[BiCurious1961]

Just went to my first gloryhole on the 31st and with trembling hands sucked my first cock! Absolutely LOVED IT! Only problem was that the recipient pulled out without cumming in my mouth which kinda made me wonder if I wasn't any good (He did get hard as a rock!) But, later, I was on the receiving end of the most incredible blow job that I have ever received! Deep throat and swallowed my load. The problem with this day????? I was incredibly embarrassed after getting my cock sucked. Is that normal????? I am bound and determined to return to the scene so that I can live my dream of sucking cock and swallowing their cum but the embarrassed stage bugs me. Thanks for any help!

[Grumpybear]

The embarrassment is the result of years of social training that real men don't suck cock. Baloney! As soon as you realize there is nothing wrong with it, the quicker you will get over those feelings of remorse. As far as the guy not rewarding you with his load, forget about it. There are men who like their dick sucked over and over again. In order to prolong the ABS experience, they will hold off on climaxing until just before they head out, especially mature guys that can only nut once in a couple of hours. May also be he is a married dude looking for a little man on man fun, but has to save the sauce in case the wife wants some when he gets home and she would be suspicious if he couldn't deliver.

[BiCurious1961]

Thanks! I wasn't embarrassed about sucking a cock that is for sure! As soon as it slipped into my mouth I felt like I was doing what I was born to do! I just wasn't sure about the feelings after being on the receiving end. Hoping to have a followup visit to the ABS this next week so I can see if I can get a load pumped down my throat!

[jonn3]

BiCurious - you were lucky Grumpy was here - he covered it all.

There are lots of guys that do not want to cum "yet" and will go from hole to hole getting a bit of a lot of guys. You will find some that cum so fast you are disappointed because you were just getting started! Believe me if you did a bad job you would know.

And again he is right on the embarrassment. We are brought up the male / male sex is wrong and even though we want it, it takes time to get past that socialization saying it is wrong. A buddy of mine and I as kids had sex for years and every time after the cum it would be like "so are you ready for the math test tomorrow?" because we were to embarrassed to talk about it.

But that to will eventually pass...

[BiCurious1961]

Thank jonn! From the line of answers that I am getting about not cumming, my guess is that it just wasn't what he wanted to do. The place that I was at was not busy at all (2 - 4 booths in use) and very few customers overall. I'm slowly realizing about how to deal with the embarrassment also but will not know how well I am dealing with it until I revisit the store. The hardest part of course is finding the time since #1 I am married #2 she does not know about this. So hopefully Wednesday afternoon I'll be able to update everyone on my 2nd visit! Thanks for your thoughts on this!!!

[BiCurious1961]

Thanks for all the help! I really wish that I could go on a weekend night to see how different the crowd is but life dictates that I go during the week. I went back again this morning and although the place was dead, within 5 minutes of going into the arcade, I was rewarded with someone sitting in the stall next to me. He ended up giving me a blowjob and I countered the embarrassment part by kneeling down and giving him a blowjob. I was rewarded with a nice load shot in my mouth and now I'm addicted. Sucked a 2nd one within 10 minutes but he chose to cum in his hand so wasn't surprised too much. No embarrassment on my part at all even when I walked past the last one who was standing just outside (recognized the shoes) and nodded to him. So hopefully that is a major step for me as I continue to press the conventional bounds and experience more and more of this fabulous lifestyle!