I don't know if my story is similar to others. But I would find my dad's porn stash and practically memorize it. First it was playboys, and other magazines. Later I found paperback books with some light bondage, dom/sub, MILF fantasies. I eventually hit the treasure....a how-to sex book. Pretty much detailed everything from positions, MF/MM/MFM/MMM, bondage, etc.

A had a friend I lived near. We would do the typical hide and read them. Only back then he was pretty feminine already. We were young, did the touchy feely thing. That progressed to rubbing and more. Eventually we hit puberty. I found out when I was masturbating with a vibrator I'd found I blew my first load. I didn't know at first what was happening...but I figured it out and liked it! Pretty soon my friend and I were playing and looking at porn. We started to imitate the pictures. Next thing I knew we were doing 69 and he eventually came in my mouth. I swallowed.

This kept happening for a few years with my friend. Not too often, but each time he blew a load down my throat and I jerked off. About 3 years after this started happening I was playing with another neighborhood friend. Same situation. We would look at porn and JO. Then he showed me his fuck pillow. I watched him fuck it and cum in the hole. I tried next but ended up jerking off again. Then next time he got hard and I was watching him fuck the pillow, he pulled out and told me to suck it. I did.

That was two friends I was blowing every now and then.

Then came the other buddy. He always jerked off. Eventually on a sleep over with did it side by side. The next time we stroked each other. Then he pulled out the vaseline and fingered my ass. He told me to roll onto my stomach. Yeah, he slid into me. Not easy the first time, but he was quick and came. We had a few sleep overs, I was fucked several times.

Then I found girls. That took me away for several years. I had longings for cock every now any then. But never acted on it.

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So fast forward a few years. I've been through several girlfriends and enjoyed myself.

I get out of college. (Where I was a masturbating fiend. 2-5 times a day.)

I move away. I'm still dating, but feeling the need for some hard cock. Luckily the internet revolution came to my rescue.

My first attempt was getting a BJ from a guy I met online. Great bj, but weird. That took a while to think about. I kept looking and JO, but not finding something for me yet. I wasn't really sure what I wanted or needed.

Then I came upon my favorite fetish, CD/Tranny/Shemale porn. Up until this point I'd seen a few grainy pictures and video clips. But now there was awesome footage everywhere to be found. And with people getting online I found I wasn't alone in my needs.

I hooked up with an asian tranny in my area. Not so close that we would **** into each other. But close enough that with an e-mail we could get together, get naked for a few hours, and both end up happy. She wasn't passable, was feminine, great in bed, and friendly. We played for about a year. But I was always the top.

Fast forward another year or two.

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I've been searching online for more trannies. The lingerie and cock combination just gets me hard as a rock. But finding somebody who doesn't flake out is a problem. Welcome to the internet.

I keep trying. But occasionally I find somebody to play with. I've even tried it with Bi guys. Usually it's a quick bj and go. I try to get what I want. But evidently I suck cock enthusiastically and that seems to send guys over the edge and pumping cum in my mouth. Some taste good, some not so good, some I could just drink and drink. I've found out that a 7.5 inch average to thin cock is appreciated. I can get a bj, but not many have been great at it.

I keep trying. Sometimes in a car, or a house, or an apartment. Some are do in 3 minutes, most in under 10. I'm wondering if I'm abnormal in lasting longer. Then I hook up with a bi guy. He's smaller than me, but he wrote well and got me very horny that night. I show up and he's smaller than me by 6-8 inches. I'm still there to get naked and play. Two minutes in the door I'm licking his balls and sucking his cock. He's moaning and evidently enjoying it. He says he wants to move to his bedroom. I figure it's not going to be much longer before I get a load of salty cum in my mouth. I'm not having trouble deep throating him, he's not large, but is nice and easy going.

We hit the bed. I keep licking, sucking, and teasing him. I ask him if he'd like to fuck me. He does. Out comes the lube. I get on my hands and knees for him on the bed. He gets behind me, lubes his cock and my ass. This is a first for me. I am going to really bottom for a guy who wants to fuck my ass. Not just teen fumblings for 30 seconds and a dripping hole.

He slides into me. No pain. Like I said, not large. But then he makes up for it in spades. He begins to pump me. He changes positions and puts me on my back and pushes my legs back. I am really enjoying this and bagging for more and harder.

We switched positions more than a dozen times. I was totally enjoying him pumping me. This went on for well over an hour. Eventually though I felt him grab my hips and try to push his whole body into my ass. I heard him grunting, grabbing my hips, and slamming into my ass and he blew his load of cum into me. Afterwards we just laid on the bed for a while. I flipped over and started stroking my hard cock. He watched while I worked out a nice large load all over my chest.

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This was awesome. But I wasn't looking for a relationship. I was too young. And I have to admit, I was really enthralled by the thought of a large cock sliding into me. I've seen videos. Something the size of my cock would probably feel pretty good.

So I kept looking. Once in a while I would find a CD to play with, but not often. I'm stuck jacking off 2-3 times a day now. Yes, I have been jerkin off that often since I was 12.

Skip forward a few more years. Out of the blue I start chatting with a guy from a chat room for guys in my area. He's older and horny. We chat some more over the course of a week or two. Then we set up a meeting. By meeting I mean NSA sex. I go over late in the evening. He meets me at the door and invites me in. I do exactly what I said I would do, when the door closes I drop to my knees and ask to see his cock. He obliges and pulls out his soft cock. I suck for a minute until he says we should go downstairs to play.

So downstairs we go. He claims to have an 8 inch cock and thick. The picture was certainly nice. But what I've been sucking on so far isn't nearly that big. Of course it's not fully hard yet either. So we hit the fold out bed in his basement. I bury my face between his legs and start sucking for all I'm worth. I do like sucking. The feel of a cock sliding into my mouth. Running my lips all over it. Licking it. Fondling his balls. Feeling him grow hard in my mouth. Lo and behold, he's seriously hung. Probably 8-8.5 inches. And thick to boot. I have never sucked a cock this big before. I'm enjoying it as he facefucks me.

Then he says he wants to fuck me. I have tried dildoes close to his size. But I haven't been able to do it for too long. I'm game. He pulls out the lube. I'm now on my back as he's taking charge. He starts pushing my legs back to get a better angle to slide his cock into me. I feel him pushing against my hole. I try to relax, but he's got a big cock. I feel his cockhead push past my ass ring, my head arcs back with the sharp pain. He slowly starts pumping. Not too much, just getting me used to that monster cock.

After maybe a minute the pain is subsiding. He pulls out and applys more lube. Then he leans over me pushing my knees to my shoulders and pushes his cock into me to the hilt. I have never been split open like this before. I'm breathing hard, horny as hell, and impaled on my first big cock. He starts pumping me slowly, then faster. I'm only groaning to start, whimpering really. Then the pain is gone and all I can feel is pleasure. I've never felt this before. In no time I'm begging him to pound my ass harder. I want it in any position he wants to fuck me.

I have never had a large cock. And certainly only had one last for more than a couple of minutes. This guy was amazing. He had me climbing the walls begging to be used. I was bagging to have my ass slapped, to be bent over anything and everything, take pictures of me being fucked, pump me harder, beat my ass.

This went on for nearly 2 hours. He finally had me on my back again. Legs folded back. Slamming into me like a jackhammer. I was nearly incoherent as he used me as a fucktoy. I'm looking up at him sweating and pumping me for all he's worth. Then I feel him impale me painfully hard and hear him grunting his load into my ass.I squeeze my ass as much ass possible and push back onto his cock. He finally finishes and lays on top of me. Eventually he rolls onto his back breathing hard. I feel well and truly used, abused, and fucked well.

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So now I put on a show for him. My ass is dripping his cum, sore, and tingling. I grab the lube and proceed to masturbate for him. After being used for his pleasure for this long I don't last long. I blow a load all over my chest, and even hit my face. I get up to get a towel while he is laying there relaxing.

I cum back to the bed to see a drop of precum on the tip of his cock. I slowly lick his cock, then suck it into my mouth. It tastes so good. He protests that he can't. I tell him not to worry. I'm just enjoying sucking him. So he lays back to enjoy my oral talents. In a few minutes I have sucked him back to life. He doesn't think he can cum again so soon. I'm horny again. I've had my first taste of large cock. I climb on top of him, straddle his hips, and slowly sink down to feel his cock filling my ass again. I pump forward and back to try and get him as deep in me as I can. Only a couple of hours ago I would have worried if I could handle his cock. Now I only want to be thoroughly used.

I've gotten him hard and in me. I keep at it until the dom top in him takes over. At this point I realize that I don't want to fuck him at all. I want to be fucked again. I want it harder and rougher than before. I never realized that I had a submissive streak in me. Let alone one that can really get off on that kind of anal pounding and ass slapping.

He went at me again for a good 30-45 minutes. I was just begging the whole time to be used harder. He really did. My ass was beaten. He forced me doggystyle and proceeded to fuck me as hard as possible while beating my ass. I was begging. I wanted more. Eventually he broke me. I couldn't go any longer. I was so sore, so used, and yet still horny.

I haven't repeated that night. I've had some awesome CD's ride my cock. Some have fucked me as well. Maybe I will write about them later on...

Anybody enjoy this? It's all true. And I still masturbate to that huge cock. If I could get in touch with him today and he wanted, I'd be at his doorstep in an hour for another round of abuse like that. One of the best sexual encounters of my life. And I found out something more, I like rough sex with a bit of pain. Even better when I'm really being worked long and hard with little regard to my feelings. Submissive bottom. Not always, but sometimes it's nice to be the fucktoy.

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