I read all these letters about public sex and group sex and realize how much having sex in public places has made me into an exhibishionist. I was first indoctrinated at the tender age of 16 in a porn shop when a man who called himself 'Johnny' was rubbing my ass when I walked by and when I went into a booth he followed me in and gave me first blowjob of my life. I was so scared I ran out after he was done. Oddly enough something drew me back there because I was back 2 days later getting head from another older man. This was where my thing for older men started. I was still scared when I got older and moved out on my own, society frowning on gay sex and worrying about what friends would think if they found out. The first time I went into an adult theater I got an odd rush watching the sex going on in the seats, giving me such an exhilarated feeling that I wanted to show off too, as horny as it was making me. I went upstairs to the lounge and had a guy pick me up and stand in front of me while I sucked him off. I remember getting scared when all of the sudden about three other guys were standing around me wanting me to suck them off too. Again I ran out nervous as all. After a few years blowing my neighbor across the courtyard and wishing he would get hard enough to give me my first anal and of phone sex with guys who I learned the hard way after they would come thinking of fucking my ass would hang up before I was able to get the real thing. Then I discovered the joys of the internet. My first anal experience was with a guy I met online. I also discovered meeting places and the joys of walking around naked while men were having sex all around me. My first time into one of these I was watching a guy getting fucked good and he looked up at me and said 'do you like this?' to which I responded 'are you kidding me? I am jealous!' It makes you into an incredible showoff while one man you have never met is in your mouth and another is in your ass and there are about 10 guys sitting there watching you have the time of your life. The meeting of strangers and sex in public places is the most incredible rush I have ever had and even in this age where you have to have safe sex all the time you can still have the time of your life

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