I'm 35, straight and happily married. I'm masculine and dominant with my wife, and we have great sex. But, for a long time I have had fantasies about men. I want to experience the other side and submit sexually to a hot man, and have this secret sex life while normal straight life goes on.
I've never acted on this over the years, and now I feel like I need to try this and I have been setting up profiles on a lot of sites. I want to find one regular buddy that wants to use me as his personal dick pleaser. I want to at least give head and swallow a load. I'd also love to get fucked.
Anybody have any advice for me? Am I crazy for wanting to try this? How can I find a hot guy? I've talked to a lot of guys online but they always flake or tell me they don't want to mess with a married guy.
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