This is the dry spell season. I got no sex at all for 2 whole weeks. The sexual tension was building up inside and I could explode any moment. Thought I'll try the sauna. The same people and boring.

I thought that's the end of it. Then the same Snakeboy came by and he was all excited to see me? I thought it's my lucky night. He sure can suck and rim like a pro. I smiled back and waited. He came by and I spread opened my legs to half open my towel. He pushed a finger into my lub ass. That was so unusual of him. He usually checked if I was hard enough for a good licking. I was unprepared and it hurt a little. I grunted and he gave me a few more strokes. I was all worked up for a good fuck.

He said to wait for him because he had something to show me. He sounded kinky and mysterious. After being bored for with no sex for so long, I loved any excitement. Is it my sex starved mind playing tricks on my mind? Snakeboy's short stocky body suddenly made him look as cute as Russell Crowe when he was younger? In fact I wonder if he knew that I was lub and available to let him fuck?

He came back with some newspaper cutting. He showed me and asked if I recognise anyone? I immediately recognised the guy who I fucked while Snakeboy watched. He's the assistant coach of another country's rugby team ( let's call him RA). He looked so serious and official in those photos. I looked at Snakeboy and we laughed thinking the same thing of that night. Same guy can be such a slut in bed. Well, aren't we all sluts behind closed doors.

Snakeboy said RA came back last week. He called RA's hotel and got him. RA told him when he'll be coming to the sauna last week. Both times that RA came to the sauna, he asked about me while Snakeboy fucked him. I thought I was too busy being fucked by BC myself.

Snakeboy was like a kid describing his new sportscar and how he loved driving that machine. Did I notice that RA meaty thighs make wonderful slapping sounds? Those muscular buns can grip like iron? He fucked RA till he was close to cumming and rimmed fucked him till he cummed. He had fucked RA better than me because he was all top and never was fucked like me.

He had asked RA then and RA had agreed. Yeah sure, I said ask anything and RA will agree to it when he's getting fucked. I know I did too. Snakeboy said yeah, I would too if he fucked me.

Such arrogance. He had tasted blood and now loved hunting down men for sports. I know it's very ego boosting to fuck a sports hunk like RA. Those thick thighs and muscular buns leading to that hole tight mancunt. And that look of happiness when he had his legs on your shoulders. Snakeboy may not be a good fucker like BC but those tongue and cock combo must be deadly to RA.

Oh no, did Snakeboy let somebody witness his man-eating skills? No, Snakeboy wanted him all for himself. But his friends sure heard all those thumping and grunting noises. They all envied him.

Like leading an old goat to slaughter, Snakeboy pulled my arm and we went to an empty room. Plenty of empty ones this time. Passed one room with a bottom and he quickly followed us. Hoping to join in?

Snakeboy closed the door without inviting him in. I know I gotta get fucked so I better enjoy myself first with Snakeboy's fantastic tongue service. Sure enough, his kiss was hot and full of tongue on my face and body. I dropped the towel and laid passively on the bed like most bottoms. His tongue was everywhere.

I liked it best in my ass. So I opened my legs wide. That's the typical submission posture of a bottom wanting to be mounted and fucked. He put on a rubber and was expecting to mount me. I told him to take it easy and use his tongue to loosen me up first.

Ahhh, a warm and moist muscle part inside me. I wanted that for 2 weeks. It felt so good I was leaking precum like crazy. He hit my sweet spot and it felt like electric shock. He sensed it and gave me a few more hard push there. Then the unexpected happened. I shot a good load of cum up to my chest.

Snakeboy looked surprised. Me too. I groaned like crazy. By the time I recovered, I was all spend. He was furious. He felt cheated. I was like a dead fish in bed now because now that the sexual tension was gone, I don't really want to get fucked by him anymore. He could tell somehow and he picked up his towel and left.

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Cruising for sex seemed just like fishing. Sometimes you get boatload of fishes, sometimes you get nothing for days or sometimes you only get stingrays. Nowadays I seem to get either nothing or stingrays.

Last week with Snakeboy was quite good for me though not for him. But after that I felt like sex was unfinished. Ever get the feeling that the orgasm was unfullfilling or not as powerful as it should be? After the 2 weeks of previously fantastic orgasms being fucked by BC, sex with Snakeboy seemed so unfullfilling like you were still hungry after lunch?

So last night I tried my luck at the cruisy park. Not that busy there. There were maybe 20 to 30 guys moving around. I got bored and started guessing who's top, who's bottom or vers. I know my guesses were never good. Only some bottoms were obvious, most others were too straight acting to tell.

Those wanting quick action would be hunting around the dark bushy areas. Those taking a breather or doing game watching would be sitting at those benches nearby watching men go by. Those with friends and want to chat would be at the brighter spots away from the action.

I did a quick check around the dim bushes. Nothing interesting. Sat nearby and still saw nothing happening.

Like somebody said, only you would make it happen. Find something interesting. So after an hour or so, I decided that one guy looked the most interesting of all. He looked most likely to be top and don't seem to be regular around there.

But best of all. he's returning my quick gaze. Thought he'll be following me to the bushes but he never did. He liked to hang around nearby. He seemed to be looking for somebody but yet nobody interest him.

So maybe he's not finding who he's looking for and I was 2nd choice. No harm trying my luck. He walked by, I followed. He went to the bright area and sat down. This don't seem like a good sign that he wanted sex. I sat down too. We smiled and got a little chat going about the RWC.

I then asked the stupid question that was he looking for someone? He said no. But did I find what I was looking for?

I said it depends on what he's looking for. I was versatile. Yeah, he was too. I rubbed my hand up his thighs. He rubbed up mine too. I was more aggressive than he was. Not a good sign.

I cupped his bulging crotch and he did mine. The place was too bright for further action. Then he said looks like it's not gonna work. I knew what he meant but wonder what signs gave me away? So I asked him why not?

He said he just knew from the way I kept checking out his package. Too eager to see if it will do what I wanted. Yeah, I knew too when he was not too aggressive. He said that meant I was a pushy bottom and he was a passive bottom. We grinned that we knew what we knew.

He said he was from out of town but frequent visitor for business. Oh, I bet married too. He smiled. Since I was local, he asked me if I had seen a certain guy who he went on to describe. Haha, I know he's looking for that unforgettable holiday fuck. From his description, that's one hot guy if I ever saw him.

Unfortunately, I don't seem to know who he was looking for. But I would not bother to write about all these if he had not said something very interesting. He said if only he had a camera phone one year ago then he could show me.

Does that mean he has one now? He said yes. I begged him to show me that. Unfortunately it was not the same model as what BC had. I cheekily suggested he was trying to capture sex on that camera. He said he heard it from a friend that's why he bought the phone. I said I tried that before. He wanted me to show it to him. I said it was not my camera.

He said it must be exciting. I said not at all. He wondered why. I said wait till he's seen his own pics. Did he ever wonder how he would look with his feet up in the air? Or being mounted from the rearend by a top.

He smirked. Did I really allow some guy to take videos of me like that? He said he was talking about nude pics not sex videos. I was wondering what he meant by videos. He said these cameras can take videos too. Oh damn, video too? Shouldn't those video camera be too big for a phone? I was embarrassed to be so ignorant.

Yeah, he would be damn worried to know pics of himself being fucked being shown to others. I said my friend would not do that, it's all for his personal keeping. He said we never know. Like what we were doing here- we could be talking about camera phones and doing" I'll show you mine if you show me yours". Fucking a big guy like me on video would be quite a sight on video. Though that would be disappointing too.

Disappointing? What can I say? I don't even want to ask him why. I guess he was not as interesting to me as a bottom as RA was. Too bad. We lost interest and chatted a little more then went our seperate ways.

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Sometimes nothing happened for weeks. Then suddenly many things happened without warning.

Everybody was so busy during this holiday season. I almost forgot about sex. I guess BC must be back by now but too busy with his family just like me.

Now that the season was over, the rest of the family went north to visit the in-laws for a few days. While I was home alone last night, BC called. As usual he just wished us happy new year and told me where to meet on Saturday night. I told him I was free last night but he was not.

I was so restless the whole day thinking about getting fucked. So tonight, I cleaned up good and ready. Gosh, I must have put on a few pounds from the good foods and no work. I hope he didn't notice.

When I got there, he was already naked. He looked great. I was quick too and shed my clothes immediately. He pinched my tummy and thighs, said I grown a few pounds. I said it will disappear soon enough.

I bend over at the bed and spread my legs. He stuck a finger in me and said at least it was still clean, hot and tight. I gasped. It felt sooo good. I wanted to suck his finger in. He laughed and called me a sex pig. Had I been a naughty boy for the whole month? I said he should be able to tell. This ass only like to be fucked by him ( so I lied but that's true so far )

He positioned behind me and rubbed his bare cock round my ass. I handed him a condom. He took it but still he entered me raw. I gasped but not protested. He said to give him a minute or two to fuck me raw. We both wanted it raw yet we both were careful. I wonder if submitting to him include my life too? Before I knew it, he already pulled out and put on the condom.

He was slow and tender without the condom. But with the condom on, he fucked faster and harder. I was pushing back and rotating my hips to get more of him.

He said my ass sounded different tonight. Instead of more dull thud sounds. it was louder clapping type of sound from my softer ass. He stopped to slap my ass and tummy and laughed and called me little piggy. The sounds were loud but not painful. There were pink finger marks.

I promised him I'll get those fats off. He said I better or he'll whack them out of me. He pushed me on the bed and turned me over to face him. He re-entered me. As he fucked his straining muscles were tight and nice. I asked him how he got rid of those goodies calories? He laughed and said sex and more sex. He's sweating more than me. I only need to put up my legs and he did the tunnel digging.

I said to thank him for digging my love tunnel. He bend down to kiss me. I said he can fuck me till I'm sore. His fucking was driving me nuts.

After almost 30 minutes of fucking in different positions and telling each other how great the fucking was, I told him I was ready to cum. He put his hands on his head and I did the same thing while facing him. We both watched while my cum came shooting out. " Look, no hands!" we both said and laughed together.

Then he came with a lion roar. He just had to be more macho. We collapsed together. The sweat, cum and man smell seemed so sweet.

His half erect cock slipped out and I removed his condom. We dozed off lightly. When we woke, the cum almost stuck us together.

I was ready for more. He said I won't be satisfied till I was sore and raw red down there? I said if he had the skills then I can take it all. I said if he's tired, he can ride me and fuck me in the piggie position. He rode on my back and gave me good fucks. I bucked and groaned like an animal. I was getting so high from sex. This man was a better fucker than when we first met.

The 2nd climax was just as great for us. But he was exhausted. I had to help him to wash up at the showers. Unfortunately, he had to get home though I said I was free for overnight stay.

Anyway, I was really exhausted too and he was satisfied when he inspected my ass to find it red and raw. Was it good for me? I said so good that he could give me a third fuck. He said I was a greedy sex pig. Then I realised that we had not had any drinks. He told me to take the bottle home as his Christmas gift.

When I reached home, I was barely able to walk to the door. While I was unlocking the door, someone sprang up behind me and childishly covered my eyes for surprise. I could not figure out who he was as I closed the door. He smelled of alcohol.

When his hand went inside my trousers and brushed my ass, I was shocked. It was the army kid who went to the Middle East. The one I wrote about who fucked me before he left almost a year ago. I'll call him MK.

He said he knew I was home alone. He just came back after Christmas. Was I happy to see him? I said I was very happy.

We sat down at the sofa and I put aside the bottle. He grabbed me and tried to undress me. I said it's not convenient tonight. He said no one's home so what's inconvenient? Unless I was menstrating like girls do for standard excuse? I said the neighbors may look in through the windows. He told me to close them all. It was almost an order. I quickly ran around closing all the curtains and turned on the TV for sound disguise.

Before I could sit down, he was stripping his clothes off. Oh boy, he had grown beefier than before. He called me CL instead of the usual uncle CL. I reminded him that I was his childhood friend's dad. He said it was not disrespect but it would be awkwards to call me uncle CL while fucking me.

I said we only had sex once. Why he still want an older guy? I was taking advantage of him the last time, don't he know?

He said in the Middle East he was damn horny all the time. Pros and sex were hard to get. Though he thought about girls most of the time, sometimes he thought about the time he was fucking me.

Don't I like his cock? I said I do but not tonight. ( I was afraid he would see my red and raw ass. Anyway, I had enough sex from BC tonight and I want to keep MK for next night.) But I knew a half drunk and horny guy will not take no for answer. What can I do now?

As if knowing me well, he laughed and asked if I had a boyfriend? I lied and said no ( yeah I lied, don't we all? ).

While I was still thinking of a way out, he grabbed me and made me strip. Then he pushed me over the sofa back rest and spread my legs. With one hand pressing me down, he used the other hand to spread open my ass.

As I was afraid of, he was surprised to see my red ass. He said he can even smell the man who just fucked me. I was such a whore. That man left his marks all over me and my ass. Shit, he felt just like the times when he and his army buddies had to share pros. Everybody wanted to be the first.

Anyway, he thought he would want to fuck me raw like the last time. But since I was such a slut, he better use a condom. Damned, he was totally corrupted by the army. Rude and selfish.

He took a condom from his trousers and put it on. Then while pressing me down, he skillfully slide it into me. I groaned from the soreness. He pushed forwards and when his head was above mine, he asked me how I liked to be fucked?

I said gently please. I was still sore. He said he'll try but not when he's crazy to cum. I should bear it like what my bf did to me.

He was talking dirty while enjoying my ass. He said it would be scandalous if my family walked in and saw him using me like a whore. So weird. He and my kid used to be able to crawl under my legs but now my legs were wide open for him to fuck my ass. When he was young, though he had seen me half naked before, he never thought about sex.

The dirty talks and fucking somehow felt great. I was not totally satisfied by BC. Now MK was adding more sex. Soon I was moaning and pushing my ass back. He was glad to see my response. We also cum almost together and went to clean up. Since no one was home, he stayed for the night

I just had to write this down because it was so weird.

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Well, when he wanted to stay over we both knew what he wanted. I cleaned up thoroughly before bed. I put on my boxer shorts only. It's warm and a short pull and I will be available for him to fuck.

I was asleep just long enough to recover from so much sex and then awoke with his cock already working inside me. No pain of penetration to wake me up, just some soreness. A sex starved young man. His steady gf was home with her family. I was the water in his sex desert.

I told him to take it easy, we got all night and day. I promised he can take me anytime and anyplace and anyway he wanted. I was not a fragile virgin girl so I can take all the fucking he needed. ( well I lied because I was getting quite sore. But good sex was worth it.) He said he was not making up for what he missed. He was making up for what he will not get when he's gone back. He wished he don't have to go. Anyway, he need to fuck till he's so sore that he will not miss sex for a long time. Over there they had to work on exercising to wear out themselves so that they will not think of sex. No wonder he's so beefy from eating and exercising all the time.

One thing for sure, he don't need kinky sex. He's too horny and he held my feet up till I was numb. I had to make him change positions with me.

This was the first time I had sex with a man in my own home. I ever thought about this before but this neighborhood was so close that surely people will know. But MK grown up here so nobody would suspect anything. I don't think MK would dare tell anyone he's been rogering uncle CL. The whole thing seem so ordinary and not as kinky as I had thought.

After so much sex and dirtty talks, we got back to talking about ordinary things. Like most tops, he had to ask if he was as good as any men who had taken me. My mistake was to say he was ONE of the best. Then he wanted to know who was the best and why he was the best. Was he the one who fucked me before him this night? I thought they both were a little less than my ex-bf. Something about the first being always the most memorable. It's not just sex, we were so close too. MK and BC were almost all about sex. Not that I thought that was not fun.

The best thing I thought was not to answer that question but to moan and show he's fucking me good. One good thing about being fucked by an army boy, he never thought of sex as being dirty or kinky like BC sometimes did. It's all natural even if I was his uncle CL or almost as old as his dad. That's because they may die anytime so sex is sex for fun. They get it anyway they can.

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I've done sex with strangers and the conversation was minimum during sex. Like one of them said, if he's looking for convesation we would be in a bar and not be in bed like this. I should shutup and fuck him. It's alright by me because I don't know what to say to a stranger anyway. Or maybe he was offended when I called him a mancunt.

I think with someone you know, conversation was expected. Because without sex we would be friendly enough to need to chat while we shoot some pools or throw some darts. Sex to MK was just like pools or darts only we don't need any equipment and just use our bodies. It's still two men having fun together. Why not? If you can last through hours of rough sports like rugby, fucking hard was light exercises and you can last a long long time too.

Actually MK was not considered the smart one around here. That's why he had not much qualifications and had to join the army. It's not a bad thing in this poor neighborhood since most were the same.

If he could last so could I. But the rubbing of the condom was rougher on me. I had to keep adding more lub like doing backyard BBQ. You gotta keep adding oil else the meat will dry up.

For more than 2 hours we'll be socialising and fucking. When it got too warm and I had to open a window slightly to let in more fresh air. Then we continued. He needed a beer and I got him one then he spilled some on my back when opening the can while still mounting me on my fours. It's all so casual. He asked if I can take more pounding and I said yeah, sure like agreeing to another new game of pools. He asked if I need more variations of sex I said no. Anyway, what did he mean by that? Oh maybe some role playing stuff like what kids used to play or some army roles? Or some more difficult positions like cartwheels? I said no thanks. Was he bored? He said no but wondered if I was. I wasn't. We could turn on the TV while we fuck. Nope too boring. Have I got any girlie mags? Well I did. I took out some from the locked drawer. Kinda of worried he would see those bosomy gals and lost interest in me.

He saw the mags and laughed hysterically. Weird reactions, I thought. When he calmed down he told me as kids they already knew where I kept those mags and they had picked that simple lock. They had seen all those before. I had a lousy few compared to most other dads.

He fucked girls like he had seen from the mags. He just never thought he would fuck one of the dads around here. His mum caught him once reading these mags and called these girls dirty whores. If his mum knew he's fucking me wonder what she would call me? I told him straight off that it would be dirty old uncle CL. That's what we called an old neighbor who molested one of the girls and kicked his ass out of here. Not lterally but the kids and adults kept calling him dirty old man till he quit from here. Some guys threatening to rape him back did the trick best. The police could not find any strong evidence to put him in jail.

That was why I reminded him to keep everything secret. His family would not be too pleased to know even if he's a big man now. He's always a kid to them and I am old uncle CL.

There's as much socialising as sex. He even took the lub tube and squirted some into me while holding up my ass to watch it run down. That way it will last longer. Squirting on his cock will just let them run off and wet my groins to make me sticky. He towelled dry my wet groin. We were actually more sticky from the sweat and the cold beer helped.

2 hours and 2 cums later, we collapsed and went to sleep again.

Hours later, I awoke again with his cock up my ass again. His morning hardon needed servicing. But I had this urge to pee. Everytime he hit my sweet spot, I felt it more. It reminded me of my ex-bf. So I told MK to fuck the pee out of me if he can. I bend over at the toilet bowl with my legs spread open. He pounded me hard from behind. The very strange feeling of wanting to pee and cum at the same time was feeling extremely good. Yet nothing much came out. Just some precum or pee mixed. I had asked guys on this board if this was dangerous. The answers were that it should not be. So I can relax to enjoy this feeling of better than just fucking. My head was spinning from some orgasm that cannot be released. It was so good I almost passed out.

After he tired and slow down to rest, I breathed hard and slowly my cock relaxed a little and the pee just flowed slowly out. The pee felt very hot and stinged the inside of my almost hard cock. MK wanted to fuck out the pee but I held his cock. The feeling suddenly became painful.

Finally the pee flowed out and I felt relieved of the pain. I let off the last pee and felt great. MK already peed before fucking me so he was not affected.

Once the pee was over, I felt the cum building up. Back to bed and my favorite shooting position. Legs on his shoulders and pillows under my butts to raise my asshole high for better entry. With my hands behind my head, I told him to pound me hard and fast. He pounded with hard breathing. When I was ready to cum I told him to watch me cum.

"Look ma, no hands", as my cum shot out each time he pounded in. Never failed to delight the top to watch himself fucking the cum out of a man.

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We hugged and went to sleep for a short while. I got up to clean up and get shaved. I smelled like cum. He woke and joined me in the toilet. I was showered and bending over at the sink to shave totally naked.
Though I as quite sore by now, something inside me made me spread my legs wider and hoped he'll notice my "ready for you to fuck pose".

No luck, he went straight for the showers. He looked damn sexy showering. I was looking more than shaving. When he towelled himself and bend over to wipe his legs, I almost got a good glimpse of his ass. Nice. He saw what I was looking. Called me a dirty old man. Stop staring at his hairy ass. He came over and jammed a finger up my butts. Wow, soreness was getting painful.

He asked why my ass was almost hairless? I said I used the pair of small scissors to trim it. He said why not shave it then? I said I can't see down there and may cut myself.

He wanted to shave for me. He took my razor and shaving cream. I bend over at the side of the tub, he did a slow nice shave that felt silky smooth after.

He said I should shave for him too. A smooth ass should be more hygenic in the desert. I could hardly wait. This stud muffin bend over at the side of the tub was for me to play with. That ass was tight and covered with much fine baby hair. But the pinkness was like a cherry peeking through. I applied the cream and imagined it was lub. I rubbed his asshole and was tempted to dig my finger inside. It felt very hot. My heartbeat increased rapidly.

But I steadied myself and gave him a nice smooth shave. His ass looked as smooth as a baby's butts. His pink hole was virgin and tightly closed. Have I ever fucked a virgin ass before? I think maybe one or two but not too sure and maybe too long stories to tell. But I was 100% sure this one was virgin. It doesn't have that puffy look of mine.

I rinsed his butt and some fine hair flowed around his hole. I told him I was going to pick out some hair and NOT going to finger fuck him. Funny I should be so careful to warn him first. Then I realised my damn cock was all hard. I was warning myself to be careful.

I mean if a naked man was bend over and you had a hard cock, a good fuck was waiting to happen, right? Was he or was he not? Can I or can I not? If I can be bi and like to get fucked, maybe he's the same too? Hell, I deserved to take his cherry since we were so close.

Timing was everything and I may have lost it from looking and waiting for a little too long. Before I knew it, he was up and I was pushed down. His bare cock drove into me dominantly. He was silent and the atmosphere was tense. We both knew why. That thinking crossed his mind only for a very brief moment and I failed to seized it. He wanted to assure himself that I was the dirty old man thinking on bending him.

He needed assurance and I better act the part. I needed to act as feminine as I can. Moaned and groaned and calling him to screw my mancunt. Telling him to impregnate me with his baby maker.

He slapped my ass and I said oh yeah. I was only his fuck toy. Ride me and use me hard. He let loose his emotions by giving me a few good spanking till my butts were a little sore yet not painful. Then he pulled out and shot his load on my face. It was a small and thick load.

After that he recovered his senses. He gave me a sorry look but never did say it out. I was quite dazed myself. Breakfast at the table was quite strained. We both don't know what to say. We tried to keep out of mentioning what he was afraid to think.

I tried to say something like it was normal or alright but maybe I don't know how to express myself. It must have came out wrong because he grabbed me immediately and threw me over the sofa, pulled off my shorts and gave me another good pounding. This time I bleed a little and he stopped. He put back on his clothes and left.

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When he's gone, I took a closer look at my butts and ass. Those smacks he gave me were making some bruise marks. Funny thing was if he did it without sex that kind of bruises should be painful but with sex, it felt like a kind of painful massage?

And my ass was angry red and raw. Now the pain also started to swell. I cleaned myself and applied some medication. I had too much sex so I should rest today. But if BC call? Truth was this kind of sore don't feel like much and I can easily have more rough sex. But I was sure BC would want to know who fucked me up so bad. We fuck with all the lights on and he liked to watch us naked so I cannot hide it. Too bad, I had to switch off my mobile so that I can lie that the battery died when he called.

3 days later, MK called me on the phone. He sounded very angry. He said I gave him something. Maybe STD! His ass was itching bad. Oh my god, I was feeling itchy too but I thought it was nothing but my sore ass recovering. But when he said it, I felt the itch got worse. He said he had not fucked a whore for months. He thought I was safe. But now he said I was worse than a whore. Did I put up my legs for any men I get?

I was almost speechless. I said sorry over and over again. Must be my fault because I had too much sex. But the recent ones were only BC and Snakeboy and Snakeboy never really fucked me. Oh my god, wonder where BC been to when he was overseas?

I looked at my butts from a small hand mirror. It looked like some rashes were there. Oh fucking hell, I got something nasty. From who? I can't really figure out.

The next day, I went to the doctor who examined my prostate the last time. I told him everything about getting fucked up the ass and he had no comments.

It took a long while to get the appointment. Though I was feeling shy about it but since he had examined me before and knew about my sex life, I find it easier this time. When he asked what's my problem, I told him I felt itchy down there and it could be STD. He told me to drop my pants and bend over by the bed. Putting a glove on and with a torchlight, he looked closer at my butts.

He said it looked bad. He told me to strip naked because he wanted to check my whole body for other signs of STD. He checked and said I looked as healthy as a horse. I also laid on the bed while he used the big examination light and big magnifying glass to examine my ass closely.

He said he can never be 100% sure but I don't seem to have STD. It looked like my overshaved ass had some fine hairs growing and these sometimes can cause irritation from infection of exposed hair follicles(?) and also the short hairs can be stiff and pricky. When I walked around, the 2 parts of my ass rubbed together and caused more itching. My sore looking ass hole also caused irritation.

But he also saw some faint bruise marks on my butts. Did I fall on my butts? Well, thanks for giving a good excuse. So I said I fell on some wood pile. Sheesh, I thought those smacks marks from MK were all gone by now.

Anyway, he asked why I thought I had STD? For him to do his job well, he needed me to tell him everything. I was wondering if I can find a good excuse like the one he gave about falling on my butts. He saw my hesistation and smiled.

"Look, you told me before that you had been anally penetrated before. There's nothing to be shy about. Many men did that. It's only sex. I just need to know the truth so that I can narrow down all the other possibilities and make my analysis easier. Like that soreness was from using a large dildo or ..."

So I told him all from the time when BC fucked me good. Then MK fucked me all night and all morning so the soreness was from the fuck burn. MK shaved my ass and I did his. Then MK called me to complain about itch. That's why I said STD.

He tried to look detached but his eyes moved a little and his jaws drooped a little. Damned hell, I said too much. He asked if MK ever said about confirmed STD from a doctor? I said probably not because he's scared too.

He said he had to take a blood sample and an ass swipe for tests. But from my examination so far, I don't have signs of STD. Just take care of the itch with some medication. Also encourage MK to see a doctor to be sure. Meanwhile, my other buddy need only be told if I had the STD. In the meantime, I must stay away from sex. For a big guy like me, I should be able to tell the other men no.

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What a relief when I called MK to tell him the good news. He apologised for calling me names. His medical checkup was all ok too and he'll be very careful with the prostitutes.

Only problem was I had to tell BC no. I don't think I know how, when I get weak thinking about our last sex. I better turn off my phone. I'll probably have to tell him my phone died and went for repairs. Even had to keep away from the pubs that we knew in case he come looking for me.

Well the backdoor may be closed, I thought a good blowjob would be safe. I was a little drunk and went to the park and had a quick one in the bushes. Went home and fell into bed immediately. Woke up feeling sore in ass! Panicked! What did I do the night before? Was that a blowjob or something more I did while drunk? I was having a headache trying to recall. I was sure it was just a blowjob unless I passed out and was fucked ? My ass sure felt like it was used.

Went to the toilet to check. The sores had worsen. But no sticky stuff like cum or lub there unless that bastard fucked me raw. It's not easy to check myself with the hand mirror. I hated to go back to the doctor again. Only thing left was to get cleaned up and shower then apply medication. When the headache cleared after the shower and good coffee, I started to think.

Now I was sure I never passed out or got fucked. Then I remembered the blowjob was going too slow so I allowed him to rub my butts while he pushed me forwards. I slapped his hands when he tried to finger my sore ass. That must be it. His hands had been everywhere even on the dirty soil. I must be infected by the dirt.

Anyway, 2 days later, the sores went away. Still it was messy down there. By the time I felt safe to have sex with BC, my phone never ring. I called him and he said he's busy. Sounded annoyed too. Oops, I better leave him alone for awhile. After so much happened, I began to think sex was jinx for me.

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From nothing to lots of sex during RWC to nothing, then to continuous sex with BC and MK ( woah the feeling was explosive and unbelievable ) and now back to nothing? I had to admit this nothing was driving me nuts, I was in withdrawal ! I need a man real bad. My body was expecting that "nothing to plenty explosion" to happen as before.

Called BC twice and got the brushoff "busy". Better leave him alone for a while. MK was at camp hundreds of miles away and soon to get to the Middle East again. I've got nobodyelse. This time oral was not enough. Finding a stranger who's be a good top was really difficult. I tried that one year ago and found mostly jerks or lousy fucks.

I can't help it. Come last weekend, I cleaned up my ass good and lubbed up. Didn't get drunk, just a small perk-me up. Went to the cruisiest park and looked. Mostly nothing but a few guys looked interesting. Not sure. Everything back to normal and the park was busier than usual. From high school kids to 70s gents.

Of course with my big built and marine haircut, I either scare people off or attract the wrong guys. That's fine with me because I looked the masculine top so don't mess with me.I prefer the cocky tops like BC or MK who thought they can fuck a masculine top.

Of course I was putting a false front there. And talk about the devil, I bumped into the jerk who knew that. ( I wrote before about this jerk who after fucking me, called his friend over and I had to service his friend too. The worse insult was his friend complaining about my ass being sloppy second and this jerk was gloating about his fucking skills.) Usually I would avoid him. He tried to recruit me for his sex parties before. Of course he'll flatter by saying only the best were invited.

He's a smooth talker and I guess must be a very popular host too. A little smaller than me but smartly dressed, smiled a lot too. When I first met him, I was taken in by his friendliness. We chatted and I told him almost everything about my ex-bf and me. He told me about his ex-bf too. I never ever seen him with any bf. He seemed so popular that anybody could be his bf.

One thing led to another, I thought he could be potential bf. He sensed it too ( me dumb ). He proposed sex at a motel and we went. I submitted my ass to him and though his skills were not as good, he gave me a good fuck. I fell asleep feeling ready to develop things further after that good start.

When I heard the knock on the door and he let his friend in, I was still drowsy. When his friend stripped and lifted my legs up, I woked up fully surprised. Then came that insult when his cock sank into my ass " his ass is so sloppy. I am having your sloppy seconds." The way they laughed and talked about my ass was insulting.

I don't know why but I always remembered that insult. Maybe because I seemed to bump into him when I tried to avoid him. That's when he tried to recruit me for his sex parties and I heard about his popularity. I guess he thought nothing about sharing a good piece of new meat like me with a friend, just to be popular.

Some people may think I was not truely versatile but a pure bottom because of the way I submit myself to a top. Maybe I can't express myself well but that is different from those S&M sorts of submission. I did not submit myself to be abused. My submission was a relationship submission to be the bottom and the top will fuck me anyway he wanted. Because of my beefy size and I don't looked like a bottom, I thought this would assure the top that I was willing to be fucked. I did not want any wishy washy fuck because of my look.

Hence, I was furious with those tops who mistook my submission to be S&M. Whatever dirty ways he dominate me must remain within those 4 walls. I had that with my ex-bf. But I was dumb to expect others to behave likewise. This jerk who called his friend to share my ass and discussing my submission while I was being fucked was totally insulting. Expecting me to join his stupid sex parties and be insulted in front of so many men would be double insult.

If I was not so horny, I would have left. I stayed hoping he'll leave me alone. No such luck, his smiling face approached and it would seem rude to pick a fight. He's talkative as usual, talking about things I have few replies and again inviting me to his sex parties. I rudely told him outright that I don't do stupid sex parties and to fucking leave me alone. Oh boy, was he pissed. That smile dropped off his face.

If he wanted a fight, I'll gladly rearrange his fucking face. Unfortunately, his stinging words were worse than his punches. A young kid ( I think about 18 yo?) passed us and said hello to him. He pulled that kid over to join us. He introduce me as Jack ( ok I never gave my real name) and this kid was Eric ( that jerk was WS). He asked the kid if he's looking for a bottom. The kid said yeah.

"Hey, do you like uncle Jack? " he asked.

"Sure, but...," the kid was wondering what he meant.

"Sure, sure, uncle Jack is a big bottom. Aren't you Jack? " he smiled at me.

"Fuck you WS, I am not bottom, just versatile," I know he knew but I was not going to chicken out in front of this kid and leave.

"Yeah, Jack's too straight looking," the kid trying to be polite?

"Don't belive me huh, Eric? Well you can ask K*** too. He had him too. Of course after I had Jack first." That evil grin.

"Stop talking behind my back will you," I was pissed off.

"Hey Jack, I was only teaching the kid that bottoms come in all shapes and sizes," he pushed his upper hands.

"Oops, excuse me I see a friend over," the kid knew to keep out of a fight and excused himself.

I glared at WS. Must have frightened him off because he left too.

Peace at last. I got up to walk around. Saw bloodly WS trying to pickup that kid Eric again. Avoided them.

Saw a likely target. He looked interested. I looked back. But realized his eyes following something behind me. It was Eric posing being available under the tree nearby. Sure enough, that guy approached Eric and curious me watched discreetly the catch that got away.

The deal must have failed because he soon walked away. I followed discreetly. Too bad, he went to the carpark and drove off.

I turned around, again Eric was nearby. I got the hint and was not too glad to see WS's friend. Too late, he came by. We sat down nearby. He's from outback and attending the local Uni here. Must be so because he's too polite. Cute and atheletic, he must be quite popular with both sexes. Wanting to be a doctor since the outback lack medical people. He's not a friend of WS. WS kept pestering him to join his sex parties.

I said yeah, he tried that with me too. He confessed that he did go once on condition that he can put on a mask and keep his clothes on while peeping from the vents of another room. So WS and his friend K*** set it up for him to observe. Basically it was no different from any orgy. The tops were given red bands to wear on their hands and the bottom wear white bands. The versatile wears both. Unless you were taken otherwise you cannot refuse sex from another member. There must be at least 20 guys there that night. Of course WS got the first pick. The tops can trade their bottoms after use but the bottoms cannot do that. Fresh meat was always popular and was passed around so much, they just served him bend over the dinner table. But they all wore condoms. All the fuckings were done in the big hall. The fun part was when a top clicked with a bottom and they fucked with so much noisy passion, everybody gathered round to watch and gave pointers. Hence there was a sort of competition for the tops to find a bottom who will make all the noises to make him the star top.

Being a top, Eric was afraid that he will be served on the dinner table with bottoms sitting on his cock all night. That's why he did not join the parties ans WS was still wanting him. Anyway, WS told him I would make WS a star top. I guess that's why he's always after me.

I reminded Eric I was versatile. He said that only meant I'll bend over for the right guy. Just because he was young and cute, many thought he was a bottom. Just because I was big and beefy, many thought I was top. That guy who just left in his car? He was looking for a bottom when he approached Eric. That's why he was rejected.

Because WS said I was such a good fuck, Eric was interested in me. I said I was not interested ( actually I was sort of interested but I learnt to be not too hasty to put out. That way the chances actually increased plenty. )

He confessed that he had not much experiences. He does mostly handjobs and blowjobs with others. This kid gotta learn that being honest don't get you sex here. He should be telling me he got bottoms panting and begging for more.

Being honest makes him a good kid but not good sex. I said sorry, he's not really my type. I actually felt cocky to reject him. This kid would hardly ever get rejected.

Having said that, I regretted it almost immediately. I must be nuts. This was not the time to act like big daddy to this kid.
I must be nuts. My well lubed ass was feeling hot down there.

His room mate was still not back from the holiday break, would I like to come to his dorm? Well, sometimes I wonder it would be nice if I had been to college. I never thought of it but now I would like to see a dorm for myself. I said sure if he's driving. He drove us to his dorm and we sneaked in through the back stairs. The dorm sounded noisy at night. His room was neat and tidy. He only switched on a small light so that others would think he's out and not bother us. The stereo and TV sound from his neigbors were loud. I felt like we were not alone at all.

He got me a beer and we sat at his bed. The awkward silence. I rejected him but now I was on his bed, that's why it's awkwards. Worse yet. I don't know if I should act like big daddy or act like a submissive bottom. Weird feelings. He's inexperienced so he's waiting and watching me too. We drank the beer but beer don't do a thing for me. But he did get a little bolder. Slowly he leaned over and kissed me. We locked lips and looked into each other's eyes. Breathing heavily.

Then the clothes came off. We kissed some more wondering what next? He grabbed my pole I grabbed his. He was hard and all wet with precum. I jerked his cock and he bucked. We breathed hard. He looked at me deeply like asking me something. I knew what he's asking. I couldn't say yes. I closed my eyes to avoid answering. But involuntarily, I drooped my head. Something inside me was saying yes.

He had his hands behind my legs. I fell back slowly and voluntarily to let him raise them up. This slow surrender was feeling so unreal because it never happened before. He placed my legs on his shoulders and looked at my dazed eyes. He smiled. His finger slowly inserted and dug for my sweet spot. Whoops, he found it quickly. I gasped.

( Sorry, too tired to contiue. Later..)

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Must be his medical training. He removed his finger and looked closely for stains. My well cleaned and pre-lubbed ass was clean as a whistle. He smiled and said either I was well prepared or I would be the few guys who can get wet naturally down there. No answer.

Back he went for my sweet spot and hit it easily. His massaging my sweet spot got me hard as nail and leaking. Suddenly there was a knock on his door. We froze and waited. Someone said he needed to borrow his notes. Seeing no response, the guy left. Meanwhile I was sweating yet he was giggling. He said there's an unwritten rule that if no response or sounds of sexual activities in the room, then any guy must be left alone.So don't worry.

Yeah, tell that to my frightened and soften cock. I needed to explain why I wasn't hard to him just in case. Unlike a woman, a man have a visible sex meter where his cock's hardness is proportional to his pleasures. Women can fake it but men can't. A top wants to see bottom's cock hard to confirm that he is a good top. I never have problem staying hard while getting fucked. All it takes was for his magic finger in me and I was hard and leaking.

Though he don't talk much but he's very polite even during sex. A fine educated gentleman. I began to think he's treating me like a lady. That's giving me the creeps. He's so young, even younger than MK. But MK was no gentleman with that beefy size, he can knock any man down with a hard fuck. And can he fuck hard. My ass was sore for days. But I liked it because it drove me nuts.

This gentleman treatment was too weird. Must be his good bedside manners. I mean he even placed a pillow under my ass to make me comfortable. Having eased my hole open with his fingers, he piled on more pillows under me! I thought he's going too far with this caring thing.

He brought his cock near and very slowly inserted it into me, with condom already on. Funny feeling that I felt no pain at all. Was my ass getting loose? I started to worry about how WS told him my ass being loose, sloppy seconds. I tightened my ass muscles a little and instinctively I breathed hard and moaned the imagined pain as usual. He looked concerned and told me to relax.

I looked at him wondering what he thought of my ass. He stroked my hair and smiled. His cock was a good size but he was fucking me too slow to get me hot. Bsides my hard cock, I had to moan low and soft though I was not feeling much at all. We were not clicking at all. No medical training or bedside manners can make up for his inexperience. He was oohh and ahhh more than me.

No obscenities, no bitch, no fuck you, no nothing. No rough treatment. Too polite like proper married couples doing sex duties for making babies sake, not for fun. Being as old as his dad, I wanted to act proper too. Silly but I sort of followed his lead. Stop being sex crazy and enjoy something slow and different for a change, I told myself.

But his hands massaging my nipples were good. I have big pecs from years of manual work but they got a little softer and rounder from the holiday goodies and age. My guess was that he's a boobs kind of guy, those going for big boobs chicks or guys. He's definitely doing his boobs play on me. That stroking my hair was chicks play too. Oh brother, he's transferring everything he's done with his proper girlfriend to me.

This was not going anywhere and had to stop. I took his hand and formed his fist and punch it to my chest. I took it to punch my thighs. He looked puzzled.

"Eric, you noticed my muscles are much harder than a girl's. I can take hard knocks and rougher sex than this," I told him. "Stop treating me like your girlfriend!"

"Oh? Jack, I thought you said you hated how WS fucked you? I've seen how WS abused his bottoms at his sex party. So I thought to be gentler with you," he certainly thought too much and too caring.

"Well I certainly don't do S&M but man-to-man sex had to be a little rough like the way we play men's games like rugby. I am a rough sod, not a gentleman like you. I take my sex rough. I hate to tell you this since I am almost as old as your dad but once I submit myself to you for fucking then age makes no difference. I am all yours to fuck anyway you like. Don't be gentle, be dominating. Yeah, I was worried about our age difference too and appreciate your gentleness but the sex was not going anywhere."

"Wow, erm I'll try Jack"

"Yeah start by removing so many pillows under me like I was a fucking gay princess. You want me? grab my ankles and slam me harder. Here, feel my buttocks, it's not watery soft like a girl's. I like feeling your thighs slamming onto them." Oh man, this was the closest I felt to being a butch bottom.

"And one more thing, there's more than just the missionary position for sex. Here try the doggie too."

I turned around and swept all the pillows down the floor. Got on my all fours. "Outback boy, you seen the dogs, the goats, the horsie done it, right? Well, now you do it the animal way. Mount me."

Of course he knew the doggie style, I was just being mean. With his hands on my shoulder, he slammed that dick in. Ouch, I was too busy talking and that slam was too sudden and it hurt. He slammed somemore and it got feeling good.

I took his hand and led them to my chest. He got the signal and grabbed my pecs hard. I gasped. I took his other hand and slammed my butt. "Here, try a little horsie play too, cowboy."

He don't need to be taught but once I agreed to be fucked rough, his maleness automatically took over. I just enjoyed being butch and bully this kid before he got as experienced as MK and put me in my place.

"Hey cowboy, you know how to holler don't you?"

"Eeehaaa," he whopped my ass. Pak, pak, pak. Hope I didn't turn him into a monster.

He's getting into it. Grabbed me and turned me over. Grabbed my ankles and slammed into me. He watched me gasp and groan.

"How was it, bitch?" his first obscenity. " You like being fucked by a kid don't you?"

"Yeah, fuck me, fuck me kid"

He laughed. Then he stopped. Made me stand up and inspected me naked. I felt like he was checking for signs of diseases or something. Made me bend over and say ah. when he inserted his finger into me. Grabbed my balls with the other hand and squeezed. Took the precum from my leaking
cock and inspected. Smelled it too. Pulled apart my butt cheeks and peered at my hole.

"Well Jack, you just got a free medical look over. And the verdict is you are all clear. But..."

"Huh, but what?"

"You are no virgin. Hahahaha..." Naughty boy making fun of uncle.

"Hey kid, you are a quack. You sure you got the licence yet? I want a second opinion. I gotta sue you for malpractice."

"Go ahead so sue me. I've got WS, K*** and my cock as witness. Bend over you slut. Gotta sue you for cradle snatching too. Hahaha.."

Slammm. His cock entry nearly knocked me over. His hand reached under my nose to hold me steady. There's urgency in his butt slamming. He's getting closer. His breathing and ahhh got faster. After about 5 minutes of ohhh and ahh while I moaned in enjoyment, he pulled out and pulled off the condom. Turned me over on my back. Took my hands, one on his balls and one on his cock. While I stroked him hard, he shot plenty of cum up my face and chest.

He collapsed on me breathing hard and held me tight. What about me? I haven't cum yet. He looked at me knowing what I wanted. I was working his cock hoping he could get hard quick. Looked like I won't get to cum while being fucked. He was still sensitive and pushed my hand away.

He pulled up my ankles and stuck two fingers up my ass. I don't know how he did it but the prostate massage was so good. I had to push away or I would shoot cum right away. It felt too mechanical and impersonal a way to make me cum. I want to get fucked not get milked like a cow. His way was too intense and uncontrollable.

"Take it easy kid. I want to cum but this is supposed to be sex not a medical procedure," I was feeling pissed.

"Errm sorry Jack. What's wrong?"

"Make me cum from sex, touch my body. Squeeze my pecs, squeeze my balls, whop my butts, punch my shoulders, hell do anything to stimulate me to cum but don't make me cum so directly by pressing the instant cum button on my prostate. Get that fucking baby maker hard and shove it into me if you can. Stick a finger up your own ass to get yourself hard if you have to or else I'll do it for you kid"

Well it pays to be beefy and bigger than this kid so I can bully him. I waved a middle finger at him and we watched as his cock slowly rose up. The wonder of being young. I know he would be able to do it, just be a little sore in the groins later.

"So you want it hard, then you lick it up," he jammed it into my mouth. I smelled his sweat, his male smell and his funky cum. I don't suck well but he's hard just being in my wet warm mouth.

He pulled out and looked at me for service. I unrolled a condom on his cock. He cocked his head a little, I turned on my elbow ( wrestling move from high school) and braced myself on my fours.

Whop, whop, whop.. my butts for him to whop, he's claiming back his dominance.I had pushed him to this. Grabbed my mouth to make me raise my head up. He slammed his cock into me and his hand caught my gasp of painful entry again. He pulled harder and I raised my head higher while he slammed in more and harder. I was gasping for breath and had to breathe through his cupped fingers. I was getting dizzy from all that but it made me more aware of his cock slamming hard into me. His other hands was whopping my butts but the stings was feeling good.

I was feeling like cumming soon and groaned through his fingers that I was. Suddenly he clamped down hard on my nose and mouth. I felt giddy and struggled to breathe. I felt my cum about to shoot out while my body felt like floating from some high. The cum felt like being stuck inside me. Something in me panicked and my hands grabbed him and threw him onto the bed.

"What the fucking hell are you trying to do to me? Strangle me?" I was coughing hard and shuddered giddily. He threw me on my back and held me down. He slammed his cock back in hard and fast. Feeling released from the painful restraint, I cummed and cummed. Then I felt him shudder and cum as well. I locked my legs around him and felt like pushing him into my body as I locked them hard. We embraced and kissed. and stayed locked together for a long time.

When we recovered enough, we looked at each other in disbelief. What the hell did we do together just now? I felt deliciously sore everywhere. My whole body was sensitive to his touch. I felt very strange as I curled up into a ball into his warm embrace. I felt sticky warm liquid oozing out my ass (either the lub he used or my body secretion. ) I felt truely well fucked. I need to be embraced.

We stayed in embrace for a long time enjoying the sexual afterglow. I felt like I was the kid and he was my man. He kissed me and asked if I wanted to stay the night. I nodded my head. I was afraid to speak and hear my masculine voice spoil the moment.

We dozed off and when I woke again, the dorm felt so quiet. The clock was past 1am. He was sleeping like a baby. We were sweaty and sticky. Damnned. These hostels don't have private bathrooms. We smelled like sex pig by now.

I looked down. his cock was already erect. I touched it. He opened his eyes. That smile, that naughty look. Sigh, who am I to protest huh? I fucking want it.

With a sigh and a smile, I grabbed my ankles. "Come on kid, take me again."

Cockily, he tweaked my nose, squeezed my pecs and gave me a loud whop on my butts. Stretched himself lazily and yawned. The cockiness like he already owned my ass. He picked another condom and rolled it on his dick. The slow deliberate actions just to make me wait for it with my butts up in the air. Earlier on I would have chewed him out for the attitude. Now.... when our eyes met, he was daring me to. I backed down.

He stuck a finger up my ass and was about to say something but stopped short. I was all wet down there. No lub needed. He carressed my thighs and my groins. With one hand on my jaws, he slammed his cock into me suddenly.

( Just thinking about it makes me horny again. I just fingered myself and cummed. Lost the momentum to carry on. So later...)

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Needless to say, he gave me a good fuck. Wish I was not afraid of gay sex when I was his age. Chasing after pussies then was so difficult, scoring was rare. So rare that we inflated the scores. But even when we scored, the sex was quick and she was giving it like charities. The only sure thing was to go for a pros. 3 good fucks in one night? Not even a pros allowed that.

So sex at that age was frustrating. Basically we'll get it how we can. Girls or boys or men. With men, you won't even talk about it. Of course there were those men who offered their asses but no way could we think about that. Ok, that's a lie. I was curious enough to tried that on one part time coach. ( That's another story) The fear was that if we were ever found out, we'll both be dead.

But sex nowadays seemed so casual. Even gay sex was not a big deal. I remembered when our mega butch rugby star Ian Roberts came out in mid 90's, the guys at the pub were more amused than shocked. Nothing much were said except maybe wondering if he's top or btm. It showed that butch masculine guys can be gays too and we cracked gay jokes at each other. At that time, I had not tried being fucked yet so I enjoyed making those crude jokes too.

So sex with Eric was relaxed and all fun. To him, I was nothing more than just a man who offered him my ass. He can still crack those crude jokes but I was the butt of some of these jokes. However these are now considered harmless jokes.

A good fuck was so strange, it took more than half hour yet I can hardly describe it in a few lines. There were many things said yet I only vaguely remember them now. Repeating them would be boring?

Eric must be having a sort of face fetish? He grabbed my face while fucking me doggie. When grabbing my legs up for frontal fuck, he would tweak my nose or my cheeks or slapped my face playfully. When he's about to cum, he would rub his hot cock all over my face while he sat on me. When he cum, he shot all over my face and rubbed it all over. Which was bad because I smelled of cum and there's no toilet to cleanup. He loved the smell and kissed me all over the face yet he won't lick me clean.

After the exhausting sex, we chat about our performances in bed. I was a good fuck, his balls were drained servicing me. I was surprisingly very active as a btm, unlike most men and women he fucked. And that remark as expected, " you must be very experienced". I mean if I was passive and shy in bed then I was freshmeat, if I was pushing with him and putting up my ass in all sorts of positions willingly for him to be fucked, then I was used meat. Whatever the fuck was no pleasing any top.

He still insisted on sitting on me while we chatted with his semi-hard cock dangling over my face. I asked him if he liked cock whipping a man's face. He said yes and he also liked sitting on my chest and feel my hard breathing under him like a subdued gladiator.

Alright, it's a humilaiting thing to ask but I had to. How old was he? He's 19. And how old was I? more than double his age. Married with kids? Yes. Bf? No

We laughed and he gripped my face with his big thighs. Well I started it. How did it feel to be taken by a kid? I said if it's not fucking great, I won't let him sit on me like now. Was it embarrassing? Used to be but now I don't fucking get bothered. I accepted his cock inside me whatelse could be more intimate.

Being an intelligent medical student, his view was different. We just had a mating intercourse. The male will seek to stick his organ into the female to inject his seeds into the female. In his farm, sex between animals happened all the time.This primitive mating drive was what made us have sex. But not all farm animals are allowed to have sex. Only quality males are allowed to breed. The rest were castrated.

Anyway, I told him I need to wash up. He said there's a communal toilet down the hallway. I said is it safe for me? He said probably not because other students may be using it and I was obviously not a student.

In that case I better get home otherwise it will be awkwards in the morning to be seen sneaking out. We said goodbye and I sneaked out at 3am in the morning and took a cab home.

No exchange of phone number. I was not going to ask him though I wanted to a few times. I don't know how to without seeming cheap. I don't think he needed to worry about getting men or women for sex. I was just a good fuck. Keeping it this way, I'll still have good chance of more fucks later.

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That one great fuck was good to last a whole week. But by Wednesday, I was already feeling the urge. By Thursday I was writing it all down. By Friday, I had to jo myself. By Saturday, I was dying to meet him again. I thought maybe I'll sneak into his hostel after midnight or something.

Truth was, I haven't got the guts to do that. Best to drown myself in some hard stuff at the pub. Maybe I'll get the guts by then. Sat down with friends and just had a good one when I saw JY walked in. My ex-gf from high school and so long ago. Ok, I exaggerated again, should be almost ex-gf. There's this bunch of girls who would hang out with us jocks. People thought we scored easily with these girls but the truth was, I only scored some with the plain Janes or the easy Suzies.

JY was one of the prettiest and like most boys, I was hot for her. We went for 2 dates but never scored or got steady with her. After school's over, never met her since. There she was now, older and not attractive as I thought. Fat too. Yucks.

She said hello to the guys that she knew and soon was with me. Told me she got married to a doctor and was here to visit her kid who's studying medicine. How old was her kid? 19years old.

Oh my god, cannot be. This kind of co-incidence can only happened in soap operas. I felt sweaty. What's his name? Patrick W***. Not Eric but we don't use our real names for ONS so it's still possible. Wasn't W*** the nerdy guy we all whacked around with? Yes it was.

I felt chilly. The more I looked at her, the more I thought Eric looked like her. Oh fucking hell, there I was trying to stick my cock into his mummy and now her son was sticking his cock into me. I had to know if that was true but I can't face that truth.

She only had a photo of his at 12. He looked sort of like Eric but I was not sure. Anyway, she was already wondering why I was nervous and so interested in her kid so I stopped. She left soon enough.

I don't know why I was shook up about that. So what if he was Eric? If I bumped into her these few days with him, I wonder if I should hide? I bet he wouldn't tell her about me. But I was sure that she'll tell him about me and how she rejected my advances. I never thought she'll be dating that W*** nerd.

That's bad but silly me. After what Eric had done to me, what's all this shyness for? When I saw my friend and his 20 yo kid, I realised if I had married JY and our kid looked like her then he'll certainly looked like Eric.

The drinks were making my mind go crazy. A small thing and I blew it up into incest. Suddenly the idea of sneaking into Eric's hostel seemed very disgusting. I felt disgusted with myself and went home early for bed. The old lady was surprised.

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Well, it 's been so long since I last posted. Reason being I was too piss drunk for the month to bother about anything. Hope that writing this down will help to resist the urge to get drunk again.

I was trying to lie to myself when I said that I was unsure if Eric was actually JY's son Patrick. Then I contradicted myself later on. I knew deep inside that he's got to be Patrick. The denial was so depressing that I numbed myself with booze. I really had the hots for JY and I tried to get her during those 2 dates. Then something changed and she kept a cool distance away. Maybe she thought I was treating her like those easy Suzie. I was hurt but too dumb to show it. Maybe she thought I won't provide well for her and she chose that smart nerd instead. It hurts more to know that she was right since he was a doctor and I was barely able to pay for my drinks. I am nothing and now this ...with her kid? How low can I go if she knew about it...?

Hard stuff are always good for whatever the damned reason. I drank and drank each night and can barely make it home, sometimes with the help of friends. Friends atarted asking questions and telling my old lady. I ran up a big tab at the bar and not feeling too welcomed. So I had to switch bars sometimes to avoid being seen.

Sometimes at other bars,strangers are more friendly for a chat. Other times, they ignored you. After a few weeks of no sex, some of the strangers/men began to look more and more sexy. Of course these are not gay bars so it's all in the mind.

One of those nights, I was looking more than interested in one nice looking guy and was wondering if it's possible to make a move. Or maybe he would make that move first like BC did. BC never called for so long.

The guy went to the toilet and I followed. Followed him to the urinal and saw he had a nice package. But avoided eye contact. He went out, I followed. Still nothing, then he left the bar and nothing. Back to ordering more drinks to console myself.

This old gent with the silver hair came over to chat. He said I was being obvious. I know I was being obvious but it's none of his business. He said he knew that guy and he's straight and married. Yeah I said I know, that never stopped them before.

We were at the quiet corner of the bar and I was feeling brave to talk gay to him. Those drinks made me feel good. He laughed. I was gay funny. That never stopped me too. He said when he's at my age, that would never stop him too. I laughed that he was being obvious. He said that would be my good business. Yeah right mate, I said that was none of my business.

He said, no that would be "your good business". Yeah, whatever, I can barely understand things now. So how was his old lady? Dead. Any kids? 2 boys and one girl. Already about my age and happily married too. 7 noisy grandkids. Yeah I said probably not stopping his boys either. He nearly spilled his drinks.

Don't joke about such things okay.

Yeah bloody hell, it's alright when that didn't stop me but it's not alright when it's his kids? What bloody hypocrite.

Well, it was just horrible horrible to imagine his kid put up his legs like that you know.

Yeah, I know. I imagine if his kid would ever see him put up his legs like that.

That smile on his face froze and he's quiet. Back to more of our drinks and he's buying. In that case, make mine a double.

Since he was paying for the drinks, he's asking the questions okay? Top or bottom? Versatile. How old? ...This.. that...

Want to make the business? Huh what business? Sex. Who? Him. How? He can't get hard, no viagra because of heart condition. toy play. What toy? Sex toy. Oh, maybe. Daddy/son role playing. How much? $xxx enough to pay for my big drinks tab. He said ok but he gotta check my body for cleanliness. I said I got to check his cock to make sure he's really mean toy play.

We went to a toilet cubicle. Stripped together. His was soft, my was clean. So we left for his place. Nice big expensive house.

Showers first and he can feel up the goods. Off to bed and I grabbed another drink from his bedside. Feeling good. He called me son, I called him daddy.

Daddy wants to fuck son.

Sorry not in the deal.

Yes it was.

No, he was supposed to be impotent.

Yes he can with daddy's little helper.

No no, he was not supposed to take viagra.

Yes, yes with this daddy's little helper. He took a big fucking wand from his drawer.

No, no I thought his little toy was a dildo.

Yes, yes it's only a little dildo wand,

He's not going to stuff the whole wand up my ass.

Little dildo for little boy. Be a good boy and listen to daddy. Let daddy show you. He turned on his huge 60in TV set and video.

There's a 3some. A young man, a middle aged and an old guy. The young guy was teaching the old guy how to use the wand. That's when I noticed that bloody thing runs on electricity, not battery! and it vibrates too. It worked like a smaller concrete breaker! The big middle aged guy was told lay on his back and to grab hold of his legs. I was ordered to do the same. I heard him turn on the wand. I drew a big breath and closed my eyes. I pulled my ass cheeks wider apart as I can, Hoped this would ease the entry pains.

Then I felt something vibrating on my neck. I opened my eyes and he was laughing. The video was showing the kid using the wand to massage the guy. The moaning was not from sex.

As he applied oil and his wand went around my body, the strong massaging was feeling good. He massaged around the balls. He said to turn over and he'll massage my butt. I turned over and then suddenly felt the wand impaled me. I shouted in pain. He pressed down on my back and told me to hold still or the wand might injure me. He didn't pay me good money to give me free massages. That money was paid to impale my manhood.

I was to turn around slowly like meat on a BBQ skewer, to face him. I tried as I felt the wand twisted inside me. He had already turned off the vibrating before impaling me that's why I didn't feel it coming near. Otherwise I thought he'll break me like using a concrete breaker.

I could now see that wand impaled into me. The pain was bad. I tried to pull it out but he started the vibrating and told me to stop or he''ll injure me at the strongest speed. I stopped and breathed hard. What the fuck was he doing to me, I shouted. He said I was invited to my own BBQ and I was the meat. He laughed. This time the video was showing the guy was being fucked by the old man with one wand and the kid massaging his body with another.

The scary part was when the 2 wands met, the kid tried to push his wand in also. The poor guy was shouting no, no, please no.

He said he had another wand if I liked that too. I said no or I'll bloody kill him. He turned on the vibrating and I jumped. He slowly withdrew and pushed back in. I was still sore. I told him to put in more oil. He said I was a dumb fuck with no experience. I needed more serious lub. He open a can of crisco and used the wand to stick a lot into me. My oily body and my lard sticky ass was just like a broiling BBQ meat. Fucking delicious. And he gave me a few fucking jabs with the wand. The pain was not bad this time.

Only problem was my ass was too white and looked uncooked. He said he's going to spank my butt to add more colors. I said don't you dare, you fucking pervert. He said $yy more? I said ok but be gentle right?

He sat on the bedside and told me to crawl onto his lap. I got on all fours and noticed his wand was still sticking out my ass. I was about to pull it out but he said to leave it in there. With my butt muscles. I tried to hold it up while making it steady as I crawled the short length looking ridiculous.He laughed.

With my butt on his lap and me using my palms on the floor for support, he kissed my ass. Then whapped, he gave me a hard slap on the ass. Ouch. Then another, even harder on the other butt cheek. He took a bedside mirror and showed me the ten red finger prints on my white ass. Now, he said my meat had the BBQ grate stripe burn pattern that he liked on his meat. And he bit my butt lightly. Delicious to eat.

That's when I noticed something hard sticking at my tummy. I guessed it was his cock getting hard. That liar. He pushed me off his lap and the wand fell off my ass. Hello my hardness beauty, it was such a long time since I had you. He was happily talking to his own cock. He grabbed my head and stuck his cock into my mouth, telling me to keep it wet and warm so that he will not lose his hardness. He thanked me for giving him the youthful feeling of hardness. I don't suck well but I tried to keep him hard.

Now he wanted to use his real thing instead of the wand. Please, I must help him. It's almost 10 years since he felt this way. I can have hardon without trying but for him, it's a miracle. He'll double everything. Truth was, I was glad to agree. I mean that fucking big wand was no fuck toy, it's so big that it felt like a torture tool. I would need Eric to fuck me the whole night before I get that loose enough to take it inside me comfortably to enjoy it.

The other good thing was his cock was smaller than most so it's an easy fuck for sure. So I said ok I guess. I used finger and towels to try to dig out the crisco from my ass. I took a condom and tied around his balls. Learned that from an older top who wanted his cock to stay hard longer. Then another condom for his cock. He thanked me. I laid back and put my legs on his shoulders. Somehow we don't fit so he put pillows under me till he was able to penetrate me easily. Truth was he could enter me with no pain at all but I acted liked his cock was big enough to cause me pain. White lie, I know. The pain was actually the soreness from that damn wand.

His fucking was worse. Is it because of my soreness or my looseness that I felt not much. But he certainly was not pumping away like a young man. But the video was now showing the old guy pulling the man's ass cheeks apart while the young one was pushing the 2nd wand in. It wouldn't go in, the guy was screaming in pain. It made me glad that the cock was all I had to enter me. I griped my ass muscles to give him a tight fit. I think that poor guy must have passed out because they stopped suddenly and the video ended just like that.

I smiled to pretend I was enjoying his fucking. He was happy and asked me how was I feeling. I said yeah mate, fuck my ass like you want. Feels good. Before I lose my acting I better change to a position where I don't need to act so hard. I turned over on all fours and told him to mount me from behind. That was more comfortable when I don't have to worry about false acting when my face was hidden. Doggie position allowed deeper penetration ( my ex-bf's sex manual said so ) so I felt better also. I pushed back, moaned, called him daddy... whatever to keep him going.

It didn't take him long and he was groaning with dirty words calling me whore, pig, cunt all kinds. Then he pulled out and made me turn over on my back. He cummed but the cum just flowed out. It was not much but he rubbed then on my tummy. I quickly willed myself to cum and shot a big load on the side of his face. I was afraid that if I don't, he will use perverted ways to enjoy making me cum.

We slept awhile together. He crept below me and raised my legs. What? Again? Yes but this time he was tonguing my ass. I asked him what's he doing? He said he was just marking the ass that he had just mated with and remembering the taste and smell as well as the fuck. It's being more than 10 years since he had this kind of fun. He said I was a good fuck but a lousy actor. I was acting so much to be slutty it was damn funny. He can see my face in the mirror while I was being pumped from behind and I looked bored while groaning like a slut. It's ok. He was turned on that I cared so much for him to try my best to please him. He knew he's no fucking machine, the type that I was used to. He knew it would take a good hard fucker to ever turn a mean looking big guy like me into a bottom. He ought to thank that guy for making me into such a fine piece of meat for him to enjoy as well. Though he was not really fat but I guess his love of the BBQ must had given him that heart condition. The photos in the room showed he used to be much fatter.

Old and very wise man. I wondered if he's good at giving advice? I asked him if I was 19yo and he would be my age. would he mind being fucked by a 19yo like his friend's son? He said he would definitely fucking mind. It would be the same as his friend being fucked by his kid. It belittled his older generation in the hierarchy. He worked hard to provide for the kids and demand their respect even if that mean beating it into them. How could his friend come around and be fucked into submitting to kids so young. I guess he was very strict with his kids like we blue collar usually are. He said we were too poor to provide them with comfort but what we had was damn hard to get. We demanded respect because we find it difficult to get it from others except our own kids.

He can guess why I asked the questions but I would not say so. He wanted me to stay for the night but I said I got family to go home to. And I was not greedy for money so don't call me again. ( He don't even have my tel no.? what was I saying?)

I earned enough to pay the tab in full and felt welcome again. There enough left for more drinks for many nights.

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After that lousy fuck, it made me appreciate what the good fucks that BC, Eric or MK gave me. That lousy fuck was like scratching my itch with a feather. It made me feel itchier. A good fuck leaves me with a delicious sore that's like the muscle aches after a good strong workout. Feel the satisfied burn for days.

After the booze was satisfied, I was feeling damn horny. Don't know if anybody here ever had that kind of horniness where even my pecs felt a little soft and very sensitive? I wanted a good fuck and I kept thinking about that guy that I cruised at that bar. The one that got away seemed that much a bigger fish.

I went back to the bar. Hoping not to meet the old guy again. Anyway it's not that bad, the money was good. I sat for an hour but nobody I knew. The place seemed slow since it was midweek. The bored waitress was chatty. She looked almost 50 with the thick makeup to cover the wrinkles but those on her neck were all there.

She noticed me the last time. I asked about that goodlooking guy I saw that time. She said he's not regular here but I might get lucky. I shouldn't have trouble getting other men myself. Damned was I so obvious?

Yes I was, she said. But why was I going with that old gent when I could easily get better? She had that funny smile on her face. Maybe I was self-concious. Anyway if I don't say it, who's to know?

Enough about me, I directed the questions to her to avoid anymore embarrassing things about me. Ah ha, she's a working girl before. The money was good till she lost most of it on gambling. Typical sob story. Wonder if she's just telling the standard tale to avoid the truth.

I guess being a working girl, nothing about sex surprised her. And she was no lady in her manners so I was quite relaxed to chat with her. It's like talking to a crude guy like myself.

She said there's all kinds of people selling sex because when someone want it they'll pay. That's no surprise. She too had a secret dream to meet someone like Richard Gere when she was young. And she did meet a few, she sighed. Only those dreams were brief and there's no love like fairy tale ending. She got married anyway but those men were jerks.

Enough about herself, what about me?

What about?

Was I married?

Yes

Then I was a jerk too. Only worse, the type that played for both sides. Double jerk.

Why did she sound so bitter?

Because one of her ex-boyfriend was a working boy. He was only in it for the money and they planned to get out after they had made a bundle. He's as goodlooking as Richard Gere. But soon as he found his sugar daddy, he's gone.

Here, have a drink on me. I can afford it this time.

She thanked me for the drink. That made her friendlier. She said no matter what, I must insist that the men use condoms. That bf of hers died of Aids. Some of her friends too. Oops honey, hoped she did not insult me. She was saying that out of her own habits; she's sure I was the one using the condoms.

Her hand reached down to give my groin a squeeze. If she was younger I would be much interested. For now, I don't mind being molested. She needed the bucks more than the fuck, no matter how much she fancied a man. Their law was not to give it away freely. That's the difference between men and women. Men fuck anything anytime, women always need a reason.

Then she looked at me and asked softly why I was not protesting about that condom thing? Good lord, was I a bottom. honey? It's alright to say so then she won't waste her time unless I fancy a strapon.

I said don't she know that men go both ways? It all depends. But tonight I was in that mood, so I'm sorry.

Oh in that case, she can introduce some friends with fantastic services. Playfully, I asked if they do it, who pays who? She laughed, it depends too. Anyway some of those guys she tried and the service was very good.

No thanks. I never had problem getting it free. Oh yeah, she said she knew. She said some men shouldn't give it away free. It's just not right.

Huh? What she meant?

She meant there are men who pay for sex with men and she'll introduce to me but we'll share 30/70. Oh mate, this woman will do anything to turn a buck.

This was going too far. I told her to stop talking nonsense. I asked her why she's talking like that to me? She laughed and said the old gent who I was with? He had ever taken one of her girls. Last weekend, he was asking if she knew me. Put 2 and 2 together, she knew what happened. We can work together if I was just doing it for pocket money. Why give it away free? See how generous some men are? She gets few customers anyway.

I said no way. Unlike those working lads, I picked what I like and not for the money. Don't she hate most of the men she had sex with? Yeah, she hated those dirty smelly men. Sigh but she still loved handsome men too. She said I should understand what she meant. Most gay men are better looking than the jerks she had to service.

See what I mean?

Ok, I was right. This sex business sure stinked. She sure hate putting up her legs to be fucked by these stinky men. Sometimes when she was bored, she would fantasize that she would turn into a man to fuck their sorry asses instead.

What about the strapons? Oh yeah, that was fun. But she hardly ever get any such clients. Surprisingly, one such client was a big boy like me and she fucked him like a whore. It was fantastic sex. That's why she hoped I might like that too.

The conversations dragged on longer but I was getting too buzzed by then to remember most of them now.

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This sex thing is getting very bothersome when I am not getting any. When to the cruise grounds and sauna but not finding anyone I like or missing the targets.

Came back and started thinking about MK. Oh mate, he got a body to die for. And the fuckings he gave me was out of this world. Thinking about it got my precum leaking now. Wonder if he's gone to the Middle East and hope he's ok. I need more of him.

Then I think about Eric and felt sad. Thinking of MK suddenly reminded me of something months ago.

Well, we play pools for fun and some little bets. Winning was more of luck because we are all about the same. S and N were playing but somehow N was winning 3 times in a row. He was treating everybody because S was betting double or nothing. When N was winning the 4th game, he was bragging and teasing S about it. Someone was saying S would lose even his mom if he's betting her. S said fuck you to him. It's one of those playful crude fuck everything kind of crude men's behaviour. The place was full of such foul languages even when things were cool.

Then S said fuck your dad. Nobody thought much about that but N lashed out to punch S, shouting you fucking bastard. S got one on his face. He was madder. Yeah, I fucked your dad and you could be the bastard he produced from my baby maker. You should watch me mount his ass like a bitch on his hands and knees. He loved being my bitch so are you too?

Suddenly everybody realised this could be very serious. It took all of us to pull them apart and forced them home. We stayed to make sure they stay away while some were gossiping and explaining what happenned.

I remember writing here about this neighbor living a few doors away. We met at the crusing grounds a few times, he was chatty and quite open about cruising. We never make out though he seemed interested. But he moved out more than 6 years ago. That was common and I never thought about it. N is his eldest kid who stayed because of job and later got married. His parents were divorced long ago.

Only that evening did I heard there's a reason why from these gossips. Apparently, N came home early one evening and found his good friend rogering his dad. Ok so he was not happy about it but they all agreed to keep it their secret. No use fighting about it and letting the whole world know. N wanted them to end the thing S agreed but his dad disagreed.

Now that it became an open secret, his dad was even inviting S over and they were having sex in their bedroom while he's home. N was furious because he was afraid his fiance and family might find out. The kinds of noises his dad made was getting on his nerve. And they said N might had actually seen his dad being screwed a few times. He quarreled with his dad. It's no use. The only way was to get his dad to move out to another place and not let the neighbors see this.

S and N must be really discreet because I never knew about this and few people either. Knowing how indiscreet his dad was at the crusing places, I wasn't really surprised. Glad I was smart enough to stay away from him otherwise ...I shudder to think about it.

Now that was secret no more. Anyway in this bad neighborhood, nothing is considered shocking when you have seen drugs, fights, murders, gangs ...

That happened before MK was rogering me. We men wear almost nothing at home but a boxer shorts when it's hot in summer. I guess the kids nust had seen our cocks when they were playing around while we lay around sometimes with hardons that we don't know. MK said he's seen my cock more than a few times and they giggled about it. We know that but never thought about it. Boys should be comfortable around men's cock. It's part of their growing up.

Only we didn't realised the rare few boys like S and MK more than liked what they saw.

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