My experience is similar to many of you. I got my first blowjob (not counting playing around with my pals as a undeveloped kid) in a bookstore through a glory hole. This was the first time I experienced someone swallowing my load. I was eighteen, and even with masterbating 2-3 times a day, I managed to deliver like I never had before. I felt as though I had been drained from the top of my head to the tip of my toes.

I was a naive and curious kid and went in the bookstore to see my first gay porn. That was back in the old days when booths were barely big enough for one person and the show was a shitty projector that projected onto an small panel in the booth. I still miss that familar sound of the projector purring!! I did not even have my dick out when I felt a subtle warm breeze on my hand. I didn't even know what a gloryhole was!! I felt this breeze again and felt the wall (the booth was too dark to see a thing) and found a hole just big enough for a cock. Needless to say, that was the beginning of many years of pleasurable no-name sex!!

Over a period of time I discovered that I liked sucking dick as much or more than I liked having my dick sucked. I never let anyone come in my mouth, but enjoyed the warm hard meat in my mouth just the same. One day I was taken by complete surprise by a young latino boy (man) that came within a minute or so. I had his cock deep in my throat when he released his load without warning. For a second I wanted to immediately pull away and spit it out, but the incredible feeling of that fat cock pulsating it's load overwhelmed me. This boy had a huge load of the sweetest cum I have ever had the pleasure to swallow! I have been hooked ever since! Kinda like the coke addict that always wants to get that perfect high, the last 20 years of my life have been spent searching for the perfect load, and I have encountered many!

Now that I have you all hot and bothered, I will tell you this:

I recently was tested and remain HIV-. I have swallowed untold amounts of cum over the past two decades, and even had a lover for 6 months that called me 8 months after we stopped seeing each other from the hospital to tell me he had phnumonia and was full-blown. I had swallowed him probably 100 times in the six months we saw each other. I immediately went for testing and, after the scare of my life, was thankful to God that I tested negative. The waiting was horrible and I cryed myself to sleep many nights thinking that the only test result possible would be positive. I continue to get tested about every 6 months.

I also have very little experience with being fucked, and insist on condoms and lube when the rare occasion comes up. More recently I had a lover for 4 years and we had a little agreement, he could only fuck me on holidays! I don't enjoy it but will from time to time give in to be hospitable. Next thing I knew the little fucker was inventing all sorts of holidays! (He was from Mexico and you know how those guys are with holidays and celebrations!!) Madonna's "Holiday" was his theme song!

Back to the subject of this post, although there is risk in contracting HIV through oral contact, I must agree that it must be a very low risk. The combination of saliva and stomach acid contributes greatly to warding off infection. Once while being tested and discussing my sex life (as anyone who has been tested knows they like to do), the doctor said not to worry about what makes it to the stomach because the virus is very fragile and will die on contact with stomach acid. She also warned to try not to take cum in your mouth because of transmission through cuts,sores, poor gums, raw throat, etc.

Well, that is my two cents worth. There is risk in life, but try to keep it to a minimum! At the same time, enjoy life while you are here because you never know when it is time to move on. I will continue to search for the perfect load, and will reward my tastebuds and stomach during the hunt!

Health, Peace and Love to ALL-