I wonder after all these years whether ChiBurbsGuy ever did follow through. Reading the thread reminded me of my first time. I had some experience inserting things (even vegetables) so I was familiar with anal stimulation and liked it. So I wanted to get fucked. But letting a man actually insert his dick into my ass was so different. A bit of anxiety, overwhelming desire to please the guy (who I was really into anyway). My desire overtook some discomfort, and it introduced me to a source of a lot of pleasure since..

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There are so many old threads where I really wish I could get an update - some of them the person put so much time / thought / planning into it - and we never know if he got the courage up to act or just went back into the closet.



It is strange to think about those early days - such a different world. I really wish I could go back and talk to the guy who was my first - partially to apologize for all the BS which was all my issues with trying to accept that I was willing to get fucked.

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