.

The guy went to the toilet and I followed. Followed him to the urinal and saw he had a nice package. But avoided eye contact. He went out, I followed. Still nothing, then he left the bar and nothing. Back to ordering more drinks to console myself.

This old gent with the silver hair came over to chat. He said I was being obvious. I know I was being obvious but it's none of his business. He said he knew that guy and he's straight and married. Yeah I said I know, that never stopped them before.

We were at the quiet corner of the bar and I was feeling brave to talk gay to him. Those drinks made me feel good. He laughed. I was gay funny. That never stopped me too. He said when he's at my age, that would never stop him too. I laughed that he was being obvious. He said that would be my good business. Yeah right mate, I said that was none of my business.

He said, no that would be "your good business". Yeah, whatever, I can barely understand things now. So how was his old lady? Dead. Any kids? 2 boys and one girl. Already about my age and happily married too. 7 noisy grandkids. Yeah I said probably not stopping his boys either. He nearly spilled his drinks.

Don't joke about such things okay.

Yeah bloody hell, it's alright when that didn't stop me but it's not alright when it's his kids? What bloody hypocrite.

Well, it was just horrible horrible to imagine his kid put up his legs like that you know.

Yeah, I know. I imagine if his kid would ever see him put up his legs like that.

That smile on his face froze and he's quiet. Back to more of our drinks and he's buying. In that case, make mine a double.

Since he was paying for the drinks, he's asking the questions okay? Top or bottom? Versatile. How old? ...This.. that...

Want to make the business? Huh what business? Sex. Who? Him. How? He can't get hard, no viagra because of heart condition. toy play. What toy? Sex toy. Oh, maybe. Daddy/son role playing. How much? $xxx enough to pay for my big drinks tab. He said ok but he gotta check my body for cleanliness. I said I got to check his cock to make sure he's really mean toy play.

We went to a toilet cubicle. Stripped together. His was soft, my was clean. So we left for his place. Nice big expensive house.

Showers first and he can feel up the goods. Off to bed and I grabbed another drink from his bedside. Feeling good. He called me son, I called him daddy.

Daddy wants to fuck son.

Sorry not in the deal.

Yes it was.

No, he was supposed to be impotent.

Yes he can with daddy's little helper.

No no, he was not supposed to take viagra.

Yes, yes with this daddy's little helper. He took a big fucking wand from his drawer.

No, no I thought his little toy was a dildo.

Yes, yes it's only a little dildo wand,

He's not going to stuff the whole wand up my ass.

Little dildo for little boy. Be a good boy and listen to daddy. Let daddy show you. He turned on his huge 60in TV set and video.

There's a 3some. A young man, a middle aged and an old guy. The young guy was teaching the old guy how to use the wand. That's when I noticed that bloody thing runs on electricity, not battery! and it vibrates too. It worked like a smaller concrete breaker! The big middle aged guy was told lay on his back and to grab hold of his legs. I was ordered to do the same. I heard him turn on the wand. I drew a big breath and closed my eyes. I pulled my ass cheeks wider apart as I can, Hoped this would ease the entry pains.

Then I felt something vibrating on my neck. I opened my eyes and he was laughing. The video was showing the kid using the wand to massage the guy. The moaning was not from sex.

As he applied oil and his wand went around my body, the strong massaging was feeling good. He massaged around the balls. He said to turn over and he'll massage my butt. I turned over and then suddenly felt the wand impaled me. I shouted in pain. He pressed down on my back and told me to hold still or the wand might injure me. He didn't pay me good money to give me free massages. That money was paid to impale my manhood.

I was to turn around slowly like meat on a BBQ skewer, to face him. I tried as I felt the wand twisted inside me. He had already turned off the vibrating before impaling me that's why I didn't feel it coming near. Otherwise I thought he'll break me like using a concrete breaker.

I could now see that wand impaled into me. The pain was bad. I tried to pull it out but he started the vibrating and told me to stop or he''ll injure me at the strongest speed. I stopped and breathed hard. What the fuck was he doing to me, I shouted. He said I was invited to my own BBQ and I was the meat. He laughed. This time the video was showing the guy was being fucked by the old man with one wand and the kid massaging his body with another.

The scary part was when the 2 wands met, the kid tried to push his wand in also. The poor guy was shouting no, no, please no.

He said he had another wand if I liked that too. I said no or I'll bloody kill him. He turned on the vibrating and I jumped. He slowly withdrew and pushed back in. I was still sore. I told him to put in more oil. He said I was a dumb fuck with no experience. I needed more serious lub. He open a can of crisco and used the wand to stick a lot into me. My oily body and my lard sticky ass was just like a broiling BBQ meat. Fucking delicious. And he gave me a few fucking jabs with the wand. The pain was not bad this time.

Only problem was my ass was too white and looked uncooked. He said he's going to spank my butt to add more colors. I said don't you dare, you fucking pervert. He said $yy more? I said ok but be gentle right?

He sat on the bedside and told me to crawl onto his lap. I got on all fours and noticed his wand was still sticking out my ass. I was about to pull it out but he said to leave it in there. With my butt muscles. I tried to hold it up while making it steady as I crawled the short length looking ridiculous.He laughed.

With my butt on his lap and me using my palms on the floor for support, he kissed my ass. Then whapped, he gave me a hard slap on the ass. Ouch. Then another, even harder on the other butt cheek. He took a bedside mirror and showed me the ten red finger prints on my white ass. Now, he said my meat had the BBQ grate stripe burn pattern that he liked on his meat. And he bit my butt lightly. Delicious to eat.

That's when I noticed something hard sticking at my tummy. I guessed it was his cock getting hard. That liar. He pushed me off his lap and the wand fell off my ass. Hello my hardness beauty, it was such a long time since I had you. He was happily talking to his own cock. He grabbed my head and stuck his cock into my mouth, telling me to keep it wet and warm so that he will not lose his hardness. He thanked me for giving him the youthful feeling of hardness. I don't suck well but I tried to keep him hard.

Now he wanted to use his real thing instead of the wand. Please, I must help him. It's almost 10 years since he felt this way. I can have hardon without trying but for him, it's a miracle. He'll double everything. Truth was, I was glad to agree. I mean that fucking big wand was no fuck toy, it's so big that it felt like a torture tool. I would need Eric to fuck me the whole night before I get that loose enough to take it inside me comfortably to enjoy it.

The other good thing was his cock was smaller than most so it's an easy fuck for sure. So I said ok I guess. I used finger and towels to try to dig out the crisco from my ass. I took a condom and tied around his balls. Learned that from an older top who wanted his cock to stay hard longer. Then another condom for his cock. He thanked me. I laid back and put my legs on his shoulders. Somehow we don't fit so he put pillows under me till he was able to penetrate me easily. Truth was he could enter me with no pain at all but I acted liked his cock was big enough to cause me pain. White lie, I know. The pain was actually the soreness from that damn wand.

His fucking was worse. Is it because of my soreness or my looseness that I felt not much. But he certainly was not pumping away like a young man. But the video was now showing the old guy pulling the man's ass cheeks apart while the young one was pushing the 2nd wand in. It wouldn't go in, the guy was screaming in pain. It made me glad that the cock was all I had to enter me. I griped my ass muscles to give him a tight fit. I think that poor guy must have passed out because they stopped suddenly and the video ended just like that.

I smiled to pretend I was enjoying his fucking. He was happy and asked me how was I feeling. I said yeah mate, fuck my ass like you want. Feels good. Before I lose my acting I better change to a position where I don't need to act so hard. I turned over on all fours and told him to mount me from behind. That was more comfortable when I don't have to worry about false acting when my face was hidden. Doggie position allowed deeper penetration ( my ex-bf's sex manual said so ) so I felt better also. I pushed back, moaned, called him daddy... whatever to keep him going.

It didn't take him long and he was groaning with dirty words calling me whore, pig, cunt all kinds. Then he pulled out and made me turn over on my back. He cummed but the cum just flowed out. It was not much but he rubbed then on my tummy. I quickly willed myself to cum and shot a big load on the side of his face. I was afraid that if I don't, he will use perverted ways to enjoy making me cum.

We slept awhile together. He crept below me and raised my legs. What? Again? Yes but this time he was tonguing my ass. I asked him what's he doing? He said he was just marking the ass that he had just mated with and remembering the taste and smell as well as the fuck. It's being more than 10 years since he had this kind of fun. He said I was a good fuck but a lousy actor. I was acting so much to be slutty it was damn funny. He can see my face in the mirror while I was being pumped from behind and I looked bored while groaning like a slut. It's ok. He was turned on that I cared so much for him to try my best to please him. He knew he's no fucking machine, the type that I was used to. He knew it would take a good hard fucker to ever turn a mean looking big guy like me into a bottom. He ought to thank that guy for making me into such a fine piece of meat for him to enjoy as well. Though he was not really fat but I guess his love of the BBQ must had given him that heart condition. The photos in the room showed he used to be much fatter.

Old and very wise man. I wondered if he's good at giving advice? I asked him if I was 19yo and he would be my age. would he mind being fucked by a 19yo like his friend's son? He said he would definitely fucking mind. It would be the same as his friend being fucked by his kid. It belittled his older generation in the hierarchy. He worked hard to provide for the kids and demand their respect even if that mean beating it into them. How could his friend come around and be fucked into submitting to kids so young. I guess he was very strict with his kids like we blue collar usually are. He said we were too poor to provide them with comfort but what we had was damn hard to get. We demanded respect because we find it difficult to get it from others except our own kids.

He can guess why I asked the questions but I would not say so. He wanted me to stay for the night but I said I got family to go home to. And I was not greedy for money so don't call me again. ( He don't even have my tel no.? what was I saying?)

I earned enough to pay the tab in full and felt welcome again. There enough left for more drinks for many nights.

Lousy Fuck Makes You Hornier
 

After that lousy fuck, it made me appreciate what the good fucks that BC, Eric or MK gave me. That lousy fuck was like scratching my itch with a feather. It made me feel itchier. A good fuck leaves me with a delicious sore that's like the muscle aches after a good strong workout. Feel the satisfied burn for days.

After the booze was satisfied, I was feeling damn horny. Don't know if anybody here ever had that kind of horniness where even my pecs felt a little soft and very sensitive? I wanted a good fuck and I kept thinking about that guy that I cruised at that bar. The one that got away seemed that much a bigger fish.

I went back to the bar. Hoping not to meet the old guy again. Anyway it's not that bad, the money was good. I sat for an hour but nobody I knew. The place seemed slow since it was midweek. The bored waitress was chatty. She looked almost 50 with the thick makeup to cover the wrinkles but those on her neck were all there.

She noticed me the last time. I asked about that goodlooking guy I saw that time. She said he's not regular here but I might get lucky. I shouldn't have trouble getting other men myself. Damned was I so obvious?

Yes I was, she said. But why was I going with that old gent when I could easily get better? She had that funny smile on her face. Maybe I was self-concious. Anyway if I don't say it, who's to know?

Enough about me, I directed the questions to her to avoid anymore embarrassing things about me. Ah ha, she's a working girl before. The money was good till she lost most of it on gambling. Typical sob story. Wonder if she's just telling the standard tale to avoid the truth.

I guess being a working girl, nothing about sex surprised her. And she was no lady in her manners so I was quite relaxed to chat with her. It's like talking to a crude guy like myself.

She said there's all kinds of people selling sex because when someone want it they'll pay. That's no surprise. She too had a secret dream to meet someone like Richard Gere when she was young. And she did meet a few, she sighed. Only those dreams were brief and there's no love like fairy tale ending. She got married anyway but those men were jerks.

Enough about herself, what about me?

What about?

Was I married?

Yes

Then I was a jerk too. Only worse, the type that played for both sides. Double jerk.

Why did she sound so bitter?

Because one of her ex-boyfriend was a working boy. He was only in it for the money and they planned to get out after they had made a bundle. He's as goodlooking as Richard Gere. But soon as he found his sugar daddy, he's gone.

Here, have a drink on me. I can afford it this time.

She thanked me for the drink. That made her friendlier. She said no matter what, I must insist that the men use condoms. That bf of hers died of Aids. Some of her friends too. Oops honey, hoped she did not insult me. She was saying that out of her own habits; she's sure I was the one using the condoms.

Her hand reached down to give my groin a squeeze. If she was younger I would be much interested. For now, I don't mind being molested. She needed the bucks more than the fuck, no matter how much she fancied a man. Their law was not to give it away freely. That's the difference between men and women. Men fuck anything anytime, women always need a reason.

Then she looked at me and asked softly why I was not protesting about that condom thing? Good lord, was I a bottom. honey? It's alright to say so then she won't waste her time unless I fancy a strapon.

I said don't she know that men go both ways? It all depends. But tonight I was in that mood, so I'm sorry.

Oh in that case, she can introduce some friends with fantastic services. Playfully, I asked if they do it, who pays who? She laughed, it depends too. Anyway some of those guys she tried and the service was very good.

No thanks. I never had problem getting it free. Oh yeah, she said she knew. She said some men shouldn't give it away free. It's just not right.

Huh? What she meant?

She meant there are men who pay for sex with men and she'll introduce to me but we'll share 30/70. Oh mate, this woman will do anything to turn a buck.

This was going too far. I told her to stop talking nonsense. I asked her why she's talking like that to me? She laughed and said the old gent who I was with? He had ever taken one of her girls. Last weekend, he was asking if she knew me. Put 2 and 2 together, she knew what happened. We can work together if I was just doing it for pocket money. Why give it away free? See how generous some men are? She gets few customers anyway.

I said no way. Unlike those working lads, I picked what I like and not for the money. Don't she hate most of the men she had sex with? Yeah, she hated those dirty smelly men. Sigh but she still loved handsome men too. She said I should understand what she meant. Most gay men are better looking than the jerks she had to service.

See what I mean?

Ok, I was right. This sex business sure stinked. She sure hate putting up her legs to be fucked by these stinky men. Sometimes when she was bored, she would fantasize that she would turn into a man to fuck their sorry asses instead.

What about the strapons? Oh yeah, that was fun. But she hardly ever get any such clients. Surprisingly, one such client was a big boy like me and she fucked him like a whore. It was fantastic sex. That's why she hoped I might like that too.

The conversations dragged on longer but I was getting too buzzed by then to remember most of them now.

open secret
 

This sex thing is getting very bothersome when I am not getting any. When to the cruise grounds and sauna but not finding anyone I like or missing the targets.

Came back and started thinking about MK. Oh mate, he got a body to die for. And the fuckings he gave me was out of this world. Thinking about it got my precum leaking now. Wonder if he's gone to the Middle East and hope he's ok. I need more of him.

Then I think about Eric and felt sad. Thinking of MK suddenly reminded me of something months ago.

Well, we play pools for fun and some little bets. Winning was more of luck because we are all about the same. S and N were playing but somehow N was winning 3 times in a row. He was treating everybody because S was betting double or nothing. When N was winning the 4th game, he was bragging and teasing S about it. Someone was saying S would lose even his mom if he's betting her. S said fuck you to him. It's one of those playful crude fuck everything kind of crude men's behaviour. The place was full of such foul languages even when things were cool.

Then S said fuck your dad. Nobody thought much about that but N lashed out to punch S, shouting you fucking bastard. S got one on his face. He was madder. Yeah, I fucked your dad and you could be the bastard he produced from my baby maker. You should watch me mount his ass like a bitch on his hands and knees. He loved being my bitch so are you too?

Suddenly everybody realised this could be very serious. It took all of us to pull them apart and forced them home. We stayed to make sure they stay away while some were gossiping and explaining what happenned.

I remember writing here about this neighbor living a few doors away. We met at the crusing grounds a few times, he was chatty and quite open about cruising. We never make out though he seemed interested. But he moved out more than 6 years ago. That was common and I never thought about it. N is his eldest kid who stayed because of job and later got married. His parents were divorced long ago.

Only that evening did I heard there's a reason why from these gossips. Apparently, N came home early one evening and found his good friend rogering his dad. Ok so he was not happy about it but they all agreed to keep it their secret. No use fighting about it and letting the whole world know. N wanted them to end the thing S agreed but his dad disagreed.

Now that it became an open secret, his dad was even inviting S over and they were having sex in their bedroom while he's home. N was furious because he was afraid his fiance and family might find out. The kinds of noises his dad made was getting on his nerve. And they said N might had actually seen his dad being screwed a few times. He quarreled with his dad. It's no use. The only way was to get his dad to move out to another place and not let the neighbors see this.

S and N must be really discreet because I never knew about this and few people either. Knowing how indiscreet his dad was at the crusing places, I wasn't really surprised. Glad I was smart enough to stay away from him otherwise ...I shudder to think about it.

Now that was secret no more. Anyway in this bad neighborhood, nothing is considered shocking when you have seen drugs, fights, murders, gangs ...

That happened before MK was rogering me. We men wear almost nothing at home but a boxer shorts when it's hot in summer. I guess the kids nust had seen our cocks when they were playing around while we lay around sometimes with hardons that we don't know. MK said he's seen my cock more than a few times and they giggled about it. We know that but never thought about it. Boys should be comfortable around men's cock. It's part of their growing up.

Only we didn't realised the rare few boys like S and MK more than liked what they saw.

Desperate
 

Alright, I have to apologise here. I've been trying but I still haven't found sex again.

I am feeling strange inside. I am so horny that I thought to go to the sauna and park my ass in an open room and be a public toilet as Snakeboy used to say. That's a nasty thing to say. Heh, now I can understand why they do it.

Went to the cruising places and found mostly the same guys. Sure I could get laid if I just drop my pants but I had to remind myself a lousy fuck is worse than no fuck. Bumped into the S&M couple. One of them was baretop and attracting quite some interest. I thought they'll have no problem getting some fly into their dungeon.

And the jerk with his fuck buddies were there. That greatly spoilt my night because they seem to be watching people closely for some juicy gossips. Fortunately they haven't heard about Eric and me. Or actually Patrick and me.

You see, I was really horny out of my mind. I remembered he was the one who hunted me down initially. There must be something about me that turned him on for sure. And we only had sex once, he couldn't be tired of me so soon. So I looked up the phone book and called the hostel. I asked for Eric of room #### and no such person. Then I thought I call again and asked for Patrick *** since I know his dad's surname. Bingo, that's him but I could only leave a message but I didn't.

It's confirmed that he's my ex-gf's kid. I was not really as down because I was already quite sure but still this confirmation was kind of sad.

Tried calling BC but got transfered to voice machine. Is he screening me out? Wonder if my excuse the last time was really so lame that he's mad at me. But so far he never said so directly. I wonder if I can do anything to get him back like money and sex? Money I don't have. Sex? well I am his used property. I was hoping it won't happen but maybe he already had fresh meat. I thought maybe a 3some with MK and BC using my top and bottomends would be nice. Hell, I am daydreaming again. The likely outcome would be MK and me would be used by BC.

I wouldn't want to lose lose MK when he start exploring his bisexuality. But I know it's no use trying to stop MK. I know he will do it when it's his fate to meet the right man. I was almost that man but he's still holding out for a more dominating top like BC to nail his ass.

Same thing at the saunas. Same folks and plenty of open rooms with bare ass for the taking. Wonder where's Snakeboy? Heard he's got a bf. Likely story but I would give him a few months before he start wandering for other cocks to suck.

Went to the video room but I was not interested to get sucked. Gotta keep my load in case I meet the right guy. Bad things happen again as before. Found a nice guy and was cruising him. Only to see a big guy took him to a room and I could hear him getting pounded to heaven inside. I mean I cruised the wrong guy and totally missed out noticing that big guy. I was jealous and frustrated that the happily getting fucked guy could have been me. I know my frustration showed because this little guy was standing beside me and having his hand inside my towel and up my ass. Had to pull his hand out to leave me alone.

Totally frustrated, went to the dark room to barely see guys get fucked. Got me more horny. Hands were groping and pulled off my towel. Got an ass that tried to push onto my cock but no condom so I pushed him away. Then felt a wet tongue at my ass and when he felt my well lubed ass, he tried to pull me out to get a room. I said no. His tongue worked harder but I was not in the mood and walked out.

He's a chubby middle aged and he began stalking me. I know my lubed ass was telling him I was horny as hell and was already prepared for penetration by the right man. He was hoping to be there when I lowered my resistance. The famous sauna saying, the longer you stay the more desperate you'll get. It's true. He flashed a nice big cock a few times at me. It looked hotter each time I looked. At least it's attached to a live man and better than a dildo. I felt my resistance getting lowered. I went to the steam room and found him fingering a sissy looking guy. My bad timing so I quickly left. He followed leaving the guy.

The only way to shake him off was to shower and leave quickly. I was already quite prepared to be taken by him. I went to the steam room to let him have his chance to make his move. Heh, I don't just drop my towel and bend over for a stranger unless he already dominated me before. I already had the whole drama imagined in my mind. Then seeing him make the same moves on another guy inside made me felt dumb.

Still no sex.

Finding the right man for sex doesn't happen just like that. It happened like some strange stories. My ex-bf, BC, MK and Patrick. I wonder if it will happen soon again.

Of course I've also told about the times when things didn't happen right but I wanted something to happen so I went for it and regretted later. All it got me that time was to be considered cheap and the male easy Suzie. If nothing happened soon, I think I may again be putting out my ass like easy Suzie again. I fucking need a fucking man fucking my fucking ass soon or I'll go fucking nuts soon. Or Ill swear I'll put out for the first man who puts his hand on my bottom.

God, I'm fucking nuts. All these hunting and wondering is wearing out my patience. I need a hard drink to calm down.

Later...

Top A Sissy
 

This time I need sex more than good booze.Went to a few cruising places and still found none. This dry spell is killing me.The more I looked for a top, the harder he's to find.

Usually I don't notice the sissy guys. But this short pretty guy was giving me the eyes. He's pretty for a guy yet not too fem. Looks deliciously fuckable. He looked back and I followed. Deeper and deeper we went into the bushes. When it seemed safe, he stopped and I moved closer. Grabbed his pretty butts and carressed. He smiled. He dropped to his knees and unzipped me. My leaky cock felt good released. He sucked slow and I leaned back to a big tree trunk. Held his head as he swallowed me hard. Slowly he pulled off my pants. I opened my my legs apart. His fingers went for my hole as he sucked. I let him slide in my hot hole. I know I am wet and well lubed. But somehow, I don't mind him knowing that I was lubed for being penetrated. His fem was quite assuring to me. No matter how many men had penetrated me, his fem will still worship my cock and I can penetrated him if I want to.

Snakeboy's fingering was pistoning in and out like finger fucking. But his fingering reminded me of a doc's rectal examination of probing around like a spider and massaging inside. His cock sucking was more tongue and less suction. Before long, we were both naked. Other than moaning, we had not spoke a word. In the moonlight, I made him face the tree while I probed his hot tight hole. Damned, his tight hole made mine seemed loose. Smelled freshed too as I licked it. Also wet and well lubed too. He passed me a condom and rolled it on for me. As he held onto the tree, I pushed my way into him slowly. He was too tight. When in pain, his hand will hold me back. The hot tightness around my cock was great.

Slowly I pushed in and out and picked up the pace. He never seemed to get used to me. After a while, he begged me to stop and he handed me a tube of cheap lub to add. I used my faithful Astroglide instead and it felt much smoother. Again we restarted. This time he was getting better and better. I could almost pick him up by his waist and used him like a toy. I rammed and he shaked like a doll. I slowed down when I realised I could really hurt him. Picked him up to sit on my cock but we could hardly move well together. Went back to him bending over, holding onto the tree while I topped him. As my hand shook his cock I felt his cum wetting it. I withdrew my cock, took off the rubber and rubbing it between his silky smooth butt cheeks. As his butts grabbed my cock, I shot all over his groins.

He grabbed a towel from his bag and we cleaned up the cum and sweat. He laid the towel out and we sat down as he cuddled in my arms like a baby. We made small talk. His hands were all over me and making me hard again. I said if he carry on, I'll need to top him again. But he was till sore. He stopped and tried fingering me again.

I was geting all horny and bothered so I removed his fingers. I don't want that feeling to grow out of control till I'll be putting my legs on his shoulders and begging him to fuck me. I liked the feeling of being top and his submissive eyes made me felt confident that I haven't lost it. He had not once questioned about my ass like a total top would do. His fingering was to give me more pleasures and not to check it out. Being a total bottom, he knew all men feel good in their ass. A total top would not want that feeling and that helped to prevent all men becoming bottoms which would be disastrous. Hence my reaction of liking it but not wanting it was important to him.

We saw another couple nearby who may need the space so we put on our clothes and parted.

No Sex again
 

Sorry, no sex again. I know it happened before and I had written something boring about it.

I had to write this down because I was excited when I thought I saw someone who looked plenty like BC when I looked at "SUK BUDZ WANTED" instantSex ad at the top left of the page. Same sexy face and body and that camera pose reminded me of when he was using his camera phone on me. Can't be him unless he's gone to Tx for business or something. I haven't tried calling him.

Went to the usual cruising places, still the same guys. And they probably think the same about me. That sissy bottom nowhere to be seen. Saw one of that pair of S&M couple alone. Strange, I thought they always played together.

I gave up, if nothing gonna happen then it's no use trying. He approached, I let him sit down beside me. We made small talks about nothings. His bf's out for business. I know they are both tops. It's an unusual pairing that they solved by getting 3rd party bottoms. What if they can't find any?

He laughed mysteriously. They domesticate men, he said. I said I don't know what that meant. Obviously I don't know what S&M means. He doesn't want to tell me because he hoped to domesticate me one day. It'll be fun, he had some pics to prove it.

This one is his favorite. My jaws almost dropped when I saw that pic. That's one of the famous sports guy. The 3 of them were all naked and the sports guy was on all fours, taking it at both ends. I thought this was awful that he would show me this. But he was promising me a 4some if I would like it someday. Now I see why he's showing me that. A tempting bait. But something about the pic makes him not that appealing to me.

Seeing that I showed no interest, he told me to call him anytime and walked off. Wonder how they hooked that sports guy but I guess they'll never tell me.

Taking pics seemed to be useful. Wonder why BC took mine. To setup a 3some? But I am not into orgy. Maybe I'm conservative but I like sex to be very intimate so that I can submit to a top and not worry about being seen as a slut by others. I know it's self-deceiving but we all like to keep things secret.

That reminded me of a story I heard that may not be true. Lots of these stories when guys are making small talks. Apparently, one guy was being fucked at his own home. They carelessly left the door open because his kid was already asleep. But the kid heard the moaning and crying of his dad and thought someone was beating up his dad. So he came to the bedroom and thought he saw someone pounding his dad. Imagine their surprise when the kid was crying and pushing the top off his daddy. They had to bullshit the kid by saying they were playing games. The moral of the story is that being fucked is always considered.... ok I don't know how to say it without seeming to degrade myself.

It's weird how things changed so much. The kind of dirty things said to me during sex were so abusive that when I was younger, I would arrange the guy's face. Nowadays it's only routine. I mean if the guy had already entered you, then fuck you is not abusing you it's what he's doing to you. I wasn't complaining and here I was wanting it. Before I had been fucked by my ex-bf, someone saying fuck me would make me mad. Calling me a bitch in bed was ok, well when you are being mounted while on all fours- that's how a bitch mates with his top dog as Patrick said to me before.

I mean all those swear words are all about a guy being a bottom. If it's describing something that I like, it's weird to consider them to be verbal abuse anymore. Is there anything left that I would not do?

Alright, I had read those other stories on this board. Many of them are really nasty -servicing many men in public bareback. Compared to these, I thought all those fucking I get from MK, BC and Patrick seemed like vanilla sex.
Even submitting to that S&M couple would seem to be not as raunchy. Many had done nastier sex than that right? I know why I am saying all these things. I am trying to justify doing something nasty since I am so horny. And the usual routines didn't work for more than 1 month.

I don't know what nasty thing I should do out of my normal routine just to get fucked.
Yet I don't want to do too much like parking my ass openly in a sauna room. Snakeboy's comments made me think twice. Park my ass in the dark orgy room? No, I like to see the man before taking in his cock.

I don't know what I'll do but it'll be nasty for sure.

Money better than nothing
 

Early evening, did my toilet routine and lubbed my ass well. I'm gonna get it for sure tonight. Instead of my usual cologne, I added a touch of my old lady's perfume down there. You know to neutralize my male scent and bitchize my sex organ. Shaved extra smooth up there and down there too. And pocketed the extra lumpy condoms with my Astroglide. Bottle was almost empty. I've used up a whole bottle lubbing myself each time for nothing for so long.

Went out the door all confident but really got the willies later. I've done dropping my pants routine to get a man before. It's not good. I think I am too nervous. Turned back to look for the bar that I went to before. I needed a couple of shots or I'll never be able to do this.

Walked into the bar and ordered a double that lasted not long. Felt good, maybe I'll get high on booze as usual, forget sex and men. Didn't notice that old gent was sitting beside me already. You know that guy with the big dildo wand.
We made small talk. I hit him for the double and another. He's cool. His name was Bob.

"Thanks Bob, cheers to ya mate"

"Cheers mate. So would you want to make more money and be my honey?"

Well that barmaid hooker was not working tonight. She's right, he was looking for me. Money here now or looking for a good fuck later? I was wondering. And he gave me a figure I could not believe. He must be up to something again.

"You said you can't get it up the last time. Well you're a liar mate."

"Not exactly. I only said that because I was not sure whether I can get it up to fuck a man as beefy as you. I only do the girls you know. Anyway, I was afraid you'll either say no or kill me with your bare hands if I say I want to fuck you."

No surprise, all kinds of lies in this sex thing. The money was too good. Considering my luck for the month, I don't think I'll be any luckier. Is it any nastier to get fucked for money or drop my pants and wait to service a man in the bushes? I'll take the money. There goes days of planning for it. But I better be careful this time.

" If I say OK, No kinky stuff and that hammerdrill on me?"

"Alright, sorry then mate. The girls like it big you know. You know I'm no stud but I had to satisfy them as a man. This usually works."

"Yeah, I know" You're no good as a man until you make the woman cry in bed.

Talking about this stuff in public was embarrassing. But the people who could actually hear us don't even bother. This obviously was a pickup bar. Sex was expected. They might think we were discussing some other hookers. I'll go only when I finished my booze. I'll try to make more small talk to stay longer. Not exactly waiting to jump into bed with Bob.

"So she told me you use her girls. There's plenty of nice independent around, you don't need her."

"Ha ha, yes I do for her specialty mate"

"Oh yeah, specialty in movie stars?" I was teasing him.

"No, pretty and bored housewives."

I know he's a kinky bastard but housewives?

"I like to think I am stealing something from their dumb husbands."

"Why you had to do that for?"

"Nothing. I had too much money and bored. I want sometime that's taboo. You know the poor cuckold fucking her not knowing I was in there too."

"You know there are pros dressing up as school girls, secretaries,housewives. How do you know you got the real thing?"

"That's where I need her service. She goes around talking up to these housewives. And she had to provide photos of the housewife shopping and doing things with her family. I can't do that. Anyway, a hooker will never smell like a simple housewife. You know with hookers you can almost smell the stale men that fucked her. Housewives are clean and sometimes I don't need to use condoms. Clean enough that I can even lick their pussies."

"I know mate, haha"

"Are you one of hers?"

"Definitely not mate"

"Well, you be careful now. Let me show you something."

He took out and showed me some photos. What the blooding hell's going on here! It got photos showing me at home cleaning my yard in my shorts. And me and the old lady shopping at the stores. And taking her to the clinic.

"What the hell do you think you're doing mate? I'll call the cops over this you know."

"Ha ha you can sue her then. I didn't take these photos."

"What's the meaning of this then mate eh?"

"Nothing, you're a good husband and your house needs some repairs."

"Is that what your money's for? I've got plenty too you know mate."

"I know and that's why I am paying so much."

Suddenly I felt afraid when I thought of the photos and BC.

"Aw fuckit, did you take pictures of us the last time? you pervert."

"Hell no way mate. My name is worth much much more than your sexy ass."

Ok, I was relieved and needed a big shot to calm down. This man can be dangerous. But the fear just now began to feel a little exciting.

That's the last of my drink, I suggested we moved on. We got into his big flashy Merc and went to his big house.

While in his car, I asked why he changed from housewives to me.

"No I don't. I'm still seeing them. I thought I might try a husband for a change."

"So why don't you get one from her?"

"Funny you should ask. That night I was getting a housewife from her. This one was late and I don't like waiting. Then I saw you eyeing that man. I said to myself, oh mygod, this man's cheating on his wife with another man! And I thought cheating housewives are taboo? What a world of fun this is. I was looking at her photos and her husband is as big as you. He'll probably kill her with his bare hands if he knew. Ha ha. I thought that's no good, he should cheat on her for revenge. Better still, cheat with another man. Better still be the wife to another man. That will surely be the ulimate revenge.
When the man you're eyeing left. I thought you'll leave leave too. But you didn't and you were counting your money before you even ordered another drink. Suddenly I smelled something. No, the ultimate is when he's the wife to another man and was paid like those stupid housewives. And by an old man old enough to be his daddy. The more I thought the crazier it got and I felt more horny each time. I was right. wasn't I? You took the money and I nailed your ass good. Oh brother, your sweet ass was hotter and tighter than I thought."

Is that a compliment? No comments from me. What to say?

"and to think you looked so masculine. Ha ha."

???

"oh man, can you take a good fuck. Like your deep voice moaning."

I moaned deep in embarrassment.

"Oh fuck mate, you're teasing me aren't you?"

Oops

"Oh my god. I can't wait anymore."

Suddenly, he swung his car into a side road.
And stopped.

"Off your pants right now boy!"

I quickly dropped my pants to my knees and off.

I was surprised when suddenly the car seat went down electrically. Never could afford such fancy cars.

"Turn around boy"

I turned on the seat. The seat was big but I still find it hard to fit me. Without warning, he was already on top of me and penetrated and humping away at my hole. He pulled up my shirt and grabbed my tits. No condom, what the fuck.

"Ooo boy, you are already all wet for daddy. Like your hot ass ......hhhhhh"

He pinched my tits real hard. I groaned in pain. Not going to scream out in pain and let him have the fun.

"Yeah, you bitch. Liked it don't you?"

"Awww, comeon Bob, this is dangerous."

"Yeah I know but ahhh..."

Suddenly a car went by and he froze.

Sorry just finished my drink. This old guy really tired me out..... later ok

I did not even notice that
 

INMA2, I did not even notice anybody read this thread as you said. I thought most will skip over this crap disgusted. Yeah I know it's nasty so I don't make a big deal over it.

billbear, thanks for the kind words. I only post for sorting out my thoughts. Real men are easy to find but most of them are jerks like myself anyway.

I got to write before I get buzzed and forget everything like these few days. The money was too damn sweet, I am a popular guy again for not knocking off drinks.

Maybe I am drunkard but no more than most in this neighborhood. We are seldom drunk enough to cause troubles to others than ourselves. It's already in our genes as we all said. 99% of the time we can walk perfectly straight then suddenly one lousy time, we are knocked down by a couple of drinks for no reason. We look out for each other for this reason.

Enough for being a jerk. The old guy freezed because he's on top and I was faceless below. It's his face that people saw not mine so he realised he was being stupid.

I don't really like being fucked raw but for a guy who only bump housewives, he got to be ok right? Anyway, his very expensive, soft leather seat on my cock felt warm like human skin and I liked it. I was soaking it with my pre-cum and don't blame me, he did it himself. Some guys treat their cars better than the wife and hate stains on their seats.

He got off me as soon as the car passed but told me to keep my pants off. I told him about his cum stained leather seat. He said the car grooming guy will take care of that. I said wouldn't he worry about the cum being noticed? He said for an old guy, that cum was a sign of good virility that he don't mind to be noticed. Nobody knows it's not his anyway and would think he's doing a chick in there.

As soon as we got to his place and into his door, I was on my four in front of his hall mirror and he mounted me again because he can't wait. I hurriedly looked through my pants to find the condom. Got one out and turned around to grab his cock and put it on for him whether he liked it or not. Applied the lub too. His cock was still jumping hot. Like it or not, I am still much stronger than him and can easily manhandle him.

After that rude manhandling, his horniness faded. When I turned around to face the mirror, he remounted me. He told me to crawl to the bedroom with him still in me. I got tired of crawling after a bit and grabbing him to stay on my back, I got up to walk to the bedroom.

That's twice for me not behaving womanly
and manhandling him instead. I don't think he liked it. Too bad, he can't do anything about it. He can't expect a man to behave like the housewife, it's not possible. Which housewife has muscles like me so he better get used to it. I could snap him like a stick if I want to.

In the bed, I was waiting for him to get it over with me. He didn't want doggie, he wanted me on my back and my legs wide open so he could almost kiss me while fucking me.

Then he did his specialty trick again. He said he'll normally get the housewife to call her husband and kids while he's fucking her , he'll hear them over the speakerphone. The clueless husband will not know his private property was being fucked while they talked about family matters. So he told me to call my wife. I said no way. I guess by now he knew I am hard to control.

Call my girlfriend? No girlfriend. Call my boyfriend? No boyfriend. Fucking call my friends at the bar then else no pay. No wonder hookers get paid upfront.

So I called up the bar to tell the guys I'm busy and not coming. Before I could hang up, one of them had to grab the phone to talk about the shelf I haven't done for him. He got the materials piling up at home.

Then I felt a sharp pain up my ass. The old guy had a big dildo up my ass. My friend heard my pain and asked if I nailed my fingers. I said no. Just splinters. I knew he did it on purpose. I wanted to hang up but he told me to go on.

The dildo had a long handle and he was pushing it in and out fast. I had to stop him because it was painful.

I was breathing hard, my friend was laughing and asked if I was fooling around with a woman. Before I said anything, the old guy pinched my nipples hard. I growled in pain. Again it was all on purpose, this pervert gets his kicks from these naughty things to embarrass the housewives. And he enjoyed hearing the stupid excuses they had to make fast.

My friend was telling the others I was having sex. I told him not to kid around, I was just rubbing my sore thumb because of a big splinter.

I quickly hanged up. The old guy was laughing like crazy.

"Yeah, this is such a big splinter!" he pull out the dildo and waved it at me.

"Fuck you man"

He stuck it in and I moaned in pain.

"Big fucking splinter must be painful huh boy? would you prefer daddy's gentle cock boy?"

I nodded. Anymore of that and I'll kick his ass for sure. He was absolutely turned on by his tricks and he was pounding me like mad. His hands was over my pecs playing like boobs play. Well I was jerking myself to cum as quick as I can, hoping it will all end quickly as before.

Then he picked up the phone again. I said no way would I call my friends again, you sick pervert. He said this time he'll call if I don't. I said I'll kick his ass if he did.

He made the call. I quickly got off the bed. He said wait up. He turned on the speakers.

Someone picked up the phone. I was terrified. But it was a woman. He told the woman that someone threatened to kick his ass. If anything happened to him, to call the police. I said I was only saying it because he wanted to call my friends.

That woman sounded like that waitress at the bar. He laughed and said she's his safety watchdog. Now I understand why he needed her service.

The waitress asked to speak to her girl.

"Ummm... he's not one of your girls, MadamX"

"He? Which he?"

"The one I asked you to get last week remember?"

"ohh, he... why you old fox. Trying to get away from my commissions aren't you. Told you these men are rough trade didn't I? "

"Your girls are getting too domesticated. I like to ride a bull for a change."

"Why don't you let me talk to him for you?"

"C*** you there?"

"Yeah I am" I replied.

"See C*** I know he's kind of a pervert but I told you before he's harmless. He pays you well and he never failed. So you just got to do what he wants. That's what you get paid for. I'll be watching you."

"okay." I am not in mood to talk to her.

"Well get back on the bed and keep those legs up you hunky bull." He wanted me back.

"Hey you guys, I'm still here. You have fun now."

"Wait a moment MadamX. In case he's not doing as he promised."

What the fuck does he want? I wondered. Oh no, he's picking up the dildo again. I said no fucking way.

"See MadamX, such a small thing and he's not doing it" Bob complained to her.

"It's no fucking small thing, it's a huge dildo." I was not going to get it up into me again.

"Look C***, we all like it big don't we. Don't tell me you cannot take it in." MadamX chipped in.

"No way mate." I am no push over.

"Ok, I am not paying. MadamX, you be the witness."

I said no fucking way after what he's done to me.

"Look you guys, maybe we can compromise huh? Why do you need to use that big thing anyway, Bob?"

"Well, I just like to give him pleasures and make him cum. He's always jerking himself hard. I feel cheated."

"Hey C*** you don't pleasure yourself when you get paid. Pay attention to him and pleasure him. It's only fair you know."

"Alright but I thought he wanted to see me cum." I lied a little. It's hard to cum without jerking off.

"Look you just have to let him make you cum. No cheating allowed. Oh Bob can make you cum alright. If he wanted to. Hey Bob, remember what I taught you about the G-spot? Men have that too. It's that prostate just behind his balls. You use your fingers and you'll feel it."

Bob stuck his finger into me. I felt him reaching my sweet spot. I told him yeah.

"Bob, seemed like your getting it there. Just rub it like you would with a girl. They said your the best." Even I can tell she's flattering him.

"ok if you guys don't mind I'll stick around to advise?"

I said I fucking mind when I realised that it's all about me being fucked. Not some BBQ recipes here.

"Look C***, I've seen all kinds of men. Don't be shy about me. I've fucked big maculine men with strap-ons you won't believe. Men who want it but afraid of other men. What's wrong with a little kinkiness ? You still like girls right?"

"Yeah but not like this."

"Don't worry. I've done 3some with my bf and johns and see him get fucked. He liked it and we still have sex. I don't see him any less of a man and he certainly don't fuck any lesser."

Anyway, Bob was getting better with his fingers. I moaned a little.

"Bravo, Bob I can hear you are doing it right. Now C***, when Bob gets you close, make lots of noise to let him know. He's not a mind reader. Bob, keep up and don't forget the nipples play too. When he gets close, you can use your cock to finish him together."

Something about this kinkiness made me feeling hot. I felt my cum getting close as he rubbed and pinched me. I moaned and groaned.

"Now Bob. He ready. Fuck him now, he's almost there."

Bob was already in me without being told. He don't fuck hard but there's slapping sounds.

"Right Bob, keep steady and aim for the spot"

"I am close to cumming," Bob was breathing loud.

I thought of MK, MC and Patrick together in orgy with me. I felt close and screamed out for them to fuck me hard.

As I cummed and gripped his cock. Bob watched my cum shooting out to my face. "Oh ... can this boy shoot like a geyser. Then he screamed he's cumming too.

"Clap, clap, clap, bravo boys," MadamX was clapping.

"You don't need me now. I'll leave you love birds to enjoy your honeymoon."

Bob and me were embraced together with my cum sticking us together. Lots of heavy breathing.

When we recovered, I thought it's over and he moved. He raised my legs and I asked what he wanted?

He picked up the dildo again.

"Hell fuck, you already fucked me good. You don't need that anymore."

"I don't need that but you do boy. I don't like you being disobedient. Nobody ever did that to me. This is not sex, this is punishment. I know it's painful. You must certainly have done things more painful and take it like a man. So being painful is not excuse, only you are trying to be disobedient. Show me that you take it like a man because I want you to."

Having being fucked by him, I went into submissive mode. I nodded and moaned. He lubbed up the dildo, I opened my legs wide and hold my butt cheeks wide apart. Trying to look as womanly as I can.

One hard push and he was in all the way to the stop handle. It was still painful because his cock didn't open me up wide enough. I moaned and screamed in pain, mostly acting.

He gave a few quick strokes and then pulled out.

"That's enough punishment for you boy. I don't want to get you too loose for my future enjoyment."

I took his hand and pushed it against my butt. Told him I like him to fuck me. ( I lied) I just want him to think taking good care of me will get him my obedience somehow.

He said I was acting like a bitch. As he fingered my ass, he watched my hard cock leaking precum again.

" Ooooh boy, you sure can get fucked well."

"Yeah, I want you to take me again, daddy."

"Hmmm sorry I'm busted. Here, crawl over to my chest and I'll show you how I get the girls happy."

I crawled to his chest with butt near his face. He slapped my butt hard and told me to reverse because he don't want to stare at my butt. So my cock faced him as he fingered my sweet spot. I know I still have plenty of cum because of all the storing up because of no sex. He told me to fuck myself on his fingers. Each time I sat down, his fingers wiggered and hit my spot. I speed up and soon was leaking on his chest. I jerked my cock and he slapped my hand. I took his hand to jerk for me as I was almost close. I moaned and screamed as I shot another load on his face.

I quickly wiped clean his face and he was pleased that I serviced him instead of worrying about myself.

I thought finally the sex was over. But he wanted me to stay awhile in bed with him though I had to go home. It was still early.

As usual he doesn't just want to cuddle and sleep. I had to lie on my tummy with my arms and legs open wide. He inserted his submission tool of his didlo caringly into me. Then he lay on top of me on his tummy. he said that made me look like a shot wild animal. Instead of an orange in my mouth, I got a dildo in my other end. What the fuck.

We slept for almost an hour and I got my money. Still surprised it was so much.

Do I scare people?
 

I know I always do stupid things and ended up getting into all kinds of troubles. In school, at home, at work, with my dad, always troubles. But I really have no idea why things happened. My dad used to say because I was a dumb ox amounting to nothing as usual. I ate his food and produce meat like cattle but no brains. So me and my gang used to bully the kids that we don't like. I scare them easy with my huge size.

I did a stupid thing again and honest to god, I am afraid of people who are smart. Because they seem to know things I don't know.

Last night near midnight, I was feeling good after good drinking bouts with my pals. Sweet money from Bob never ran out. I thought I'll check out the nearby cruising ground before going home. I know I'm not cleaned out down there so I'm looking to fuck a bottom and not to get fucked.

I was walking and there's a car stopping. I looked in and what the hell, it was Patrick. He waved to me to get into his car. I waved back no. My heart was beating fast. He looked great in that preppy college clothes. But I hoped we don't carry on anymore because her mom was my ex-gf.

I looked again and he was unzipping and pulling out his cock. My half drunk brain was feeling weak. Wow he really liked me a lot.

I got in beside him and he squeezed my ass. Before I said no, he was speeding to a motel. I said we should not be doing this anymore but he seemed not to hear me.

He already had the room key and we went in quickly. Inside he grabbed me and gave me a kiss. Wow. He was pulling me to the bed and I was weakening. On the bed I told him I was too old for him. He just pushed me down on my stomach and I told him I stink down there. He stripped me down and himself and dragged me to the showers. With his expert hands and the unscrewed showerhead he gave me a quick enema.

Towelled me clean and dragged me back to bed. I was really excited that this kid wanted me so much like he haven't had sex for weeks. I submitted to his pushing and dragging me around.

Back on the bed, he turned me over on my back and spread out my hands. Before I knew it, he had used those plastic supermarket straps to tie me to the 2 top corners of the bed. Suddenly I woke from my dreamy enjoyment of letting him dominate me. Fuck, when did he get to be so kinky?

I told him to let me go. He smiled and got my legs tied up too. I was naked and spread eagled. He had already set these things up beforehand. Kinky little fucker.

He waved one finger at me. Slowly he inserted that into me. I gasped and smiled. He sure knew how to make me happy.

"Like that a lot don't you bitch?"

"Yeah, you know I like that mate"

"What about this?" He sat on my chest and waved his cock. Pink, straight and smelling beautiful.

"I'll die for it"

"Is that why you called me 4 weeks ago?"

"Huh? What do you mean?" I was surprised.

He told me the date and time. Fuck, I did not leave a message how did he know?

"I didn't mate. I don't even know your name," I lied.

"Damn right you don't know. That's why you asked for Eric and a husky middle aged voice? You're the only person I lied to that my name is Eric. That's gotta be you for sure you dumb bitch"

What the fuck, how the hell was he so clever.

"Alright mate, sorry I lied. I was only checking if you've plans that night, you know," I tried to smile sexily.

"Is that so? What made you think I would? I told you I've got a gf. You're just a bitch that I fucked because I was horny. I don't appreciate being tracked."

"Sorry mate. My mistake. Is that why you are fucking me tonight?" I smiled. At least that call was getting me a good fuck tonight. Dumb luck I guess.

"Yes you dumbfuck. If you are lucky. But you pissed me off when you called again later using my real name. How the hell did you know my real name?"

What? What? What again? Fucked again. How did he know about the 2nd call and I knew his name? Do I admit or lie? Better lie or else he'll know about me and his mom.

"I asked one of your friends"

"Which friend?"

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Stupid lie.

"Fuck you mate, why you worry I know your name? I just know ok"

"You broke the rule, that's why. No stalking after one night stand, remember?"

"What's the big deal mate? Look, I'm sorry is that enough"

"The big deal is that you are old enough to be my dad. You scare me. What's on that dirty mind of yours?"

"Nothing, really nothing just sex. I'm sorry I like you to fuck me ok?"

"Not till you tell me how you got my full name. I never thought you could. You surprised me. That scares me."

"Aw mate, either fuck me or let me go ok. Why the fuck you tie me up for then?" I was getting giddy and afraid.

"I know you're lying. Tell me the truth or I'll beat you up"

Sure beat me up, big fucking deal. I've fought so many fights, taking a punch is easy.

"Ooohh I'm afraid of being beaten by a college boy," I teased him back.

"Ha ha, I knew you don't hurt easy. I know how to hurt you where you hurt most."

He took out a bottle of stuff from the drawer. When he opened it, I smelled strong chemical smell. what the fuck? I watched him in fear.

With a condom finger, he applied some on my ass. Ouchhhh it stinged and hot.

"You know your ass has very sensitive skin? This will give you a biting sting."

"What the fuck, you call yourself a doctor?"

"Not yet a doctor, but enough to know if I applied this on my condom and give you a good fuck, you will be sore for months and will not enjoy anymore fucking down there."

"I'll report you to the police, you jerk"

"Yeah and explain how you got that ass burn?"

Fuck, are all doctors as jerk as that brother-in-law?

"Alright, alright you win."

"Win what? How did you know my name? Tell me."

"I just know ok"

One more drop and his finger burned inside me.

Those plastic things tying me were too strong to break.

This is getting ridiculous. I can't believe he's so panaroid over such a minor thing.

"This is silly Patrick. If I tell you, you will laugh. I am not a bad guy."

"You look like a nasty guy who'll beat someone up for just looking."

He's putting drops on his condom cock. And rubbed my hole. The sting was bad. Ouchhh. Can I take the sting? I was giddy and closed my eyes. Is this my punishment for fooling around with my ex-gf's kid?

Nothing went in?

I opened my eyes and looked. Seemed like he changed his mind. Maybe he's afraid afterall. Sheesh.

He's looking at me and wondering what to do next. Maybe he had thought I'll talk before he had to do it to me.

I was giddy. I don't know what to say.

Suddenly, he said ouchhhh and jumped. He pulled off the condom and rushed to the toliet. When he got back, I realised the stuff must have dripped onto his balls or something and stinged him.

I laughed my ass off and my whole body shaked and strained my muscles. He said I looked damn sexy and he wanted to fuck me good.

I said,"forget about all that silliness and fuck me please."

He laughed and said those guys at the cruising grounds should see me begging to get fucked now.

"Yeah that's right. I could call them to come over right now and watch you getting fucked by a kid. And that S&M couple? I just saw them tonight. We can all enjoy fucking you good tonight."

I was shocked. He's bluffing again right? No, he's making the call and already talking to WS!

"Hey, you guys want to see a good fuck show? Who? Oh someone you know and fucked before. Will call you back when I get it going ok?"

Another call.
"Yo mate. I got a nice good piece of meat. You interested?..."

I begged him to stop. He stopped the call and looked at me.

"Well, I got you this time mate. Haven't I? So tell me or else I'll call them now"

"Okay,ok, I just happen to know your parents."

"No way, I've never seen you before."

"Ok, we are not close but they are from this part too. You know that?"

"So you know them? Holy shit, why the secrecy?"

"Eerrrmmm... you know..."

"Ohhh I see now," he's laughing and fingering my sore ass. "because I've been inside your secret hole...."

"Let's see," he's putting on a condom and and applying lub on it and my ass. "You don't want my folks to see me doing this," as he slowly pushed his cock into me.

"But you liked me to do this to you," as he slammed into me.

"Fuck Patrick. Take it easy. I am sore and haven't been fucked for a long time."

"And how should I call you?" he reached over to my pants and took out my wallet. Looked at my driving licence and family photos. Shit.

"Now it's only fair, I know your name and address too. I'll ask my folks about you for sure. Your kids looked as old as me, you dirty old man. Uncle C...? You like being fucked uncle C...? See it's no big deal getting fucked for sure. Why are you so secretive, I wonder," a few hard slams to
my sweet spot. I gasped in feeling good.

"Don't worry. I won't tell them I was fucking you for sure. Or Do you?"

I was already too much enjoying his fucking to care. He reached into the drawer and used scissors to cut off the plastic ties. He was only doing it to raise my legs to his shoulders for a better fuck. I was totally his as he pushed harder my legs went further to my ears. He rammed and rammed into me as I rolled into a ball.

He unrolled me and turned me on my stomach. I pushed up my butt, he slammed down deep into me. Slam and slamm.. loud noises...

He got his hands under me to get my cock. He pulled up my stomach and I was on all fours. He remounted me and handled my cock as he fucked my ass. Hitting my sweet spot each time. I was dripping like a dog in heat. And moaning like a slut. I was in fuck heaven...

Then as I was enjoying it, he picked up the phone. I thought he's going to call those guys. I wanted to protest. He got one hand around my mouth and forced my head up. He slapped my ass to get me to keep still.

"I want the guys to come and watch you getting fucked. You want to stop me huh? Try it you bitch."

"Can I? Say yes or no."

Oh my god, he rammed till I said yes. I can't help myself now. I can get gang raped even if I have to. My brain was totally in submission mood now. I can only feel his cock ramming into me and want nothing else to happen.

He made the call. I waited and enjoyed his fucking. Then he said "mom" on the phone! What the fuck. I froze when I heard that! I felt sick to my stomach. He froze too.

The usual hello and how are you talks. Then
he asked her if she knew my name. I gather that she told him we were school mates. He laughed and slammed into me. Was I the big guy as big as a bull? and probably a bully in school?

She confirmed. She must have asked him why because he said he just met me and was talking to me and happened to bring that up. Would she like to talk to me?

He handed me the phone. I was stunned and shaking. She said hi, I said hi. She asked about my family and the neighbors and I told her some. Then she said her kid was a nice boy and should call me uncle C... or I could scold him for her. He was pressing to hear our conversations and laughing. She told him to be respectful to uncle C... and not laugh like that.

When we hanged up, I was almost like crying. It was most humiliating in my life. He saw my reaction and was surprised.

"Sorry uncle C... I went too far didn't I? If it makes you feel so bad, I'll stop fucking you ok?"

He lowered my legs and pulled out his cock, removed the condom as I raised my arm to cover my watery eyes. I felt the cold air where his cock had left.

I wanted it back in, yet I wanted it out. We were silent and naked. He held me in his arms. He took a blanket and covered my nakedness. He asked me if I want to go home? I nodded. He gathered my clothes and put them beside me.

I uncovered my eyes and pushed off the blanket to put on my clothes. He grabbed my legs up and put on my underwear. As he pushed it down my legs, I wiggled my ass and was realizing my hole was right before him. I thought I was pulling the underwear down then unconciously, my hands went lower to my butts and I pulled my ass cheeks apart.

He stopped the underwear pushing.

"EErmmm uncle C..., are you doing what I think you are doing?"

Then I realised what I was doing. What the fuck was I doing, shame on me. I covered my eyes with my arm again.

He was confused. I was confused. Again we froze with my legs up in the air. I felt the emptiness in my wet hole and squeezed it close. He said was my hole winking at him?

That broke the awkwardness and I started laughing. He laughed too because that's what he saw in honesty. His finger lightly brushed my hole. I winked down there again and lowered my legs over my ears. Underwear still stuck up my legs.

This time his finger went in. And twisted and fingered my sweet spot. I gasped loud.

The I felt his cock head at my hole. He pushed and it went in. Without condom!! I removed my arm from my eyes and looked surprised at him.

"Patrick, use the condom!"

"Hah ha, finally I got you to say something. I used the 2 condoms that I have. You have anymore uncle C...?"

Damned, I was not carrying any because I was not prepared to be fucked tonight.

Can he reuse the condoms? He said one was soiled, the other had the chemical. The one soiled would be as good as being fucking raw, the chemical one was sterilised by the chemical but the chemical may still stink my ass.

My ass was also sterilised by the chemical so maybe he could fuck me raw and withdraw before ejeculating. I said we should use the chemical stained condom because it's till clean. He can wipe off the chemical and the sting would not be bad. I can take it.

He said now that he's calling me uncle C..., he's not sure how to fuck me and being respectful like his mom said. I had taught him to talk dirty and he like that a lot. He'll try not to talk dirty now.

He slided his cock into me again. It stinged bad. I had to stop him awhile. He applied more lub to dilute the burning sting. As he entered again, the sting was ok I let him ram it deep into me.

I was still hungry for his cock. I moaned out loud. He grunted. We both breathed hard for the hard fucking to begin. He pressed my legs down and resumed slamming hard into me. I felt good, very good, I wanted more.

He was breathing hard and looking into my eyes. I rolled my eyes as we shook together. He pulled up my legs and unrolled me as he slammed more. He parted my legs almost into a straight line and slammed. He released holding my legs and my legs waved wildly in the air as he pounded in and out of me.

I put his free hands on my pecs. He pinched and tit played me like a woman. Forget about respect.

I tried to hold my wildly swinging legs stable. His fucking felt so good. I had to talk dirty.

"yeah, fuck me Pat, fuck your uncle C... You can call me a bitch, call me a cunt... man,, you fucked me soooo goooodd aahhhh Usee me like a whore."

"Yeah uncle whore. what a cunt you've good, tight and sweet and hot. I'm going to squeeze milky from your tits..."

"Com'on, turn over and let me fuck you like a bitch."

"Yahhh, make me your bitch..." I flipped over. Head down and ass up. He inserted his maleness into my femaleness. He pounded my ass down and I pushed back up . Loud banging sounds. Someone passing by heard us and was trying to peep through the curtains. I saw his shadow on the window. I waved at him to go away. He stayed. Fuck, we got a motel peeping tom and he's not going away.

Pat pounded me again and again. We were talking dirty. The shadow was shaking outside, must be jerking himself.

Again, Pat pulled me up by my stomach and jerked my cock. He mounted me and again his hand on my mouth. I know his routine by now. I breathed through his fingers and let him pull back and push up my head.

I started to feel stinging burn in my ass. I told him he's bruising my ass and the chemical was getting to the raw tears. He couldn't stop and I couldn't also. The pain and pleasures were good and bad. He said he'll finish quick for me. I told him I was enjoying it, never mind me.

His other hand pinched my tits hard. My cock swing freely and juices dripped around. The guy outside was calling," roll him over, roll him over"

Pat rolled me over and pressed my legs far apart into a line. He pounded faster and faster. His hands were torturing my tits. I was close. I told him and he pounded harder and hit my sweet spot again and again.

I shouted " fuck me, fuck me...fuck me" repeatedly and repeatedly. Then I shot and shot onto him, onto me...

He shot inside me as I felt his cock spasm again and again. Then he collapsed over me. We were covered in sweat and cum. We embraced together for awhile.

Suddenly I realised there's someone in the room with us. I looked up in surprise. The kid smiled. He's even younger than Pat!

"What the fuck! What are you doing kid?"

Pat turned around. He said,"relax, he's my safety watcher."

"What safety watcher?"

"Well, after what happened tonight, you should know I was prepared just in case you attack me when things go wrong. He's here to look out for me if anything should happen."

"Who the fuck is he then?"

"He's my room mate. We share secrets together. Say hi to Tom, uncle C..."

Tom was naked and with a big hardon!

"Hi uncle C..." Tom said hello and was rubbing my ass.

Pat said," sorry uncle C... I promised him this to get him to be my safety watcher."

Before I could get up, Tom was on top of me and mounted my ass!

I got up and pulled this horny kid off me.

"Com'on you kids. Don't you kids have college girls you rather play with and leave this old guy alone."

"Aw uncle C..., be a good sports mate. Watching you guys having sex I am horny to pop my load now"

"And don't any sex education taught you kids to use condom?" He mounted me raw.

"Don't worry, I got one" Tom took one from his pocket. "Sorry for not offering when you guys needed one because I've only one."

He rolled it on his twitching cock.

"Look I am sore already. Pat had me good down there."

I raised my legs wide to show him my raw ass.

He didn't even bother to look and grabbed my legs to penetrate me.

"Ouch, stop that"

"I won't take long, I promise."

He was in me like a jackrabbit. Pat just kept quiet beside us letting us sort things out. He got his fun and was in his down mood.

I tried but he felt good fucking me after the pain was bearable. Oh my god, I hope he won't complain I was a sloppy second.

He talked dirty and told me to roll over so he'll fuck me like a bitch. I rolled over on all fours. He pushed my head down. Instead of mounting me, he was pulling my ass cheeks apart and fingering me. I told him to stop playing with my ass and get going fucking me.

He mounted me and I felt his different fucking style. His hands were under me either squeezing my pecs or jerking my cock. No hand over my mouth.

He's talking dirty and wanting me to talk dirty with him.

"Say you like it bitch."

"Yaah I like it."

"Was I fucking good uncle C..?"

"Yessss, good. Fuck uncle C... good"

..... who taught them such dirty talks...

Finally he pulled out and rubbed his cock all over my face. Pressing it over my nose, he shot cum all over my face and hair. Rubbing some into my mouth,

Before I knew it, Pat was fingering my ass and Tom was jerking my cock. Then Tom added his 2 fingers into my hole and they forced my legs wide open. I was manhandled all over. I shouted "fuck me, fuck me, fuck me" repeatedly. Then I shot the cum loads I had stored for weeks.

We collapsed and went to sleep together and sticky.

When I woke up, they were hard again. I had to service them again and again. They said I have 2 holes to service 2 men. Sigh... long night...

Pat being the senior took my asshole. Tom liked my other hole down my throat. I got manhandled by 2 kids who pushed and pulled me around their hungry cocks. Where's the respect when I gasped from the good fuck, they laughed and hi-5 each other. One will force my legs wider and watch the other fuck into me. It's a game of who can fuck the bitch better.

Then I realised this is what I was wanting for weeks and weeks of nothing sex. This is the flood that usually happened after the dry spell. This time it's too much, I got double what I expected.

And all because of one or two stupid mistakes. They were wearing me down, yet I wanted more. There's no hope of respect anymore. With one cock in each end, I was double bitched by them kids. Next they already started slapping my butts like I was a school boy. As we got wilder in sex, they abused me more. All I could do was shout"fuck uncle C... boys..."

"Fuck me good. Fuck me more. Fuck me like a whore."

Sex was a frenzy, was stinging good, was abusive, was me being a bitch to 2 kids. They said I deserved to be fucked because I was too masculine and looked like a bully.

They drained their cums twice over me and I was dripping with everybody's cum. Even at the bathroom, they'll playfully bend me over to give me sneak raw fucks of 1 or 2 strokes. Just to keep me happy they said.

When we returned to the room, the bed was all messed up and too sticky for resting. Otherwise, they'll stay and I'll be servicing them through the night. Frankly by now I was badly sore down there. Yet I don't mind more fucks. They thought of bringing me back to the dorm for more fun till dawn. But after 3 cum shots, they decided not to be greedy. So we dressed and they drove me home. I slept throught most of the next day. All exhausted till now when I could sleep no more I had to get up and do something.
Pat was right, my ass now stinged so bad I could barely sit down. At least it's clean and won't get infected like the last time.

Hurts So Good
 

Went to work today feeling like a new man. The good hard fuck released something toxic inside me or what? Someone said I looked like the cat who just swallowed a canary. I had that mysteriously happy look - hate it when people always translate things for me.

My sore ass felt good when I sit down. I can almost feel the cocks still fucking me. Then I remembered the smell of Tom when his cock rubbed and eject cum right on my face and release a kind of fresh smell. Some got into my nose too. The whole day I was recalling and feeling good.

Just finished showering. In the mirror, I looked like a bruised fruit. Red marks on my chest, some on my back, plenty on my butt and my hole was puffy red. Didn't realised they manhandled me so rough. These boys liked playing rough sports. When they go wild, they just punch and grunt. That can never happen with a woman because they want tenderness. I guess I was a good fuck because I can take their roughness. Very different from their gfs. Fingered my sore ass and it felt good. I thought if you rub one part of the skin really hard for 3 hours, it will really turn sore and the skin will fall off. How did my ass survive more 3 hours of hard pounding last night and survive with only a good sore? Any other body part would surely be injured bad.

This is the type of good fuck I dreamed about. They said it's fair because adding their ages together was less than mine. Only hope JY don't find out. She always considered me with such respect. That's why I used to think I may have my chance with her before.

No sex on Cold nights
 

I thought I would be sore for a week at least after that good hard fuck. No, the sore went away in just 2 days. Either I am getting used to it or the thing they applied to my ass is helping. It sure smelled like Bengay though?

When the sore went off, I started feeling I want more fuck. Thought I'll call them up but... I think begging for it will only turn them off.

Started thinking of the other guys. I heard MK is coming back soon but... will he still want it with me?

Thought I'll call BC but.... after all the brush off, don't want to lose the last hope. In fact with money in my pocket, I thought I'll be able to afford to visit his favorite bar. Dressed to my best and went by that place then I realised if he saw me he'll think I'm stalking him? Will I scare him too? Gave up and went home.

The weather is cold, the outdoor cruising places are quite empty. Don't quite want to go to the saunas. Only thing left to do was to booze with friends I know.

Got piss drunk for days then felt need to dry out. It's the weekend and there's family and neighbor matters to attend. More booze around.

Come Monday and suddenly I felt so horny I could burst. It's 2 weeks since that good fuck. No luck. Looks like I had to try the sauna. Monday was so quiet. Still some guys around as desperate as me. Stayed at the video room and watching men fucking. Got bored and looked around and realised almost everybody was at the video room. Went back and saw 3 of them having sex while 5 watched. I leaned by the wall and watched too. They're sucking and jacking. I was hoping to see some anal action.

Then a lean guy moved closer to me. I knew what he wanted. He started to carress my back as he stood behind me. I let him. He went further down and I did nothing. Then his hand went under and on my butt. Carressing. It felt good. I knew he'll want more. Slowly his finger slid down my crack and waited at the entrance. My well lub hole already told him I was well prepared to be taken. I guess he's still afraid of something. I pushed my butt cheeks open and close. He felt it. Slowly, his finger went in. I gasped, Only one finger and it felt so good?

He pumped slowly and I widened my legs. My round butt was getting flashed and seen by the others. One chubby guy immediately slid onto the floor and looked up into my towel. The lean guy was disgusted for being interrupted. He stopped. I was expecting him to pull me out to take me in one of those rooms. He didn't.

The chubby guy got the hint and got up to wait behind him. The finger went in again. Funny thing was I thought the other men would be busy watching the naked 3some to notice us but it seemed they were all watching us instead. 2 new arrivals came in saw what's happening and sat close to us.

I felt my towel loosening and held it up. His hand tried to pull it from me. Now I knew what he really wanted. He wanted to fuck me here for all to watch. No wonder, the others were waiting for a more exciting fuck show. I was pissed off and wrapped my towel tight. Moved off and left him standing there.

He followed, I left the room. Immediately 3 of them followed me. I went to the dry sauna, they all sat around me. I went to the wet sauna, they followed. I was being stalked like a deer ready for slaughter. From what's happening, they knew my ass was available. When I realised what they knew and got really pissed with myself. Only way to shake them off was to get into a toilet and wait. After 10 minutes or so, I came out. Nobody around.

Went back to the dark room and saw nobody. Went to the video room and now the lean guy was doing the same nasty to the chubby guy. I smiled in relief and sat at the corner to watch both shows. The 3some still not doing anal. The chubby guy let his towel dropped. The lean guy's finger pumped his ass.

I saw a young guy sat near me. Nice kid, I wouldn't mind him taking my ass this time. He smiled at me and I smiled back. But after some waiting, nothing happened except the 3some getting louder. The chubby guy was trying to pull the lean guy's towel off. He resisted. Everybody was waiting and wondering why.

I was wondering why the kid was not making the move. I wonder if I should make the move. Then the lean guy let his towel drop and his cock was only half hard. The chubby guy immediately knelt before him and sucked his cock. He sure know to to do his part well.

I made the first move. I loosened my towel and opened the front part. My cock was only visible to him. He looked, smiled and moved closer. His hand grabbed my hard cock. I grabbed his hard cock. We jerked and then we stopped. Then tragedy happened. He started cumming just like that in my hand! He grabbed me and held me tight. He whispered thanks to me. He asked me how he'll return the favor.

I said it's alright mate. He said he could finger fuck me if I want that. I said I don't like getting fucked ( big lie I know ).He smiled. I smiled. Who cares right? None of his business anyway. Then he kissed me suddenly. This kid sure like a lot of cuddling after sex. His finger slid under my cock but I was sitting on my butt so he can't get near my hole. He tried I closed my legs. He got the message and stopped.

He whispered sorry. I said he should be mate. I already said no.

The 3some ended with heavy grunts of climax. The chubby guy was already bend over at the wall and getting royally fucked. The guys were watching and some were beating off. Groans and groans everywhere as one by one each shot his load. The chubby and the lean guys too shot their loads. Everybody left and the kid still hugging me. The fuck show was on the screen now. I told the kid he can let go now. He said sorry. He let go and left.

The place was almost empty by now. I went out to look around. Only one guy left in his room with his ass facing the door. I walked pass, he looked back at me. I didn't stop. He got up to follow me. I went to the video room he followed. I told him I was not in the mood. He said sorry but can we just talk. I said I'm leaving soon. He said today was the worse day here. Can't believe there's nobody here.

I nodded and he sat closer. He said do I come here often? Dumb but excusable since we got nothing else to say to each other. I said sometimes, he seen me before right? Sure he did. I was still hot to him. I smiled. Awkwards to chat with him.

He asked what I like for sex? I said mostly oral. I think I usually always say that in here. Habit. What men do I like? Not him, I wanted him to stop asking this type of questions. He said sorry mate. We stopped to watch a guy getting fucked on the screen. He turned to look at me, I shaked my head.

He opened his towel and showed a nice hard cock. I looked and did nothing. He started jerking and fingering himself. I looked a little and then looked at the screen.

He began talking dirty to me.
"You want this ass? Take me mate. I'm yours. Fuck me yeah.... ooohhhh "

I watched amused. He moved closer. I told him to stop or I'll leave. He stopped and bend over to finger and jerk harder.

He was saying," yeah it feels good to get fucked. I saw that guy gave you the finger mate. Was it good huh?... yeah fucking good mate like I'm feeling now...."

He showed me his middle finger that he's using to finger himself. Then he stuck it back in.

He's trying to arouse me. I was feeling hot but his middle finger reminded me something. This chap liked telling things to people. Don't get involved.

He talked dirty and jerked till he cummed. Then he picked up his towel and left dissatisfied.

After a while I went to take a shower to leave. He was there sitting and waiting obviously for me the only other customer. No big deal, let him watch me shower.

I soaped up and as was usual I fingered some soap into my hole to wash it clean in there.

"Yeah, it felt good right?" he was waiting for this?

Fucking hell, suddenly he made me conscious of this habit and weirdly shy about it. Suddenly my cock stood straight up. But the soap was already inside and I must wash it out. He was waiting. I had to face him with my hard-on and bend to get the water washing my ass as I fingered myself. Oh fuck, after all the frustration of no sex, I was feeling so good fingering myself. I could almost cum if he was not watching.That's what I got for being a nice guy huh?

He was watching and knew what my nodding cock was saying. Any dirty remarks from him and I'm going to chew him out. My angry look shut him up.

I finished my shower in a hurry with my hard cock still swinging when I towelled. Then I rushed off.

Tomorrow
 

Tom the future doc just called. Same place tomorrow night and bring the condoms. No, Pat is not coming, he's with his girlfriend. Tom's girlfriend is busy tomorrow.

I am getting good at this sex game. No matter how I missed Tom and Pat, I must never call them. Keep them guessing and wondering. Sex always need that naughty feeling. If I beg for it then it's too easy and they lose interest.

I just knew when we we having sex, they were turned on by me. Else they wouldn't be fucking me 3 times that night.

At that age,they are horny all the time. I offer sex without strings and some kinkiness. I know I have a hot tight hole. Many men already told me my inside felt hotter then most others. Maybe it's the booze that caused it. Once they tried the hot tightness, they'll realise it as good as sex with girls. I have very fine fuzz hair on my butt cheeks that I've learned to shave because men like it smooth. I never ask for anything. No sucking my cock or pleasing me required. It's sex free and easy. They need a hot body to fuck. It's better than jerking off. They don't get it from the girlfriends. They don't easily fool around with other girls because they know they are goodlooking and quite a catch for husband materials. They are too smart for that.

I know sooner or later they will call when they get bored with their hands and remember the hot sex we had. I was right.

I need to keep this fresh for them. I am still fresh meat to them. I know one day they'll get tired of me and it will be over. I don't know how to keep it for longer than a few months. Just like my ex-bf and BC.

I bumped into BC the other night. When you're not looking, it seemed to happen. He saw me, we smiled. He's got a beautiful dumb blonde girlfriend with him. I knew he'll prefer her sex than me. I was already used meat. Hope she dump him for another soon. I thought to get Pat to steal her from him. Geez, am I jealous? Or better yet, get Pat to seduce and fuck him. Evil mind.

I feel hot and my nipples are getting sensitive thinking about tomorrow. Tom is a hunk like Pat. They seem so similar in built and looks. Like brothers. He sounded excited on the phone. I think he's got a lot of cum he needs to unload into me. I know I'll get a good fuck that will be worth waiting for.

Flood after the drought
 

Golly be, it's already more than 1 month past? Well it's too much sex that made me too lazy to write more and left the early part incomplete. So much sex that I felt restless tonight without sex. Best to finish writing since I'm up.

I had no sex for more than a month before when Tom called last month. Then the flood of sex came.

Come Friday evening I was well cleaned up with half dozen condoms in pocket just in case Pat wanted to join in. Greedy me.

I was walking to the motel room when Tom's car came. He told me to get in because since Pat and the guys are out, we could use the dorm room. He drove fast and we got there fast. He's horny like hell. Up the stairs and nobody's around.

Not much talk and we got naked. I got on his bed but he said his bed creaked and to use Pat's. I got on, he raised my legs and stuck one finger into me. Seemed like testing BBQ meat with a fork to see if it's ready for eating. In my case the finger came out clean and I was passed for fucking. I handed him a condom and he rolled it on his beautiful cock. He pushed my legs forwards and jabbed it into me. Ouuuccchhh. This was more painful than any needle jab I ever got. Must be the lack of being fucked for so long that I closed up down there.

I tried to hold him back but he was too horny to wait. He started pumping before I could get adjusted. I tried to relax but couldn't. My ass seemed to clamp up. That inexperienced kid didn't even know I was in pain. He thought I would bear the pain. When the pain was too much, I stopped him. I don't have to take the pain and told him to take me doggie style. The penetration was easier in that position. He rammed it in as soon as I got on my fours. It felt much better.and better as I got used to his ramming. His ramming was so loud that I thought it would be louder than a creaking bed.

Soon it felt so good I was moaning and leaking. His ramming was making my cock shake and flinging cum all around the bed. His hand got under me to play with my cock. He found it leaking and when he looked under seeing the cum leaking, he said Pat's not going to be happy. So we stopped.

There's a heavy armchair and he wanted to try something new. I sat up on the chair, he pushed my legs so far up that my cock was inches from my face. When he lowered himself to penetrate me, I can clearly see him entering into me. It's weird to actually see a cock going into me so closely. I was cramped like a ball and can only watch the place of action when I pushed my cock and balls aside.

In out, in out he pumped. Sometimes his cock missed my hole and some ass liquid from his wet swinging cock spilled on my face. It felt good though cramped.I don't know why but images of past men who fucked me good kept flashing through my head. Maybe my ass was making some comparisons on who's good and who's better. 38 year old ex-bf to this 19 year old kid? Who's better? I guess that like comparing steak and lamb BBQ, different but both good. One fucked me for 6 months and this kid, his 2nd time in me. One an ex-lover, this kid? too young to hang out with, yet not too young to pump me good. What does he know about me? Or am I just a piece of meat to him like any guy from the parks? I was grunting and enjoying the fuck like in a dreamy trance.

Then suddenly the pesky mobile rang. He picked up his clothes to get the phone. His dripping cock was swinging in front of me. It's his gf calling to say how much she missed him. All the lovey dovey talks. Playfully I carressed his balls and cock and slapped it with my hands. He said he's playing cards with the guys. I grinned at him.

Then suddenly my mobile rang too. Hurriedly I grabbed it from my pants on the floor and found that it's an unfamiliar number. I could not answer it anyway so I turned off the phone.

He ended his call and pushed me on the bed to fuck me on my back. When he was close, he wanted to pull off the condom to cum on my face but he cum as soon as the condom was off and cummed on my butts instead. I added more messy cum on my chest. We rested for almost half hour and he pushed me off the bed to kneel over it. He jabbed it into me but I was already well used and took it well this time. With the bed to keep me rock steady, he rammed me really hard and loud. He went deep and opened me wide. I closed my ass muscles to give him a tight fuck. He rammed hard to open me up again and again.I was fucked to hog heaven.

Then his freaky phone rang again. It's Pat this time and he's coming back with his gf soon. With time so limited, he was ramming me like a mad man till it began to hurt. He had to cum in a hurry and he cummed on my buttocks with much of it dripping down my ass. I didn't cum but there's no time. I was mighty sore and messy down there but the showers were down the hall so there's no time to clean up either. We dressed hastily and he said he'll drive me home before he'll go playing cards with the boys at the club.

On the way he said I was a damn good fuck. He needed the release badly. I said I was pleased to serve him and he should call me anytime since he's young and needed the release that his gf don't give him. No girls can take that sort of hard pounding that he had given me for sure. He laughed and slapped my thigh. He said he can screw any girl he wants but they are all looking for a trophy doctor husband so he had to be very careful. "And a very goodlooking one too," I know how to flatter men too.I realised that it's awkward to drop off at my house so I told him to let me out one street away.

As i was getting off his car, I was shocked to see that MK was a few feet away and walking towards me. They said he'll be back soon but so soon? Obviously MK saw me and was waving hello. We walked close and chatted. He said he just came from my house looking for me but no one's home. Jeez, I forgot his folks are living on this street just 3 houses away. He said he called me earlier on my mobile but I didn't answer. I said so sorry, I was with friends. He said he's been to the bar and I was not there.

I said I was glad he's back. He said he just got back yesterday and haven't had sex for weeks. He smelled of booze. I smelled of cum but he didn't notice? One look at his sheepish face and I knew what he wanted. I was worried that I was a sticky mess down there. I hesitated but he grabbed my hand and led me to his car parked nearby.

On the way I told him I was unclean down there. He said we could clean up at the motel. I thought that's a good idea to wash away the traces of sex. After we got the key and got into the room, he grabbed me before I could get to the toilet. He said he couldn't wait. I tried to struggle but I don't want to hurt him. He's gotten more muscular than before. He got my clothes off and his pants down and forced me down, raised my legs with my bare ass out. When his hands rubbed my sticky butts, he was surprised. Then he stuck a finger into me and said I smelled of cum.

"Oh no uncle C! Don't tell me someone cum inside you just now? You're worse than a dirty whore, mate. Why did you let men fuck you raw? It's so dirty!" He was angry. He slapped my butts hard in disappointment.

"No, no. He didn't. He accidentally cum on my butts. Your fingers got the cum before you poked me."

Note- to write everything takes too long. So I'll post some here and more later.