I know so much of what all you guys have said is so true.
But it just HURTS SO MUCH.
If I truely felt the new guy of two months was real I would wish 8 all the happiness in the world, but I'm not so sure, we are talking an 8 year good track record verses a two month promise of a great future.
Why is it after two months he NEVER said I love you, UNTIL he heard 8 was deciding between him and me?
I think he is worried he may never find an Angle like 8 and will say anything to flatter him until HE decides if he really wants him.
Meanwhile I lose and I CANNOT do this to my 25 again, he has been so accepting and all he wants is that we at least love him and be there for him if needed.
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