Hi Taoboxer,
Thanks for confirming me about my illusions.As I said before,I'm new and you might be right saying that I'm looking in the wrong place.
I'm not interested at all in Action,even if this must occur sooner or later in bed.In fact,most of time,I'm not really interested in watching the fucking show either,that I find totally lack of tenderness.One time,I had a massage given by a boy in Chiang Mai,and it happened that without I asked him anything,he went down on me and we spent the 10 minutes the most marvellous in my life.He took me tight in his arms,and did things that 2 lovers would do together.Of course,he was not my type,but maybe I was his and that's why it worked out.
What I find at most of those stunts at gogobars,is they real are beautiful but they are like beautiful dolls outside and empty inside.I might be wrong to look for tenderness in those boys,but hey,it would be nice for 2000 bahts if someone could make me believe he really loves me,I can buy their body but not my dreams,sadly!!!
Maybe this is proper to Thai boys???(and the one from Chiang Mai was the exception?),because,if you have someone in your arms you can feel what he needs without him asking you to do so or so.
Well,anyway,thanks for opening my eyes now lol
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