I always make sure my ass is very clean. I usually do 2 or 3 enemas before sex. Having a clean hole relieves me of the worry of a messy accident. Also, being clean makes you very smooth inside, and you don't feel debris tearing you up.

I always lube up with a lot of vaseline or food grade coconut oil. Vaseline is thicker and takes less. Coconut oil is thinner, but clean up is easy, as it absorbs into your skin.

Entry is done by pressing the cock against my hole, and releasing. Press, release, press release. Take your time and it will eventually go in without effort. Subsequent fuck sessions get easier. Soon, your ass is trained to relax and the cock slides in the first try.

I know that!

I was so scared in college of anyone finding out I was into guys. Back then gays were "queers" or worse and AIDS had no treatments and I was still trying to convince myself that I was going to "outgrow" the fooling around I had done with buddies and I would be happy to settle down with a girl - but I knew better.

All those hot guys in the dorm - I wonder how many of them would have been just as into it as I was - or perhaps more - but I was too busy making sure no one caught me looking in the showers.

I have thought often about the bi guys who were experimenting in college, and how they would have been hot to play with. I could never be gay because I love tits, ass, and pussy, but playing with cocks and asses is equally as exciting for me. During my single years I had my own apartment, and I could have entertained as many fuck buddies as I could possibly want. Now, I have to meet up clandestinely at hotels, in gyms, forest hiking trails, public locations, and rest areas.

I have often wished I had been braver and (slightly) more open back in college. So many hot and horny guys there I am sure I was not the only one wanting to play - but the fear of being stigmatized was so strong back then.

No doubt, a little knowledge back then could have changed my sex life for the better. Unfettered cock sucking and fucking would have made my college years much more bearable. Back then I was experimenting more. I would have topped and bottomed repeatedly while sucking and being sucked. I would have gotten over my concerns about swallowing, and I would have been sexually liberated.

I knew I wanted it - craved it -

But the fear of being labeled a "fag" and the fear of AIDS made me spend way too long not making a move and a few times being scared to react even when thinking back I am pretty sure the other guy was hinting at it. But back then it was assumed that all gays were like Liberace - and that did not fit my image at all!

They can call me whatever they want. I love sucking cock!!! I love getting sucked. Fucking? Love giving and receiving. I just want to be able to have man sex when I want it without having to go into the woods, or in some stall in a public restroom. This is why I look for guys who want to hook up at their homes or in my hotel room when I travel.

I more than agree - now.

Although I am not "out" I am also not so nervous and embarrassed - what I was talking about in my last post was back as a teen and into college - when something like that could really haunt you.

I know what you mean. Right now I long for a hot cock, a nice ass, an a hard body to play with