[cnjguy4hotfun]

I am a longtime reader of this site, even though this name is newly registered. I had registered a few times before, but always forget my user name and password (wrote them down this time)!!

I decided to put a post in this section, because when I remember back to the days when my sexual curiosity for men was just beginning, this was the first place that I chose to look after joining the site. I suspect that it's the starting point for many who are in the same stage of exploration.

So if that's the case, and if you are reading this and are a "straight" guy who has a curiosity about exploring M2M sex, I can sum up my message in two words - - DO IT!!!

I am a formerly straight, married man. My sexual curiosity for men didn't 'bloom' until about 3 years ago (at age 37). In fact, I had NEVER thought about it previously, and was shocked that the thought was even entering my mind. It basically started when I visited a local ABS (having no idea what went on there) and was watching some movies in the booth. No, I did not hook up that day. No, the thought never even crossed my mind. But as I was clicking through the video selections, I started to glance at some of the gay choices out of sheer curiosity. I was stunned to realize that watching them was giving me a raging hard on!! I had never actually witnessed two guys going at it, and the heat & passion of the scene had my cock at full attention.

In the next few weeks, I started to search on the internet for more info, and came across this site. The information was invaluable.. and it definitely showed me that I was NOT ALONE in my curiosity. There was also great advice that helped me to slowly overcome my fears.

There were many trips to the ABS (more then I care to remember) that ended with me getting cold feet and chickening out... literally running to my car with my heart pounding. I was scared, confused, and feeling guilty about the urges I felt. This went on for a few months, until finally I was determined. I decided that I would let a guy suck me off... which was a lot less intimidating than me sucking him. It made it a lot easier to 'break in' to the whole scene.

The next day I went to the ABS, and I can still remember the guy. I noticed he was checking me out... he was probably early 30's, slim build, nice eyes. I went into a booth and left the door unlocked, and within a minute he opened it and I waved him in. I asked him 'what are you looking for'? and he replied 'looking to suck'. I was relieved that he wasn't looking to be serviced!! His response is what kept me from exiting the booth. I wonder if he had any idea that he was the FIRST guy that was ever going to suck my cock.

I stood there kind of not knowing how to start. He kneeled down in front of me and began to undo my belt and pants. By the time he got to the zipper, I was already growing harder at the excitement of the situation. He pulled the front of my briefs down, exposing my erect cock.... gently lifted it towards his mouth.. and began licking and sucking. I think I was in shock for about 10 seconds, but then I leaned back against the wall and enjoyed one of the BEST bj's I had ever gotten. He was giving 100% effort to pleasure me, and was getting total pleasure himself from doing it. It lasted probably about 3 minutes (due to my nervousness), and when I finally came, it was one of the most intense orgasms I've ever experienced. He took my cock deep, never stopping his oral technique, and savoring my load as if it were a delicacy. When I was finally drained, he smiled, said "thanks" and was out the door. I sat there for a minute... amazed at what had just happened.

I was completely hooked.

As time went on, I became more comfortable and began trying new things. I eventually got up the nerve to suck too.. which is a whole other story that I could go on for hours about.... as well as deep passionate making out. Each new thing that I tried gave me an intense pleasure unlike I had felt before. I have also topped several guys, and loved the tightness and intense pleasure. I have not yet bottomed, but it is on my list for the near future!

I had always believed that there was no such thing as "bisexual"... that you were either gay or straight. Now I realize how wrong I was in that thinking. I am absolutely 100% bisexual, and consider myself VERY lucky. I still love women... but having sex with a woman produces a different excitement than having sex with a guy. BOTH are awesome feelings, and I love that I can get pleasure from both. Yes, at first I was confused and felt a little bit 'ashamed'... but now I realize that I am being true to myself and experiencing things in life that alot of guys might be too self conscious or scared to experience.

Again, I still love fucking a woman.
But I absolutely 100% LOVE to suck cock. There is nothing hotter than servicing a guy and watching the expression on his face as you kiss, lick and suck his cock. I honestly wish I could do it everyday - but for right now, it's a part time hobby of mine. There are many nights where I'm stuck home and wishing I could taste a warm load of man juice (yes... I discovered that I love the taste of cum).

So again, if you're new to this scene - give it a try. While you might not become as completely enthralled in it as I have, you will definitely experience some toe curling blowjobs. There are MANY guys out there who are more than willing to suck your cock... and once you try it, you will come back again. Don't let your fears get the best of you. If you're 'here' and reading this site, you are extremely curious. I hope you act on your curiousity. You will not be sorry!

[suckdicker]

although I was in my early 20's when I first got the urge form M2M, I found that getting sucked off in the GHs of San Francisco wasn't enough. Finally got the nerve to hit the bathhouses and getting naked with other guys and having sex. Damn I miss those days but still love the girls and still love having sex with men. And 69 is absolutely the best. Cheers, Monty in San Francisco

[sbstudtop]

This could be blended with the Internet Age thread but comments apply here.

I've noticed lately that a lot of str8 younger guys are using the Internet to hook up with gay/bi guys and actually show up to experience m4m for "allegedly" the "first time".

It's not a big deal for me. Always happy to show them the way even if it's a one time event.

[CapitalUncut]

Yeah, that is kinda funny. I've had a few guys claim it was their first time...except I've boned them before. They claimed they had no recollection of me and that I was full of crap...then got hostile when I sent them the emails arranging the get together.

I guess they think few men have good memories. Tsk tsk.

[KewlDewd66]

I have no doubt that some str8 dudes want to experiment. Society has become rather liberal, and giving it a try, especially when you are in college, still unmarried, etc., has almost reached a status of a rite of passage for some 'more inclined' guys.

All of the above nothwithstanding, it still takes quite a bit of imagination to see this within the context of someone's actual life. A very str8 dude wakes up one morning and tells himself: "Yo, I ought to have another dude bone me tonite, so I know what the hell is this all about?" There he goes and places an ad to that effect at the Craig's...?

It is far more probable that a number of those 'str8' dudes really tried it once or twice , when the situation was right for them: shared a hotel room with their best buddy; went to Vegas for some fun; had a drink or two too many, when one thing led to the other... we all know those stories; and then decided they liked it but would not really consider coming out or admitting to themselves any 'gay' or 'bi' tendencies, for whatever their reasons might be.

Over the time, those guys must have discovered that

#1 anonymous sex works just fine among men. No emotional involvement is really needed. No courting is required. It is all rather easy, uncomplicated, fast and inexpensive.

#2 loads of guys out there do have a fetish for 'showing the ropes and breaking in a str8 dude' who is supposedly experimenting. This one is a huge selling point. So, why not bank on it? No one will ever know or care anyway.

Over the time, those dudes start believing in their very own fiction. Even though, they are sucking their 120th dick, they are still experimenting... and even though they have been fucked in every conceivable position, well, they are still checking this 'gay sex thing' out...

It both sells and sooths them and their nerves...

KD

[Keith]

What about this explanation: the social constructs we've created to break everyone down into neat little groupings, straight, bi, gay, are not real? They're just notions in our head created for convenience or politics or research and maybe some of us are simply less driven to force ourselves into one group or the other. Maybe sexuality is a good deal more fluid than we realize.

If I, a certified cocksucker for something like 30 years, decided to move on my occasional urges for a pretty woman that passes my way, does that make me straight or bi even though I "feel" oh so very gay in my head? I like being in the "gay" group for the most part, but that shouldn't preclude me from enjoying a hot woman.

My point is that these groupings we've created may be the problem, not the solution to solving this great mystery of human sexuality. Go with your desires and you'll be happy usually. Even if you're getting fucked for the 130th time and you're a straight man.

Keith