You seem like a sweet guy. If you don't waqnt to diet...accept yourself and your value as is. DON'T DEVALUE YOURSELF BY "PAYING FOR SEX". You don't need to do that, you need to connect with guys that appreciate chubbyguys and enjoy fucking them and being their friends as well.
I have a beautiful lover of some years. But as said before I am here to cheat.
My patner and I would love to throw you around and fuck your ass and mouth til you scream uncle". However I would need to meet you somewhere in order to do it.
The point is to put yourself in places and organizations where you will be appreciated. Join Bear groups and Chub organizations. Google for the Gay Big Men and Gay Bear sites as a start.
Be carfeful and once again "value" yourself and give yourself a chance.
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